EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
An old man driving a camper turned left in front of us;
we were doing 55 mph at the time of impact. I broke the rear view mirror with
my head and flew through the windshield. I remember waking up to my friend
screaming that she killed me (she was driving). I don't remember how I got into
the ambulance, but once in I fell into a deep sleep, no pain. Suddenly, I was
out of my body looking down at the EMT trying to get my pulse and saying "we're
losing her" over and over again, and my friend screaming, "she's dead, don't die
Chris."
I could see every
detail of the ambulance, my body position, my friend's posture, the EMT's
movements and instruments he was using to try to get my pulse back, even the
color of the blanket that was wrapped around me. And even though I could see
myself, I knew it wasn't me. I had no feeling of panic or fear, just a passing
interest of what was occurring.
Within seconds of observing my lifeless body, I found myself traveling through a
tunnel of sorts at lightening speed, sort of like the Star Wars movie "time
warp." It was as though all energy of the universe was passing by me, and soon
there were specks of bright white light converging into a glaring white light.
It felt like a rocket-propelled orgasm. This feeling was like no other I had
experienced and like no other I have experienced since then- it was as if
providence was holding me. Then, I heard the voice of God in my head, and all
at once he asked me, have loved enough? have you learned enough? and have you
experienced enough? I suddenly realized that I had not done the things he had
asked of me, and I screamed "No" I need to do more time. And just like that,
boom! I was back in my body moaning from the pain.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes I was in a car accident, and when rescued, the EMTs lost my pulse;
basically, I died.
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
I was more alert immediatly after they lost my pulse and I was above my body
watching the EMT work on me.
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
I was more alert immediately after they lost my pulse and I was above my body
watching the EMT work on me.
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes Everything was more distinct, sounds, movement. Some things were
transparent.
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Yes My hearing was exceptional, in that I could hear every word
they spoke, even though they spoke over one another.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
At first I felt calm, then while traveling through the "tunnel" I
felt orgasmic
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes It was more like the "tunnel" passed around me.
Did
you see a light?
Yes The light became more collected the farther down the tunnel I got.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes There was no time, time was speeding by me at a lightening pace.
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes WE are hear to love, learn, and experience.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes Yes! I felt a hot energy emanating from my hands to heal. Also, my
ability to weed out evil people increased.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Only people very close to me, about five people in 38 years. It took me
almost five years to even mention what happened, and about ten years to go into
detail.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real Because of the details and the questions asked
of me
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
All
of it is meaningful to me. The first part verifies it was real, or how else
would I know what happened in that ambulance when I was unconscious?
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
I am
a practicing Christian, where before I was wandering
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
