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Brooks B's NDE |
Experience description:
Suddenly, I was totally out of strength, couldn't swim another stroke, and panicked. I could not see how close I was to the edge of the pool because of the water in my eyes, nor could I scream for help. I recall consciously raising my hand over my head, hoping someone would see me, which, in fact, did happen eventually. However, before I was pulled out of the pool I had clarity about the trouble I was in and suddenly in my mind's eye I saw headlines from a very old newspaper with a story about my drowning. Then I saw a scene that might have been set at or before the turn of the century. A group of people in long black dresses and funeral attire were carrying my casket up a hill and across a rather level, weeded area for burial. I knew it was my body in the casket. My mother and father were part of the group of 15 or 20 people walking with the casket. I began to cry because I could see their grief and sadness and I felt sorry for them.
It was at that point that I was pulled from the water. I must have lost consciousness for at least a few minutes, but came to with no medical intervention, only frightened people standing over me.
I told my
story immediately, but I as confused about it. I still have some confusion
about it, though I have often wondered if that experience evoked a memory of a
drowning and burial in a previous life. I can find no other explanation as to
why I would have been thrust into that pioneer type setting when I was in the
midst of drowning in this century. I do believe the experience left the door
open for me to later embrace the idea of reincarnation or eternal life in some
form.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
Yes
Near
drowning in private swimming pool. Pulled out by neighbor.
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Semi-conscious perhaps. I was aware of the trouble I was in, but was not
totally conscious when I was pulled out of the pool.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
Yes. The scene
of my casket being carried was like a dream or as if I was watching a movie as
an observer.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Sadness and
tears because I was dying and my parents would be sad.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes,
Friends
and family at my funeral.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes,
Everyone
at the pool knew I was about to drown.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes,
I felt
only emotion...first fear, then quickly curiosity about unfolding events on the
screen and, finally, grief.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes,
It
opened my mind to different possibilities of the afterlife.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I don't know if
it has affected me, except in subtle ways. Sometime after that I knew all the
answers weren't in church and that the universe and its secrets was much bigger
than I had thought.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Sadness
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
I learned that
dying is easy...at least drowning is easy. The worst part has been not
understanding the puzzle of it...why I was thrust back into another era.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
no
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
During a spontaneous OBE many years later I experienced the same separation of
body and experience.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes