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Brian N's NDE

Experience description: 

My friend, John, and myself decided to go visit a cave a few miles from where we lived.  As we were walking, John describe the cave and said there would still be ice in the cave.  We walk about a mile into the woods and started our climb up the back of the mountain.  The climb up to the entrance of the cave was made difficult because of the rain the night before.  The trail was steep and covered with mud and pine needles, we slipped several times on our way up.  To make a long story short. . .

     My friend suggested we leave the cave and finish climbing to the top of the mountain.  He told me the view was great and we could take an easier trail down the mountain once we were on top.  I didn't want to go back down the way we came up because of the mud and pine needles.  I agreed to go to the top of the mountain, even though the climb was difficult.  I thought going up was easier than going down at that point.  Besides, my friend told me the other trail was much easier to go down.

     We stayed on top of the mountain for a little while looking out over the surrounding landscape.  We decided it was getting late and had better get back home.  I asked my friend were the trail was and he said there wasn't a trail.  The only way down was the way we came up or over the face of the mountain.  I didn't want to go the way I came up, we decided to go over the face of the mountain.  John started down first and I followed his route as we began our descent without any equipment.  When we were about 80 ft. from the ground we could see black clouds moving in from a distance.  We knew we had to get down before the rain started or we'd be in big trouble. We hurried as quickly as possible and in doing so I lost the route my friend was taking.  I was in trouble, I had no place to put my hand to continue down.  My friend was to the right and about 6 ft. below me, he said he would tell me were to place my hand.  He told me to extend my arm further to the right, a little further, a little bit more! 

     I reached and my other hand lost it's grip and I began falling to the ground.  I remember sliding down the face of the mountain and thinking this is it.  I remember everything as if in slow motion, me pushing away from the cliff and tucking into a ball.  My life flashing before my eye's, only the good thing's in my life not the bad.  I remember the instant I hit the ground, then a warmth came over me.  I was in a light so brilliant and warm, I was surrounded with a sense of well being.  I have no words in my vocabulary to describe the feeling encompassing me.  I went into the light and then my grandfather was with me holding my hand.  My grandfather died a few years earlier and now I was with him holding hands.  We talked and our mouth's didn't move, I felt his energy his love.  I remember walking with him and going before God.  I could not see a face only a light so brilliant you had to look down.  I heard him tell me it was not my time and that I had other things to do for humanity.  I didn't want to leave, I begged to stay with my grandfather!

     I then heard the voice of my friend who said, "He's dead, what am I going to tell his mom!"  I told my friend to shut up and get me some help.  He ran to the the nearest house at the entry of the woods and called for help.  He called his brother Dave and he came with his car and picked us up.  I had to crawl out of the woods to get to the road.  The only injuries I suffered from my accident was a broken knee cap and some cuts and bruises.  I didn't stay in the hospital and was sent home the same day.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No


Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

The feeling of peace and warmth I felt as I was going into the light.  I can only describe it as pure love, like a child being held by his mother after being hurt.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes

I was climbing down the face of a mountain. I lost my grip and fell forty feet to the forest floor.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           My friend said I didn't move or say anything for about thirty minutes.  I do remember seeing my body on the ground and my friend on the side of the mountain.  The rest is described above in my account of the accident.

           
Was the experience dream like in any way?   No! The experience was real to me and I still feel my grandfathers presence with me since the accident.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

I saw myself on the ground for a few seconds and my friend on the cliff, then I was in the light.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           No!

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes

            Describe:      I would say like smoke going up in a chimney, I felt free with no form or constraints, just flowing energy.

Did you see a light?           Yes, Brilliant, warm, feeling of energy, feeling of love and acceptance.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

My grandfather was next to me holding my hand and we went walking.  We talked, communicating with only our thoughts.  I was happy to be with him and sense his well being.  We went together before God and I was told I had to return.  I still had other thing's to do for humanity.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes

I saw only the good things that happen in my life, none of the bad things.  I learned that we are all the same in this world and we all need to obtain equality.  We need to stop putting people into categories such as religion, color, sex or any of the other barrier's society sets to create.  These are the walls that create hostility & bloodshed among humanity.  The key to peace lies within each individual's heart, fine that key!

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes, I walked along a path in a garden with my grandfather and it was seemed foggy at times.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

The key is hidden within each of us for peace.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

I had a sense of freedom with no limitations, like a puff of smoke flowing in the air.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

I was told I had to return even though I didn't want to.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes, I have my connection with my grandfather who is with me everyday!

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

I believe we are all able to connect directly with God, Creator, Allah or what ever name you would like to use for the almighty.  The religions on this planet have been redesigned for the purpose of controlling and dissecting humanity into distrust for their follow man.  In order to reach peace we must reach within ourselves to find the key placed there by the almighty.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

I know live in Québec, Canada speak a little French.  I believe my home is anywhere, my religions are all of them and my race is human.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

I didn't for many year's, then only to a close few.  I have finally decided I will tell people openly.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Had a hard time accepting my life, I was fine on the other side.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      I've learned to accept all of it for good.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I know I can make a difference.