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Barney M's NDE |
It was a hot
summer day, a year after my grandmother and beloved brother had passed away. I
worked on farms making money. I was going to go bail hay that day. I was driving
a small truck and my good friend was with me. We were running late and
were speeding about 70mph on a gravel road. When I came up to a crossroad,
I broad-sided a station wagon, flipped the truck over the car 6 times. My
good friend was thrown through the windshield. I was thrown with the drivers
door 80 feet into a soybean field. As I landed, I broke my left arm, broke
my ribs, punctured my lung, bruised my heart and swallowed my tongue. I
laid there without anybody knowing that I was even there. The medical
records said I was there at least 8 minutes. If it wasn't for my good
friend asking about me they would of never known. As I lie on the ground, I
felt nothing. There was no pain, it was perfect peace. I felt myself
being pulled and I saw my body laying on the ground. Then I saw the EMTs working
on me but I didn't care. As I went higher to the light I saw all my
relatives that had passed - my aunts, uncles, and my grandmother. As I was
traveling through the tunnel to the light, I saw my beloved brother and he
stopped me. He said "Its not your time." The next thing I remember I
was laying on the ground in so much pain they had tubes down my mouth. I
couldn't talk. The next thing I remember was waking up in the hospital
Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes that nobody would believe what I had seen and the perfect peace that I
felt and I did not want them to think I was crazy
At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain I don't know
At what
time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
all
How did
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare
to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness
Did your
vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such
as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes ever thing was so bright I mean the colors
Did your
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes everything was so clear no noise
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
all I felt was perfect peace
Did you
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes it was a
tunnel with a light shinning through it
Did you
see a light?
Yes it was so bright but pleasant
Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Yes I saw my relation and my brother
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes my cousin was one of the EMTs
Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes I felt like I was sent back
Did you
become aware of future events?
No
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes it has been 19 years and the only reason was be cause of church the
pastor and my doctor asked me if I had seen the light
Did you
have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real
Were
there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
all of it
because I know there is hope
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
I have a hole
new look on life and I'm trying to live by gods law
Have
your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
started church
read the bible many times
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I went
to the dr. and talk with her not telling her about it just asking her to read my
med. charts as she read them she looked ad me and asked did you see the light
I was shocked to my bones not knowing what to say then she said in her 38 years
of being a Doctor she had 16 people tell her about the light.
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
No