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Arda F's Probable NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I had a outpatient surgery so checked in at 7am and was supposed to be out by 10am. My sister took me to the clinic.
Since I was on Phen Phen diet prior to my surgery, the doctor could not stop the bleeding as such had to go under two other surgery so they could stop the bleeding. According to my Doctor, I had lost about 2 liter of blood and they could not revive me.
All I remember is (I've learned later from my family to be around midnight) I lifted away from physical body and floated to the room (like astronauts), I saw my body on the bed covered in a white blanket, I saw my sister in the room crying, my ex husband sitting at the bottom in a corner with his hands on the face, my cousin wearing a green jacket standing near the door, about 2 doctor standing in a corner talking to each other.

I went through the wall and enter the hallway where noticed my brother-in-law (My sister's husband) walking back and forth on the hallway talking to someone on his cell phone. I then floated into a tunnel with all pastel color lights (light pink, peach, yellow) I knew it was a tunnel as when you looked around, it was round (same as when your drive through a tunnel) and going through the source of the light at the end of the tunnel. There were no one on the tunnel, it was quite and peaceful but was very very cold and I started shaking.  All I could remember was "GOD" so started talking to him telling him "God, I am so cold, I am so cold, please help".
Then a religious symbol in Islam (Aboulfazr's hand) showed up in the tunnel, it was as big as Empire State building, huge but WARM.

I felt the warmth so started going toward the hand to grab it and I did. The minute I touched the hand, I was warmed and thanked both God and Aboulfazr for helping me.  The next thing I know I woke up in the bed at the same room where I left my body. I turned to my left and called a nurse (whom I've never met or seen in my life) by her first name Kathy who was rubbing my hand.
I immediately thanked her for saving my life and told her how I was dead and she brought me back to life.   I then asked for my cousin (who is a descendent of Profit Mohammad) and held his hand where gave me a very special warmth and energy.
I then asked to have MAS my brother-in-Law to come in and order flowers for Kathy who saved me.  I then asked why is my ex-husband was asked to come and why wasn't one of my friend (NG) was not there.  I also said a joke, giggled and collapsed again where the Doctor's took me immediately to a emergency room in a hospital.  

I was at the hospital for about two weeks and in bed for another month at home to build all the lost blood to be able to even walk again.   I know what I experience, None of my families were with me when I went in and were only called to come when there were no hope. I believe the reason for me coming back to life was to take care of my 3 girls who were about 3, 4 and 6 at the time. It was very beautiful. I am not scared of dying and I know there is another life after here, only when is the time to go. I did cross over and came back and it is beautiful experience.

 Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain      I don't understand your question

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I was very alert during the entire out of body experience and still remember it very well.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness

            I was very alert during the entire out of body experience and still remember it very well.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No      

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Uncertain      Interesting you asked this as I don't recall hearing anything.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            None.
very calm and normal.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     I pass through a tunnel with all light pastel colors such as pastel pink, peach, yellow and when I looked up the top was "curved" so I knew it was a tunnel and I was floating towards the source of the light.

Did you see a light?           Yes     Beautiful pastel pink, peach, yellow colors

 Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     My family members were there and it happened at a Beverly Hills Surgery center.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Uncertain      Not sure of the question. It was just lights in a tunnel, no other specific.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     Time didn't exist.  It felt like a journey w/out control.  Like you are on a train and someone else driving it.  It was just very cold.
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 Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            There are superior power God (mystic), religious, whatever you called but is very spiritual.
While up there, I was only talking to God.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     1. It seems I can sense some of the negative things that could happen such as car accidents.
but not always sometimes.

2. Stigmata on my both palms; just couple of weeks ago on Sunday in July of 07, I went with my daughter to a Catholic Church where 3 kids were being baptized. The next morning Monday, I got a wound on my left palm and on the same day evening got another wound on my right palm. They look like two brown spot and still have it on my palms.  I've called the church and they would like to see me so am going there tomorrow to meet with the priest.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Immediately as soon as I woke up in Bed.
They all thought I was hallucinating.  Ever since, I've almost told everyone that I have met.

 Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Uncertain            No, not really.
About 4 or 5 years later, I saw a program on Discovery Channel where other people had similar experienced as mine.
so were happy to know I was not the only one.


How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    it was as real as am writing this. This was not my imagination. I know what I felt. I had no way of knowing who was outside the room or inside the room.  I was put to general anesthesia from 7 am till 8 or 8 pm and had no idea. What I saw was exactly what was in the room and outside of the room.

 Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            When the religious symbol (the hand) appeared with such a warmth where I could hold so won't float away which helped me get back to life.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     We live for the next life.
this is a temp life and how we live in the next life is the result of what kind of human we are on this life.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     It made it more strong even though I don't practice much. I am very close to God and talk to him constantly.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes