EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION
In the parking lot of a local bar as I was getting on the back of my
boyfriend's motorcycle a patron told me, "don't get on that bike" and that's the
last thing that I remember before waking up in bed at my parent's house not
being able to move and vomiting, while listening to my boyfriend screaming for
someone to call an ambulance. We had had an accident and from what I have been
told, at first was non-responsive then got up, denied medical treatment from
paramedics and went with my parents who had been called to the scene.
I have no recall of the
accident or how I got to my parents' house what I do recall is,
I was with my
biological mother who passed 12 yrs earlier and countless others who loved me
and were so happy to see me and I them. I felt as though they were caring for me
and began wondering why they had to care for me and that is when I was told it
was to keep me safe and that I would have to leave soon, and oh I so didn't want
to go since I felt a very powerful all loving, content, sensation that I was
Home! I was surrounded with a powerful energy source and was a source of
positive energy myself and was interested and slightly confused as to why I
wouldn't be staying with them.
Then I awoke, in pain and very very sad. I wonder how I could've gotten up and
walked and talked after suffering the injuries I had and have no recollection of
it?
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes it was so wonderful that it is difficult to put into words
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
When I started wondering why I was with loved ones who have passed on and began
asking them questions.
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness
When I started wondering why I was with loved ones who have passed
on and began asking them questions.
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes I was taken to a beautiful meadow with the most gorgeous plant life and
colors so vibrant that I've never seen anywhere, it was amazing!
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Uncertain I recall hearing telepathically
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
All loving, peacefulness, contentment, safe and secure, challenging
to put into words.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did
you see a light?
Yes It was glowing all around, was everywhere and felt wonderful
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes My mom and other loved ones that had passed on, I didn't know all of
them, they were greeting me telepathically
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Uncertain I'm not sure where I was taken but was told that it was to keep
me safe for a short while. I was taken to a meadow.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes It seemed to go way too fast my time spent in the meadow but with the
timeline it was quite a while since my boyfriend had gotten arrested for dui
then came to my parents' and that's when I regained consciousness. I've never
asked how long it actually was but I do know I told my mother that it would be
alright with me if I stayed and didn't return to my body when it came time to.
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Yes, we are energy and it's important to stay positive and act
with Love.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain My boyfriend, now husband, asks me about my dreams since I will
experience events in dream state before they happen, which also happened before
our accident but seem to be more frequent now.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes I have recently shared the experience with my children to verify that we
still live after our bodies die. I shared with my husband shortly after the
accident and he doesn't like talking about it, but the kids are fascinated and
have many questions, some I have no answers to but do know that we are energy
and exist even without our bodies!
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Uncertain I'd heard of it but just recently started researching NDE.
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I really wondered why I didn't feel "happy to
be alive"
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
When
I was told that I was going to be returning and couldn't stay gave me a strong
sense that I would be able to return when the time was right.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I need to remain "here" and be a source of
positive love for those in my life.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
I
appreciate everyday with whomever I'm with.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes The questions asked made me think specifics regarding my experience.
