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Benilda K's NDE

Experience description: 

i was in the hospital to deliver my first child. in the labor room i was examined by the nurse and told me that my blood pressure was too high and that i needed to take the medication for my blood pressure. the hospital didn't have the medication. My husband went out from the hospital to buy it. while my husband was gone the whole night, i was having an intense labor pain . there wasn't anyone but me in he labor room, no one to comfort me in my pain. morning came and i was so exhausted and still in so much pain. Finally, the doctor came and checked me. it was very obvious in her face that something was not right.

she immediately called the nurses and told me that i need to push so i can deliver my baby. but no matter how hard i pushed, my baby wasn't coming out. the labor process continued for at least 30 more minutes... there was more concern on the face of my doctor. she told me that i needed to do one more last push and if the baby won't come out, i will be delivering my baby by caesarian section. well, my bouncing baby boy was delivered. After my baby's delivery, i was feeling nauseated, and that my head was like ready to explode.  i was feeling so numb and very weak. they move me to the recovery room. my blood pressure was checked again and i was told that i needed to take my blood pressure medication because the blood pressure was not going down. my husband was not back yet with my medication.

the nurse left and my vision was turning yellow, then gray...all of the sudden it was black.  then the strangest thing was happening...i felt my body so still, i felt  part of me lifting out and i was feeling myself started to move. i was standing and it was velvet black, i started to make a step, then there was this light from up above, i was watching the light.  it was dim and it was getting a little bit brighter and was so beautiful, relaxing, the most comfortable time of my life was happening. i was feeling the presence of the most powerful being, i felt happiness and contentment. i started walking to the light and suddenly, i realized that i just had a baby.  i have not seen my baby.  i needed to see my baby.  my baby needed me.  i needed to go back.  it was like all the things that was in my mind was my conversation to God.

i woke up coughing, gasping and so, thirsty. my sister was on my hospital bed and was crying and told me i was dead and she called for the nurse, then there was my husband and finally brought my medication. i told them what happened after a week. there was a time that i shared my story to some of my friends but it seems like i sound crazy to them . i never talk to anyone about this anymore sometimes it is wonderful to possess special abilities and sometimes it is very scary.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes, my blood pressure went extremely high {200/122}

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           i was alert

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   definitely not

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

i was the same but very light and i was wearing a white cotton gown.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           no

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No

Did you see a light?           Yes, very dim and there was intensity of light and very soothing

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes, my sister was next to me and the nurse came.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?          
it was very dark, but i know i was on the ground but in a different dimension


Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? when i was walking to the light and if i reach it there, i will not come back

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

i felt that i needed to come back because my baby needed and i did not get the chance to see him.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

many times i see things that will happen or i will have very vivid dreams of what is going to happen. i do not choose it to happen but it will just come and sometimes i get scared.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   No

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       i just can't express it right now.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes, i was crazy!! except my sister who was with me.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  lucky

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      i was scared that i will not be able to see my baby if i died. i didn't want him to grow up without a mother.    i knew that there is someone above there for us

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        i wonder what is this really all about. sometimes i ask my self if i'm the only one in this world who had this experienced?

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes

the other event is that one of my children has the same special ability like mine.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes, whenever i talk about this experience or think about this, my body and my mind becomes contented and relaxed because i start remembering how beautiful my experience was.