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Carlos CP's NDE |
It all started with a simple abscess in a back tooth. I went to the doctor and had the gum lanced to get the infection out, then they sent me home. After I got home, I lost a lot of blood and after some hours I went back to the hospital to the ER, where I was looked at and sent back home. In the elevator I fainted, (at this time nothing special happened), and I regained consciousness in a stretcher where I was being stitched up. After this they decided I needed to stay for observation overnight. As chance would have it, I was in the same room where I had been born 10½ years earlier. Once I was in the room, with my mother and two aunts with me, I needed to go to the bathroom. I got up; my mother really wanted to come with me, but I didn't want her to and I went in by myself. The last thing I remember is making an effort to grab the toilet paper, at which point I fainted.
Suddenly I saw myself floating (I never saw my physical body), amazed, asking
myself: What's this? Where am I? I was floating, without a body, but
still I could move around, in short I had an "I". I spent some time feeling
disconcerted, it was like a dream but I still remember it as being too real to
be a dream. Then all of a sudden I found myself in a room, where my mother, and
one of my aunts who was not in the hospital at the time, were weeping
inconsolably, seated on maroon-coloured, very brightly-coloured, armchairs. At
this point I said to myself: Ah, that means I'm dead! And I started to
feel a peace and wellbeing which is indescribable.
And then I saw myself going through a long, narrow passageway, at whose end I found a door with a glass panel in the top part, through which I could see a coffin, which immediately made me think it was my coffin. After this I recovered consciousness in my aunt's arms as she put me down on my bed, and my mother and other aunt went out onto the terrace, crying and scared.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
Throughout.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal, throughout.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any
aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
At first, confusion, then a great calm, with much peace and wellbeing.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Uncertain, I went along a narrow passageway.
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your
experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Uncertain
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes, a door.
Did you become aware of future events?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the
experience you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened?
Experience was probably real
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
How do you currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was probably real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Uncertain