Burnie A's NDE

Experience description: 

 WHEN I WAS UNCONSIOUS I FELT LIKE I WAS WATCHING A PLAY, I WAS TRAVELING TO DIFFERENT PLACES, SOME FEILDS, RIVERBEDS, MY HOME.

 I SAW MYSELF AS AN OLDER TEENAGER AND I SAW A FEW OTHER PEOPLE THAT I HAD NEVER MET LIKE I WAS WATCHING THEM ON TV. I SAW THINGS HAPPENING TO THEM THAT WERE NOT GOOD. WHEN I SAW MYSELF I WAS IN A FEILD WITH SOME GUY (AT THE TIME I HAD NO IDEA WHO HE WAS)I SAW HIM TRY TO FORCE HIMSELF ON ME, I ALSO SAW A GUN AND A FEW OTHER BLURRY PEOPLE HANGING AROUND. A FEW YEARS LATER I WENT TO A PARTY WITH SOME FRIENDS THAT WAS JUST OUTSIDE THE CITY LIMITS. WHEN IT STARTED TO GET DARK I STARTED TO HAVE INCREDIBLE FLASH BACKS TO WHAT I SAW WHEN I WAS UNDER, I DECIDED TO DISAPPEAR BECAUSE TOO MANY THINGS SEEMED TO FAMILIAR.

 THE NEXT DAY I FOUND OUT THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS WAS RAPED AT GUN POINT BY SOMEONE WHO LOOKED  JUST LIKE THE GUY I SAW IN MY VISION.

  THE OTHER PEOPLE I SAW IN VISION WERE MOSTLY WOMEN GETTING HURT IN SOMEWAY, A COUPLE OF JUST BODIES AND PEOPLE WALKING AWAY FROM THEM.   OVER THE NEXT SIX OR SEVEN YEARS MOST OF THE VISIONS I SAW CAME TRUE, TO SOME OF THE PEOPLE THAT I KNEW AND SOME WERE REPORTED ON TV AND I HAD NO IDEA WHO THEY WERE AT ALL.

  SINCE THEN I STILL OCCASIONALLY GET VISIONS WHEN I'M ASLEEP OR JUST ZONED OUT IN CLASS, OF THINGS HAPPENING TO PEOPLE WHO I DON'T KNOW, WHICH I SEE IN THE NEWS OR SOMETHING JUST A LITTLE WHILE LATER. IT'S KIND OF CREEPY, I WISH I KNEW IF I COULD USE THIS TO HELP SOME OF THESE PEOPLE BEFORE THE PAIN. 

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No response

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes

      What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate?   IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT I SAW THINGS THAT HAVE NEVER HAPPENED BUT HAS HAPPENED IN THE FUTURE FROM THAT DATE, THEY BELIEVE IT'S JUST A FLUKE OR AN OVERACTIVE IMAGINATION.

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  Yes

      Describe:  I WAS UNCONSCIOUS FROM AN OVERDOSE TO MEDICINE 

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    I WAS NOT ALERT TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD AT ALL. WHEN IT HAPPENS NOW I STILL AM NOT IN TOUCH WITH THE "PRESENT WORLD" AT ALL, IT'S LIKE A DAYDREAM JUST WAY MORE REALISTIC.

Was the experience dream like in any way?  KIND OF IT SEEMED UNREAL BUT VERY CLEAR, IT WAS ALMOST LIKE YOU FLOATING IN AND OUT OF THE PICTURE LIKE YOUR THERE WHEN IT'S HAPPENING BUT NO ONE CAN SEE YOU.

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Yes

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  LIKE I SAID ABOVE IT WAS LIKE I WAS FLOATING AROUND ALL THESE OTHER SITUATIONS.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  IT WAS DISTURBING IT WAS TOO REAL IT SEEMED TO BE A TV SHOW SO I WAS SCARED AND CONFUSED, I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHY. I NOW GET SO FRUSTRATED THAT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING EXCEPT WATCH IT HAPPEN.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  NOTHING UNUSUAL JUST THE SOUNDS AND NOISES YOU WOULD EXPECT IN THE SENSES I WAS WATCHING. 

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  No

 Did you see a light?  No 

Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

      Describe:  JUST OTHER  PEOPLE EVAN THOUGH I DIDN'T KNOW WHO THEY WERE. 

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  No 

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  Uncertain

      Describe:  IT ALL HAPPENED LATER BUT AFTER I TALKED ABOUT THE FIRST COUPLE OF THINGS WHEN THEY HAPPENED EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS NUTS, NOW I DON'T TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.   

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  No 

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No 

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Yes

      Describe:  I FEEL NOW THAT I GET THESE VISIONS TO TRY AND HELP SOMEONE, I AM GOING TO SCHOOL TO GET A DEGREE IN A FEILD WHERE IT MIGHT HELP. 

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?  No 

Did you become aware of future events?  Yes

      Describe:  THIS AWARENESS HIS BEEN MOSTLY ACCURATE ON ALL THE VISIONS SO FAR AND THE ONES THAT HAVEN'T HAPPENED YET BUT I'M SURE SOMEDAY THEY WILL. 

Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  No 

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  LIKE I SAID I NOW GET VISIONS OF THINGS HAPPENING TO PEOPLE, OR I SEE THE OUTCOME OF CERTAIN THINGS (SITUATIONS). 

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  I REALLY BELIEVE IN PSYCHIC ABILITIES NOW AND IN REINCARNATION 

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  IT HASN'T CHANGED ANY OF MY RELIGIOUS PRACTICES BUT IT HAS CHANGED HOW I REACT TO THINGS IN RELATIONSHIPS AND IT HAS MADE MY CAREER CHOICE FOR ME. 

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  I SHARED WITH A FEW CLOSE FRIENDS OVER THE YEARS BUT THEY ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS KIDDING SO KNOW I DON'T SHARE IT WITH ANYONE, I'M ONLY SHARING THIS HERE SO THAT IT MAY HELP STUDIES OR RESEARCH. 

What emotions did you experience following your experience?    MOSTLY FRUSTRATION, BECAUSE I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT I WAS SEEING, NOW I USE A LOT OF CAUTION IF I HAVE FLASHBACKS OR FEELINGS THAT MAKE QA SITUATION SEEM TO FAMILIAR, OR OF REOCCURRING IMAGES . IT MAKE ME VERY AWARE OF HOW EASY IT IS FOR BAD THINGS TO HAPPEN AND THAT MOST OF THEM ARE CONTROLLABLE IF YOU RECOGNIZE THE RIGHT SENSATIONS. 

What was the best and worst part of your experience?   THE WORST PART WAS THE ULTIMATE VIOLENCE I WAS SEEING AND THE FEELING OF UTTER HELPLESSNESS, ALSO THE FEELING OF STUPIDITY WHEN NO ONE BELIEVED ME LATER.

 THE BEST IS NOW I REALIZED IT'S SAVED ME FROM A FEW HORRIBLE THINGS. 

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  Yes

      Describe:  MOSTLY BECAUSE OF HOW I REACT TO THINGS AND HOW I HAVE REALIZED THAT IT MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP PEOPLE SOMEDAY. 

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes

      Explain:  IT COVERED ALL THE MAIN THINGS THAT I NEEDED TO EXPLAIN TO DESCRIBE THIS EXPERIENCE TO YOU.