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1933.
Carlos CP NDE English
expanded version
6/10/2009
From Spain,
original in Spanish, translated to English by Simon A.
Suddenly I saw myself floating (I never saw my physical body), amazed, asking
myself: What's this? Where am I? I was floating, without a body, but
still I could move around, in short I had an "I". I spent some time feeling
disconcerted, it was like a dream but I still remember it as being too real to
be a dream. Then all of a sudden I found myself in a room, where my mother, and
one of my aunts who was not in the hospital at the time, were weeping
inconsolably, seated on maroon-coloured, very brightly-coloured, armchairs. At
this point I said to myself: Ah, that means I'm dead! And I started to
feel a peace and wellbeing which is indescribable.
1932.
Mari Luz CB NDE English
expanded version
6/10/2009
From Spain,
original in Spanish, translated to English by Simon A.
I was looking down on the whole schoolyard from above, as though floating in the
air, and could see my fellow-players weeping and crying out. I was to their
right, the teacher had his back to me, kneeling over a girl who was laid out on
the ground. Approaching, I asked what was going on, but nobody answered me. The
teacher was shaking her and slapping her with the palm of his hand on her face,
and at this point I realised that the girl on the ground being slapped was me. I
had my mouth open and my eyes were open too, but vacant. The teacher (at the
same time as he tried to revive me) was shouting, Oh my God, Oh my God, wake
up... From my position (above and to the right of the whole scene) I could see
everything that happened over the whole schoolyard with great clarity, the
children and the people by the fence.
1931.
Cynthia Y NDE English
expanded version
6/7/2009
I
saw everything that has ever happened since the beginning of the Big Bang. like
the discovery channel. I saw everything the whole universe from the beginning of
time. And time is something humans made up, there is no such thing as time this
is all a series of events. It was like a big paisley of cosmos being formed in
front of me and I had superman vision. ( I told a friend what I saw and he
turned me on to fractals it looked like that) I was hanging in the dark space
and our universe was below me like a teacup saucer inside of a 33 gallon trash
bag. I was in the bag still. I was beyond the far reaches of the universe.
beyond the universe looking at it with superman vision and I could see earth and
my house and inside it and all from a bazillion gagillion light years past the
edge of the universe. it was really amazing.
1930.
Jacqueline M Father's Experiences English
expanded version
6/7/2009
Dad
relayed to me what happened just prior to Danny taking his last breath, Dad saw
2 large Angels enter the room and stand on either side of the bed not touching
the ground, Dad heard Danny take his last breath and then Danny with the 2
Angels stood at the foot of Dads bed. One of the angels said to Dad we will be
back for you in 2 weeks time. Dad died exactly 2 weeks to the day that Danny
died. He told me that when he saw Danny's' soul that he was happy and
rejuvenated. Another thing Dad told me do not be afraid of death as it is like
walking through a door.
1929.
John C Probable NDE English
expanded version
6/7/2009
I
have learned much throughout my life; however, my learning curve was
significantly more - steep during and immediately after my coma. Here are some
of the insights/revelations that were shared with me. My life did "flash" before
me; however this "review" did not stop at my birth. My recollection was going
back in time and "space" well before my birth. A time and place best described
as Eden-like. I have a "recollection" of landing at the bottom of a significant
hill in a "sea" of "people" I then climbed to the crest of the hill passed
between two rocks and "interacted" with two human-like "persons" They
communicated to me in unison...
1928.
Cynthia M NDE English
expanded version
6/7/2009
I
opened my back door to get air and when I looked outside there was this
beautiful blue-white light coming from the sky. I could see very far as if a
nuclear bomb had went off outside. It was 3:30am and I could see for miles it
seemed. I couldn't hear anything and it was so peaceful. I wasn't afraid.
Which surprises me. A picture of my daughters flashed in my mind I guess. My
oldest first and then my youngest. I said the words GOD I am not ready. The
light slowly started to return to the sky and my body took a deep breath. The
paramedics arrived a few moments later and my BP was 226/182.
1927.
Brandy M Fear Death Experience English
expanded version
6/7/2009
What
happened next was probably the most confusing and unbelievable experience yet.
I was standing IN THE WATER, I had a solid footing under me, and I was looking
down the beach to my left. The sky, although it had been sunny before, was now
slightly overcast, but not in an unpleasant way...the clouds had a blue, gray,
pink and yellow tinge to them, as though the sun was trying to break through.
There were absolutely no people on the beach, which was odd, since before, the
beach was packed with people. I wasn't scared at that point - I was actually
completely at peace. I just wanted to remain there, observing the beach, the
sea (what I could see of it) and the gorgeous sky above me. No, I didn't hear
any voices like you'd expect, and no, Jesus or any other religious figures did
not appear to me. I just...stood there in the ocean and continued to review my
life as I had done before.
1926.
Andrea K Possible NDE English
expanded version
6/7/2009
This
Woman??? showed me things I do not remember all. She said to me :this is what it
will be like when you come here. I then saw a Seashore or something like it and
the air seemed to be blue .All was blue. I felt as if I was looking from the
right upper corner from somewhere and I felt her next to me at all times. She
was so calm. I saw people on this Seashore and I seem to know these people even
though I have never seen them in this dimension. I felt such love and I felt so
much love from them. There was one Woman she seemed to be close to me. I was
able to hold her hands and we looked at each other and I felt love yet sadness.
Then this Being next to me said that it was time to go now and I will see them
again but it was not my time yet.
1925.
Vincent L NDE English
expanded version
6/6/2009
From Italy, translated into English by Maurizio B. A
moment later I was about ten meters above the thread of light which held the
street lighting lamp (this thread is about fifteen meters above the road as
well). I did not understand where I was, but I felt good and no pain.
I was just surprised. I saw only the wire with the lamp, not passed on the
street car. After a while I began to understand where I was. I
looked around and saw from a distance (approximately 70 meters) a figure on the
ground at the edge of the pavement. It was my mother who held a baby in
her arms. I felt a sudden urge such that I had started down toward the
scene. A moment later, I was in the arms of my mother who was crying.
1924.
Joseph U NDE English
expanded version
5/30/2009
As I
fell and my friend fell on me I blacked out... At this time I looked down on
myself lying there with my friends around me. I could here what they were saying
and what was going on. I heard the TV and the commercials an show I was
watching. I felt myself kinda floating above them near the ceiling and I could
see down the hallway and was able to see my friends who were in the hallway an
see what they were doing. I don't believe I was dead but I could hear my friends
discussing heir worries that I was unconscious and they were slapping my face.
one friend went to get water to splash on me. We were young and they didn't know
what to do to revive me. As soon as I saw them about to splash water on me and
then I felt myself being pulled back into my body… Then I went down the hallway
an found my friends an asked them if what I saw them doing was the truth and
they both confirmed that they were playing with a ball an throwing it back an
forth. I was shocked an so was everyone else.
1923.
Sharon W Probable NDE English
expanded version
5/30/2009
My
brother knew what was happening but he thought that a piece of hamburger was
lodged in my throat. He saw me try to take breaths twice and could get no air.
He started panicking and beating on me. Well it took me one more attempt at
trying to get a breath with no luck to realize that something was drastically
different this time. I was not breathing in the natural yet wondering why my
brother was in a panic. By my fourth attempt at breathing with no success, I
realized I might not be breathing in the natural but in my mind I had enough air
for everybody and it was wonderful. It was the complete opposite of the first
time; it was like taking a walk through heaven, I had no worries except my
brother beating me up in his attempt to save me. Suddenly the choking stopped
and I was completely ecstatic, but I could never really explain all that I felt,
I really felt Jesus was breathing for me. I was never aware of any discomfort.
1922.
Sheri C NDE English
expanded version
5/30/2009
& 10/10/10
When
I told him that I saw him sitting next to me, on my left, and the shirt he was
wearing, he started to cry. He told me that was when they had told him, they
were going to turn the machines off on me, because every organ was being run by
a machine. He told me there was no way I could have seen him and what he was
wearing, my eye's were closed… I have heard that some who come out of this on
the other side, feel a need to do things differently in their lives. To do
things "better", or change things. I have even heard of some going through a
depression over this, because the life expectation was to great. My message is,
be happy. That is all that is meant to come of this, just be happy. You don't
have to become President, or volunteer every waking hour of every day, simply
because you didn't before the "experience". Simply live, love and laugh, often.
1921.
Don C NDE English
expanded version
5/30/2009
While being operated on the surgeon severed an artery in my neck and I bleed to
death. I remember floating in the corner of the room above the operating table
looking down at myself wondering what was going on. Then all of a sudden I was
pulled through this tunnel to a white light where I found myself standing on
this golden brick road leading up to some kind of building that had (12) twelve
pillars along the side and front with steps leading up to a personage seated on
a throne. This person got up and came down the stairs and down the road to me.
All around me I could see and feel a beautiful peace and tranquility with love
and peace. I had know care in the world. I also as far as the eye could see to
my left was a beautiful landscape of tulips of every color imaginable. To my
right was a wall of a beautiful blue that matched the sky.
1920.
Carmel B NDE English
expanded version
5/30/2009
From Australia
There was a man
waiting by the tree, not speaking, just watching me, waiting for me to notice
him. I was still 'in the light'. It made the ground look like a cloud but it
felt solid. I knew there was more in this place but all I could see through the
light were the gates, this man and the tree. . . .I walked up to the man and
said 'Hello'. My voice sort of echoed. He smiled at me and held out a hand. It
was the hand of a workman. I took his hand but I have no recall of warmth, then
he hugged me and walked me over to the tree where we sat. He started to talk,
explaining that he was Jesus, my great grandfather and that I was there by
accident and that I needed to go back.
1919.
Ann T Possible NDE English
expanded version
5/30/2009
But
about 45 minutes later I was looking down at myself from the ceiling of the air
plane. Somehow I could see around the corner into the meal preparation area too
and at the same time I was looking down at myself. And then simultaneously I
could see straight down the isle from the back of the plane, all the while I
could see in that very moment the flight stewardess around the corner preparing
food, all the while in that very second I was looking straight down at my body
as if I was perched on the ceiling. I knew something extraordinary was happening
and I immediately suspected I had died or something. I kept looking down from
the ceiling at myself, trying to see if I was breathing. I wasn't ready to die.
At one point it appeared to me that my chest was rising and falling and at
another point I couldn't be sure.
1918.
Elaine J NDE English
expanded version
5/30/2009
My memories of the
incident were seeing the truck headed towards me as I was stopped behind the bus
- I could see it approaching in my rearview mirror - and I thought ' I'm going
to die and I'm really going to miss my kids' and then the airbag blew up in my
face and I was in this amazing golden light- and it felt like joy all around me
I felt fabulous- no pain, no worries, complete contentment - and the warm light
was "God" or my idea of God - I felt loved and cared for and precious - which
was fabulous - and it seemed like everything made sense - it was like an "Ahhah"
moment. This presence didn't tell me it was god - that was my later
determination - we try to ascribe labels to things that shouldn't have labels -
anyway, this intense energy force wanted to be with me and that was all I cared
about at that time.
Then
suddenly I was watching from above my jeep -
1916.
Adam D NDE English
expanded version
5/23/2009
We
peaked up to the top of the hill and the four-wheeler flipped, my dad ended up
falling away from the four-wheeler, but the four-wheeler fell right on top of me
and the gas tank punctured my spleen and I immediately passed out. I woke up for
a few seconds seeing somebody telling me to wake up, but I passed out again.
Right there I began floating above my body just watching, without any concern,
just watching as they put me on the stretcher. They put me in the ambulance
truck and I couldn't see inside, then I remember just being in a light for a
while. I ended up coming back into my body and woke up in the hospital a couple
days later, supposedly I didn't breath for 30 minutes.
1915.
Cinta J NDE English
expanded version
5/23/2009 From
the UK
I was handing my partner a mug of tea when my teeth began to chatter and the
next thing I knew, I was - somewhere else. No bright lights, no floating towards
the light, I was just in another place, somewhere I'd always been. these people
knew me and I knew them. I had no memory at all of any previous life. It was
more real to me than anything else I'd ever experienced, but the most important
thing was, that these people were so lovely. Kind, funny, loving, considerate.
It was like having happiness running through your veins. This life continued for
years - and then I came round to find myself in a room I didn't recognize full
of people. Some of them wearing some kind of a uniform. I know now that these
people were paramedics. I had a thumping great pain in my chest and no idea
where I was, or who any of the people were - I thought I was in some kind of
horrible nightmare. I couldn't imagine what I'd done that was so irredeemably
wicked I could be put in a place like this. One of the paramedics said 'We
thought we'd lost you a couple of minutes there'.
1914.
Edith C Probable NDE English
expanded version
5/21/2009 From
Argentina, Original in Spanish translated to English by Simon A.
I came into a place where children were playing games, it looked like a public
square, a very broad space, where the colors were unusually brilliant to see,
and everything seemed very calm, with no anxieties. It was a peacefulness which
is very difficult to put into words. I was accompanied by someone, I suppose it
would have been a woman, because she had a brown skirt on. Suddenly I saw some
children near to me, my attention was drawn to a very pretty little girl. I was
very happy and was following her, when suddenly I saw a little boy, and he was
sad. He tried to come near me, but the little girl whispered something to him
and sent him away from me. I tried to reach him (the little girl was smiling at
me), I stretched out my arm and the little boy just turned around, as if asking
me for something. The "person" at my side guided me in the other direction.
1913.
Paul H NDE English
expanded version
5/16/2009
It
seemed I was there for some time, but time really didn't exist there, but I
never thought of "Time" as I did on earth as it would have been useless I guess,
or it just wasn't an existing thing there. There was no sound which I really
loved. It was like being in a sound proof chamber, but without walls. I
remember I could see. I could look in all directions. I remember looking under
me and over me and I saw nothing but light Grey. It never dawned on me that
when I looked under me, I was missing my earthly body. I remembered nothing of
my earthly self. Or even that I had ever existed before now.
1912.
David L NDE 3990 English
expanded version
5/16/2009
I was about three feet
behind myself when I watched my body falling to the street.
For
an instant, my vision was back from the perspective of my body. I saw the
pavement in my face. Back to the darkness, the pitch of black. Then as if
looking down through the branches of a tree. There was an image fuzzy and dark.
I thought, "What is that?" My friend answered, "I do not know, what is that?"
Focusing all my concentration. The images was distorted like the sunlight that
shines on the bottom of a swimming pool. The dim fuzzy dark image was
illuminated clear for only an instant by the brighter lines moving across the
field of view. I said to my friend, "That is my brothers car." I could see a
police car to the left, a group of people behind the police car on the left, a
ambulance to the right with a police car to the right of the ambulance. My
friend said, "That is us." At that moment, we both said, "We are dead."
1911.
Theresa O Possible NDE English
expanded version
5/16/2009
In the next instant,
Jesus Christ himself reached down and picked me up. It was so much like the
feeling I had felt when I was oh so small and so scared of a fire truck and my
daddy had picked me up. I held him so close around his neck. I wanted to do the
same, yet I felt so undeserving. As Jesus held me, I looked into his eyes-I
will never forget how wonderful and awesome his eyes were! The first thing I
said to him was " Do you hate me because I am a drug Addict?'-I will never
forget what He said to me---"NO"- I only want you to know that I love you."
There were other things said and then he started to set me down and I said
"Please don't leave me", and HE said
"I
will never give you more than you can handle"---Then I was back in my body.
1910.
Lee NDE English
expanded version
5/16/2009
I instantly shot out of my body, but I was not above myself. It was
as if I was some kind of energy, and I was flying away from earth, then it
seemed as if I was flying away from the solar system, then I started flying away
faster and I saw bunches of stars as if they were galaxies flying away from me,
then they seemed to be bunching together into huge packs as if they were
separate universes or something like that, it was as if there was a force or
energy out there way bigger than anything we know, and I had an enormous sense
of understanding the meaning of life, that's when I seemed to shoot back at a
phenomenal speed! I then came round and realized I had been in a coma and must
of died.
1909.
Neiva Y Probable NDE English
expanded version
5/16/2009
When
I was around 4 years old, I had serious asthma. We didn't know it was asthma
yet, so it wasn't treated. One night, I had a very, very severe asthma attack.
Suddenly I was flying, slowly following an angel who was only partly visible
down my stairs. It felt very real. I felt wonderful and calm, and I wanted to
keep following her for a long time. The light was so bright it was almost
white. But then I realized that I wanted to be with my mom, and that I missed
her. I wanted to go back to my normal life. Then, it felt like the angel was
pulling me towards her, but at the same time I was being sucked backwards. She
released me, and I flew through my house back into my room. When we found out
that what I had was asthma, the doctor said that I was very close to dying.
1908.
Stacey D NDE English
expanded version
5/16/2009
had
overdosed on a barbiturate I had three times the lethal limit in my system. I
was lying on the floor passed out when my mom just happened to come home early
from work that day and found me. When the paramedics arrived I was not
breathing and my heart had stopped. While they were resuscitating me I recall
clear as if it had happened yesterday sitting up out of my body and looking at a
man who was sitting on the chair close to where my body was. I recall laughing
as if I was incredibly happy to see him and I felt like I had known him my
entire life. He was sitting down, he had blondish brown hair and was wearing a
white shirt with blue jeans. He had his face covered so I couldn't see it and
he was shaking his head from side to side as if he was disappointed in me. The
next thing I remember was opening my eyes to see the paramedics which were both
women and my mom standing over me. I looked to where the man was sitting and
there were no men present.
1907.
Robert H Probable NDE English
expanded version
5/16/2009
I
remember being transported to this new world it seemed like. I remember seeing
a brightly colored dome, spires, and living a whole life someplace else. I
remember being clothed in simple garb. The feeling of love was enveloping all
around me. There was no fear or sorrow whatsoever. I saw colors that seem to
mix together in glimmery iridescence. It was pure joy and happiness. It felt
more real than anything I've experienced on earth. I did not want to leave and
I was thrown back into my body it seemed. I was so upset because I was ready to
go.
1906.
Charles S NDE English
expanded version
5/16/2009
Fell
off porch… 5 years old sitting atop electric pole watching mother and friends
trying to get me to come back -- so I felt I should go back and I did.
1905.
Giambalvo NDE English
expanded version
5/16/2009
From France. Original in French, translated to English by Simon A. I
had a fall into a ravine more than 150 feet deep, witnessed by my companions
and my teacher. From where I fell, I could hear my best friend calling to find
where I was. I was replying but he could not hear me. I saw him reach the spot
and I saw my teacher lifting me in his arms. I also saw the ambulance arrive by
road and park at the edge of the forest. I saw the paramedics get out of their
vehicles. I did speak to my teacher, but no one could hear me, and from where I
fell it would be impossible to see everything I saw, as I was right inside the
forest with my view cut off, and unconscious.
1904.
Jean-Marie P NDE English
expanded version
5/12/2009
From Belgium. Original in French, translated to English by Simon A.
The only thing I am absolutely certain of, and which I could remember directly
after the accident, is the flash, as I have always called it, though I was not
dazzled. It was not so much a flash as a reverse flash. Actually, I was in
the light, and the world appeared to me as a little black dot. Then this dot
grew larger and larger, until I seemed to pass from one world to another. I was
surrounded by light and then little by little the black dot, at first tiny, grew
bigger, to finally absorb me. The transition came about at dizzying speed. Yet,
I remember it as if it were yesterday, as I did when I came back. I've had
trouble sorting out what happened just after the accident. As if time, not the
events themselves, were stored in a random way in my memory, due to the shock,
perhaps.
1903.
Anatole C Probable NDE English
expanded version
5/11/2009
when
I decided to give up trying to reach the shore and just let myself drown,
suddenly everything seemed to stand totally still. I could clearly feel/see that
the wind still blew, the water still lapped around me, the sun continued to
shine bright and strong. I could feel these elements but they did not effect the
void time/space that was created around me. Then I heard a voice directly in my
mind. I clearly perceived that it came to me from above-left side. This being I
did not perceive as being "more" than myself. it was more like a "similar" to
myself. a telepathic dialogue took place in which certain questions were asked
and I was compelled to answer truthfully. At the end, I made a decision and at
that point, the "void" stopped and, with difficulty, I made it back to the
shore.
1902.
Carmen
D NDEs English
expanded version
5/11/2009
I
was climbing up a long golden ladder up through the clouds, and I was climbing
very very high and at the end of the ladder, there was a man, (for me, it was
God) who met me. He was of medium built with white shoulder length hair, with a
white shiny white beard like angel hair and had on a white robe with sash. He
took me by my hand and we walked towards a marble bench where he sat me in his
lap. I felt very weak and tired from the long climb. As he sat me on his lap and
laid in his arms, I reached up and touched his beard with my right hand and felt
the most immense sense of love and understanding, (until this day this feeling
has never left me). He stood me up and took me by the hand and as we were
walking, we went to a white marble room where there was a huge screen and
pictures of my life were flashing very fast. In the screen, were the most
surprising images that has never left me, it was of a previous life.
1901.
Andrew C
NDE. English
expanded version
5/11/2009
From Romania.
I found myself floating
in above the surgery room and surprised that I seemed to have no weight at all I
was very light and movement was really easy compared to the physical movement I
looked down and saw my body and the doctors working on me heard them yelling "
we are loosing him " they struggled to get me back to life and I was so confused
thinking " wow why do they bother ? I don't need my body im fine actually better
than before " it sounds funny because for them it was a life-threatening
situation but I was so calm and relaxing up there suspended in the air that I
thought " this is death ? how can I see if I have no eyes ? " I then saw a
bright gentle light coming down on me from the ceiling and it filled me with
happiness and love that I never felt on earth I completely became addicted to it
was so powerful.
1900.
Karyl M NDE-Like
English
expanded version
5/11/2009
It was time to go
outside, and I was headed for the window. However, as I turned slowly, there was
darkness, and a small light at the apparent end. In this tunnel, I
could see glimpses of dark blue, purple and gold specks, illuminating the walls
of this long, and very quiet tunnel. The tranquility that was within there is
now capturing my entire being, and was enough for this highly anxious girl,
want to stay here for a long while. As I am floating
toward the light, I felt compelled to continue this uncertain and positive
experience.......The light is becoming brighter and larger, and all I could feel
is the presence of good., and now am for sure, this is where I need to be.
1899.
Jessica G NDE
English
expanded version
5/3/2009
After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he
pushed me under water by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against
his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was
almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker.
His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also
appeared to be very angry. The perspective of my memory at that point changed
from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and
myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open.
At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the
pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well.
I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was
dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and
was happy to move on to the light behind me. 1898.
Paeata BC NDE
English
expanded version
5/3/2009
From New Zealand
Great clarity. All the richness of color and the other senses working overtime
and even I would say outside of normal experience so sort of extended awareness…
A second was an eternity and an eternity a second. 1897.
Dave N Experience
English
expanded version
5/3/2009
My brief encountered
continued on, I felt that I was subterranean, my for some reason I noted seeing
a statue of “The Thinker”, and then it was dark, hot, extremely hot, the
surroundings were rocky, dusty, like a canyon underground and I was being led
downward with the heat intensifying. I blacked out form there I awakened into a
blinding light, the light of the sun, like I said, it was so bright it was
blinding, I turned and looked down to see mountains, filled with trees, a valley
with a beautiful river flowing, as I turned, I saw the river flow into the
ocean, untouched by humans. No bridges, people, utilities, just raw beauty. I
felt alive.
1896.
Jan L Probable NDE
English
expanded version
4/25/2009 I
was given a general anesthetic for a routine surgical procedure for my bladder.
Once the anesthetic was given to me, and procedure complete, while in the
recovery room attendants and doctors could not awaken me. And so on....during
this time I recall looking around the recovery room and eventually, sitting up
and moving. Being curious I looked around the room to see what it looked like
noticing the medical staff working in another portion of the room. Suddenly, I
saw this beautiful white light slowly coming towards me. A man who had a kind
gentle face dressed in a white cloth was before me. He stood to the right side
of this ever growing light. While I began to move in his direction, he was so
welcoming and only spoke to me it seemed through his eyes. He asked me if I
wanted to enter the light. I was overjoyed that he had come for me and loved me
so much. I can't really describe the joy or calm I felt. I wanted to go with so
badly. It felt like home. Somehow it was decided for me not to go with him and I
returned to my body. 1895.
Berta P NDE
English
expanded version
4/25/2009 I
was 16 years old, h/o emotional, psychical and sexual abuse, intoxicated,
involved in a severe motor vehicle accident that threw me 138 feet, landing on
the pavement face first. I do not remember the impact, transportation to the
hospital or treatment up until the time of death. I remember the code team
working on me, and then they slowly turned and walked away. The M.D. had said
that it was over, he was ending the resuscitation attempt (calling the code). I
was floating in the air, up in the corner, above some equipment. I was looking
down at everything. My vision was extremely clear and intense--as if being in a
body was like being in a lens, and now it was clear. I felt wonderful--no body
sensations; pain,
density. Everything was light and pure, beyond anything describable. 1894.
Christy B NDE
English
expanded version
4/25/2009 We
had had an accident and from what I have been told, at first was non-responsive
then got up, denied medical treatment from paramedics and went with my parents
who had been called to the scene. I have no recall of the accident or how I got
to my parents' house what I do recall is, I was with my biological mother who
passed 12 yrs earlier and countless others who loved me and were so happy to see
me and I them. I felt as though they were caring for me and began wondering why
they had to care for me and that is when I was told it was to keep me safe and
that I would have to leave soon, and oh I so so didn't want to go since I felt a
very powerful all loving, content, sensation that I was Home! I was surrounded
with a powerful energy source and was a source of positive energy myself and was
interested and slightly confused as to why I wouldn't be staying with them.
1893.
Gloria NDE
English
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4/25/2009
I felt as
though I was hovering around my body, but this was probably due to the drugs. I
had no physical sensation even though I was crashing into walls and doors. I
sort of watched my body bouncing around. Two days later, after everything was
over, I found contusions on my head and other parts of my body. In the
meantime, somehow we made it to the hospital where they put me on a gurney, got
me into a room, shoving a tube up my nose and down my throat (that I remember!
It felt like someone punched me straight in the nose.) The hospital staff kept
yelling for me to stay awake. I watched them from around my body more than in
it. 1892.
Jodi S NDE
English
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4/25/2009
A
tall bald black man was wheeling me into the operating room because I started
bleeding internally. I remember telling him through difficult breaths "Don't let
me die!" He looked right into my eyes and said, "You're not going to die
today!" That was the last words I heard. I remember seeing this bright beautiful
light that started out in front of me and quickly was all around me. It was so
intensely bright and white, but it did not hurt my eyes or make me squint. It
was so bright white it had almost a blue hue to it. There is nothing on Earth I
can compare it to, so it is very difficult for me to explain. But it was the
most welcoming and beautiful feeling I ever had. I felt so incredibly free and
I was intensely happy and felt no need for anything. There was no sense of time
during this period. I just knew I never wanted to leave this sense of peace and
wellbeing. One thing is for sure, I was NOT dead! I was more alive than I had
ever been before. I saw a figure of light come towards me out of the light. 1891.
Wilma J NDE
English
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4/25/2009
I SAW A GLOW
OF LIGHT AND A HAND REACH OUT TO ME. I GRABBED THE HAND AND WAS PULLED TO THE
OTHER SIDE WHERE I WAS GREETED WITH THE MOST HANDSOME SPIRIT WHO GUIDED ME THRU
THIS EXPERIENCE. I WAS TOLD IT WAS NOT MY TIME BUT THAT GOD WANTED ME TO KNOW TO
START TAKING MY LIFE MORE SERIOUSLY OR I WOULD BE DEAD SOON. I WAS TOLD I HAVE
TO COME BACK AND TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS. I WAS TOLD TO BE MORE UNDERSTANDING
TOWARD MY MOTHER. I ALSO WAS TOLD HE WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. I CRIED
BECAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO COME BACK HERE BECAUSE I FELT SO MUCH PEACE AND
CALMNESS AND LOVE THAT I NEVER FELT BEFORE.
IT WAS REALLY BEAUTIFUL AND DYING TO ME IS SOMETHING I DO NOT FEAR
ANYMORE OR FEEL NEGATIVE TOWARDS DYING. 1890.
Thomas M NDE 3958
English
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4/25/2009
I
knew that this presence was all powerful and knew everything and that everything
would always be alright no matter what happened ever. I became aware that the
presence was prompting me into a dialogue. I remember bits and pieces of a
"conversation" without words. I remember asking questions and receiving answers.
The first question I asked was very impertinent. "Why is there so much pain down
there?" (meaning on earth). The answer was laughter. So much joyful laughter
like a mother laughing at the amazing questions only a small child can ask. The
laughter was followed with something like: "Don't you know I have the power to
take away all the pain? I can rewind the universe and start all over again with
one simple wish. The pain is left behind on earth. It does not travel with us
but the lessons we learn from it are eternal." 1889.
Crystal B NDE
English
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4/25/2009
Then, I remember seeing people in the past like my father. When I was face to
face to my father I felt afraid "did you steal this?" he said to me. "no!" I
replied, and then he asked it again. about 10 times with the same movement as if
it was rewound and replayed. When I told the truth I got to go on to the next
person I lied to. "did you do this to this?" "no!" then when I had lied again I
ended up all the way back to my father. I had to tell the truth no matter how
much crap I thought I would be in. I wanted it to end and I wanted it to fast
forward so I chose to tell the truth throughout all of the people I have lied
to. 1888.
Patricia AR NDE
English
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4/25/2009
Well
I was prep for and was sedated. The next thing I know I heard the doctor
yelling and the nurses running around. I looked to my right and saw the doctor
beating on my chest, but I all I could do was stand there until I saw a light on
the wall. It looked like a flashlight that grew bigger and I touched it and was
taken into a tunnel with clouds spinning and rolling around. They clouds were
grey, white, and smoky somewhat. I was gliding very fast with my arms just
dangling. When I got to the end the light turned orange and there very tall man
dressed in tan work outfit (Shirt & pants). I look pass him and I could see
yellow flowers and a large mountain and a blue sky. His face was the color of
light sand and his hair was golden tan. He had the kindest look in his eyes. I
could hear the silence and see the trees and I wanted to run in, but he stopped
me. He tilted me backwards and sent me back through the tunnel with a gentle
push, at which time I heard the doctor say we got her. 1887.
Richard R NDE
English
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4/25/2009
Then
I went into respiratory arrest. This happens a lot to me. There was this most
amazing bright light. All of a sudden I was in the most beautiful place. The
sky was so blue. The weather was so perfect. I was outside. It was just this
huge big open lawn. Every member of my family and friends who had died were
there. Even my dogs. I felt calmer than at any time in my life. I have never
felt so at peace or happy. Then my brother came over to me and hugged me and
smiled and said it wasn't my time yet and then all of a sudden I was awake and
gasping for breath and surrounded by a whole lot of doctors and nurses. Since
then I have felt so much calmer. Death doesn't scare me like it did before. It
is hard to explain. I know that I am not going to die when my body dies. I
guess you would have to have it happen to you to know what I am talking about. 1886.
S. Jayashree S. Probable NDE
English
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4/25/2009
From India
There was a WHITE BRIGHT LIGHT......VERY CHILLY WEATHER.....I LOST
MY CONSCIENCE. BODY....FELT VERY VERY VERY LIGHT....AND FLYING EXPERIENCE. THE
SPEED YOU CANNOT DESCRIBE IN WORDS....THERE IS SO STOP FOR A MOMENT...I TRAVEL
IN A BLACK TUNNEL...WITH GREAT SPEED...FORGOTTEN EVERYTHING....IN THIS WORLD.
EVEN MY NAME, HUSBAND, SON, HOME WHERE I RESIDE...AND TIME. DAY. MONTH.
YEAR...NOTHING IS THERE IN MY MIND...AND THE SPEED REALLY THREATENED A
LOT....AND A SUDDEN SKIP AND JERK.....GOT ME BACK IN THIS WORLD AGAIN...AFTER
THIS EXPERIENCE...I BECOME A DIFFERENT PERSONALITY. 1885.
Simran W NDE
English
expanded version
4/24/2009 &
1/1/2011
From India
It
was the sunny morning at around 11 pm of 18th May, 2007 when I boarded a bus to
take up some work. I don’t know what happened, I just heard some voices so
concerned about me and pleading me lovingly, saying “WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!! NOTHING
WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOUR BRAIN. YOU ARE A VIPASSANIYA!
WAKE UP, WAKE UP! And I did wake up, saw that my bus had met with a deadly
accident killing the bus driver and injuring many of us. I was the only one who
flew from the front seat. The vision was blurry, the sound dull, and some guy
asked me about informing any of the family member. I somehow struggled my
husband’s name and saw myself soaked in blood having splinters all over my body,
leg crushed badly and then a blackout. 1884.
JennZ NDE
English
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4/24/2009
A
friend and I were driving to VT one day and I was the driver. I have a history
of chronic asthma and bronchitis. At the time I was still a smoker. I had a
chest cold as well. I was driving along a highway in rural VT, not much traffic
when I lit up a cigarette. After a couple of puffs I started coughing hard, then
harder, then I couldn't even take a breath in and passed out. I remember not
feeling anything after that just a dream or visual experience. I remember moving
rapidly through the trees and bright sunlight was shining through the trees as I
was moving toward something. Then I stopped. There was a big white house that
sat under a brilliantly blue sky and there was a nice flower garden and white
sheets blowing in the breeze on laundry lines. I remember looking into what I
thought was a laundry basket on the ground but when I looked inside of it, I saw
a baby.
1883.
Mandip Possible NDE
English
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4/24/2009
From India
There
doors sliding in front of me each door representing a stage of my past life
since childhood & one door representing present day somehow I knew I had to
enter the right door in the limited time I had as after that all the doors
would close never to open again leaving me all alone in the dark void forever .
I also knew that if I entered the wrong door the memories from that stage of my
life till today would be erased I started fearing not death but isolation or
never being able to see my two sons & husband again or even not recognizing them
after I wake up I feel time is slipping out of my hands & I decide that I
rather enter the wrong door than stay back in my head I just think of GOD & put
my foot forward to enter the speeding doors & at that very moment I feel the
anesthetist slapping my cheeks & calling my name & the surgeon says SHE IS BACK
I know it was not just a dream because after these few seconds of consciousness
I was unconscious again &when I regained consciousness again I felt the time
lapse 1882.
Julianna D NDE
English
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4/24/2009
Was
I really going to leave my life behind? I went over everything one more time and
I just said do it now or else you'll suffer more with your life and if this ever
came up again I probably wouldn't be brave enough to actually hold a knife to my
stomach and say this is it. I'm through. So I lifted the knife up and just
slammed it through my skin. The pain was so terrible I couldn't even cry. I
remember falling on the ground with my mouth just hanging wide open. Then a
white light appeared and a girl about sixteen or seventeen walked out. She
walked up to me and wrapped her arms around my shoulders and told me that
everything was going to be alright. I was scared. I kept on asking her who she
was she just told me that it didn't matter and that she was my comforter. 1881.
Phillip NDE
English
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4/24/2009
I
was crossing a 4 lane highway, the cars by my side of the road had stopped at a
red light that was half a block down. I went between the cars on my side and ran
thru them thinking that the other lanes where clear because of the red light. I
heard the screeching of tires, felt a heavy bump, felt myself spinning thru the
air and then slid to a stop with my head on the curb and my body in the street.
I was looking up at the sky. I could not hear, I was not feeling anything and I
could not move. The edges of my vision was getting closer and closer until
finally I blacked out. All of a sudden I was high in the sky. I could see my
body lying in the street, all the people where getting out of their cars. I had
a panorama view of the whole area and I was slowly going higher. I saw the
ambulance coming. I saw the EMT's get out. They started immediately cutting off
my jacket and shirts, It was winter time. They hooked me up to a defibrillator
and shocked me twice. 1880.
Isaac L NDE
English
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4/24/2009
I took two
floaties - foam 'noodles' - into the water and was straddling them as I floated,
while my mother and uncle sat on the concrete and talked. I floated, without
realizing it, into the deep end of the pool. Suddenly, I slipped between the wet
noodles and fell into the water. Being completely inexperienced in swimming, I
sunk straight to the bottom and started inhaling water quickly. I saw a light,
and started to thrash and walk toward it. I seemed to move unnaturally slowly
and fluidly. I thought the light was a light at the edge of the pool, and I was
planning to reach it and pull myself up and out of the water. I almost reached
it when my uncle's strong arms gripped me and pulled me up. He had jumped in, in
his business suit, to save me. When I talked to my mom much later, she said I
hadn't moved from where I had fallen in the water - my conclusion is that my
spirit left my body and was moving to the next life.
1879.
Lydia L NDE
English
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4/6/2009
From Quebec
Canada, original in French translated to English by Simon A
I started home on my bicycle near 7 pm, I was not wearing my hard helmet with
earphones. I was focusing on my premonition. At a red light, I crossed the
street. I could see the car coming, and I thought it was going to stop to let me
cross over. But it wasn't. It hardly slowed down, then it swerved and hit me. In
the space of 5 seconds, I saw my life passing before me, and my grandmother, who
was near to me. When I opened my eyes, I was under my bike, unable to move.
1878.
Chris W Probable NDE
English
expanded version
4/4/2009
Then
the next thing I remember was that I was moving in slow motion across an open
field of green grass. And it was a sunny day. Bright and sunny day. (Remember I
was on my way to work at 3:30 am in the morning. It was pitch dark and no
grass.) And as I was driving through the field, all the tree was right in front
of me. So I swerved to miss it. Then I was just their watching myself. bent over
holding my stomach. Asking for help softly. Then from there I was in a mans
house, blood all over me, sitting on his chair, saying only (help, I hurt) then
from there, all I remember was being in the hospital.
1877.
GP Fear Death Experience and Probable NDE
English
expanded version
4/4/2009
From India.
I
was on the roof of an apartment that was under construction. There was opening
of roof for lift on the roof. Accidentally I was slipped through it and came to
the cellar floor and fell down on horizontal beam. My spinal card 13th disk has
been damaged. I could remember the fall only. It was about 50 feet height.
While dropping from the roof through the duct I lost body contact. There was
sudden and very bright light light. I lost consciousness about the physical
body and immersed in the light. I was admitted in Hospital and after CT Scan
and other tests the doctors confirmed that there is nothing wrong with my
brain. I could come to consciousness only after two days of the incident. 1876.
Kumar NDE
English
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4/4/2009
From India.
During the surgery at one point I remember having no air inside me . I believe
that was the time when my lungs had collapsed ( as told by the doctor later )
.They had lost me for about 11 seconds. At this time I remember very clearly
what I felt was something like some one wanting to place some blocks on me
...like a jigsaw puzzle but didn't know where to fix it and I knew and wanted to
let them . I was screaming to tell but they could not hear me . I lifted my arm
but suddenly realized my arm was in two places on the operation table and trying
to reach the doc. At that point I gave up but strangely I was not at all sad . I
accepted it almost lay back feeling satisfied with a feeling of a lot of peace
and calm around me . I strangely felt happy that the docs had failed to fit the
piece . Then suddenly I felt a gush of cold air filling my body which may have
been the ventilator starting . Next I woke up the next day .
1875.
Lisa L NDE
English
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4/4/2009
An older
man parked in the parking lot didn't see us and as he backed out he I
was standing out side the and I didn't see him coming my way he back up
smashing me in to the car . and I felt the hard hit bit felt no pain , I
hear a voice saying look up . I looked up it was bright and I look back
down and back up and I could see my soul leaving my body going in the
air . right then I began to pray to god to let me live . because I wasn't
ready .I just had a baby that may . and had 3 other small children and
they needed me . and I needed them , as I prayed to god I watched my
soul come back in my body and it was back in there before the ambulance
got there , and next thing I new I was in the hospital .
1874.
Barbara W NDE
English
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4/4/2009
& 11/2009
I
had surgery to relieve the pressure on my brain and was in intensive care. I
was in a coma. I didn't know until I got home that the doctors told my family I
only had a 10% chance of living. At one point I became aware of a light that
was with me that I'll refer to as a presence. The presence was communicating
with me and assuring me I was safe and led me through a beautiful field with
flowers and trees and a creek. The presence was telling me I would no longer
have any worries or troubles and was so calming. We got to a white bridge and I
was ready to go over when the presence said it was okay to go over but told me I
had 3 small children on this side, so I remained on this side.
1873.
Christopher G NDE
English
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4/4/2009
Even under the sedation I felt a small amount of pain but when my heart starting
going into V tach a peace came over me I became fully aware of my surroundings I
could feel the shell of my body and my spirit began to rise an extreme peace
came over me. As my spirit began to rise the doctor shocked me and then again
and my spirit stopped and went back into my body and state of mind went back to
being sedated. I felt complete peace no worries about anything and it was one of
the greatest experiences of my life. 1872.
Mitzi M NDE
English
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3/14/2009
Then everything went black and I totally relaxed. It was a very, very
peaceful, calm feeling. There was no pain, no stress, no worries. The next
thing I remember was I was standing at the door of a very dark space looking
out at a beautiful fall day. There was a dirt road leading off into the
distance and I was at the beginning of it. There a forest on either side of
the road and the trees and plants were all bright colors of Autumn. Right in
front of me there were 2 boys, around the ages of 6 and 8, and they were
standing there facing me and holding hands. I couldn't make out their faces
because the sun was shining very brightly in the sky above and behind them
and their faces were in dark shadow. I believe it was because the place
behind me was so dark and the sun had nothing to reflect off of to light up
their faces. I could see the hair on their heads and arms very well because
the sun was highlighting it. It was kind of like the boys were in
silhouette. That was all I remember before I woke up. 1871.
Greg D NDE
English
expanded version
3/14/2009
I could not taste, smell or feel anything. What felt like a few seconds
later was a visual effect of all the great things that happened in my life.
It was as though I was watching a video of my life...starting out slowly and
increasing in speed toward the end. Then all of a sudden it felt as though
I was standing in the middle of a football field in total darkness. It was
a feeling of open space for at least a few hundred feet around me. As I
looked upward I could see a rim of light at the very top of where I was at.
Air brushed behind my neck and though someone was behind me. Then all of a
sudden I heard a voice coming toward me. A man's voice which was in a
different language. It was more of a whisper that turned into English,
telling me "It's almost time." I saw quick pictures of myself aging from
childhood to adulthood and more forward. All of a sudden a jerk came across
my body and it automatically shifted 180-degrees. I had then opened my eyes
laying in a hospital bed wondering what the heck had just happened. I was
told that I had an asthma attack while at work and had stopped breathing. 1870.
Marci F Fear Death Experience
English
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3/14/2009 From France
I was coming home after work at about 8 30 pm and it had snowed and grown
considerably colder. I knew the winding hilly back road like the back of my
hand and enjoyed speeding along. Unfortunately the wooden/bridge was exposed
and grew icy faster than the ground. I came onto the bridge, lost control of
my car, thought I would die, saw my life pass in front of me and at that
same moment, something intervened to redirect my car and I glided safely to
the other side. The next day, I took a walk near the bridge to study the icy
effects and discover details. The bridge was closed. Someone else had gone
over it after me, lost control and did not survive. 1869.
Cedric G NDE
English
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3/11/2009 From France, translated
to English by Amy. When my
heart rate reach 280 beats per minute the doctor turned to me and asked if I
was okay. I remember it was precisely at that moment that I felt that I was
going to faint. I therefore responded "not really" and "let go". That's when
I climbed slowly towards the ceiling, my vision was tunnel vision, pretty
clear in the center and blurry on the sides, I climb for a few seconds, I
don't hear anything, I don't feel anything, I understand that I am going up
and then am violently pulled back down. That's the only thing I feel for
real, the ceiling gets farther away and the descent to the bottom is at an
unnatural speed. Once I'm out of that room I regain consciousness, a nurse
realizes that my entire body is trembling. 1868.
Cherie M NDE
English
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3/7/2009
In 2000 I was shot in the right temple point blank with a 22 caliber
handgun. At first I could hear everything but I was paralyzed & blind. I was
speaking but not sure if I could be heard because it was as if I were in
another dimension. I kept saying I'm not dead yet & I heard him go outside &
then reenter. Then I heard him make the 911 call. All of the sudden there
was a dark tunnel I was getting sucked through towards the light. When I got
to the light, there was Jesus. It wasn't visual but there was no disputing
who it was. He took me by the hand. The profoundly incredible peace was
beyond conception. We walked hand & hand for some time. It was hard to tell
because it was like there was no sense of time. I remember feeling the
presence of my deceased Father in the distance. I also remember not wanting
to come back. It was bliss. 1867.
Julie D Probable NDE
English
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3/7/2009
I was standing in the ocean. I could feel the pull of the undertow. I
knew nothing about undertow. I sat down in the water. The undertow pulled
me out into the ocean and flipped me all around. I felt a deep sense of
peace and a feeling that I was going to drown. There was no panic only
peace. I thought to myself, "I wonder how far this has taken me out into
the ocean" I also thought calmly, "I am going to drown" I also had a
panoramic view of my life - there was no sense of time - I didn't know how
long this was all taking. There was some sense of God being in control of
the situation, however, I did not specifically see any Being. Then,
suddenly, I was "let go" and I came to the top of the water. I was not far
from shore. I was with a friend. She was on shore laughing at me. She
said it looked "funny" I never told her (or anyone else) for a long
time I did not know this was an "NDE" years later, I heard someone on TV
describe exactly what happened to me. They had been in a near drowning
experience as well. 1866.
V NDE
English
expanded version
3/7/2009
Then, I was Home. Earth and this life were a bad summer camp, in comparison,
and I knew I wanted to stay. I didn't want to go back to camp. That's all I
knew. I didn't "see 'God,'" but I felt as though I was sitting in the lap
and wrapped in the arms of the most wonderful, loving [giant] "parent." This
is where it gets frustrating, because there are not, now, and will never be
words to convey how this feels... I detest using the word "God," because of
the great perversion we humans have made of the concept, but I will use it
from this point onward, merely for the sake of expedience. I was "sitting in
God's lap," wrapped in the warmest embrace, and immediately involved in a
"conversation." We communicated -- telepathically? Don't know how else to
describe it. I didn't want to come back. That was my focus. I was Home, I
liked being Home, just let me be Home. But God was holding me tighter [in
the best of ways], and showing me the life to which I must return. 1865.
Leta NDE
English
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2/28/2009
I woke up at 4:00 am. I went into the bathroom. I started to feel queasy. I
felt faint. The next thing I remember was I was FLYING, super fast, head
first down a long, dark hallway. It was very dark. There was someone on my
right holding my arm taking me. I could tell that this person KNEW where we
were going and it was their mission to bring me. I was screaming no, no, no.
I did not want to go. I could see objects going by me on each side. I don't
know what they were because we were flying so fast. It felt like we were
going down that dark hallway for a long time. I remember just thinking no,
where am I? where are we going? Then we stopped in front of a door on the
left. I don't know what color the door was, all I knew was it was a door and
I was not going through it! I kept saying NO! The next thing I remember was
my husband telling me I had a seizure. 1864.
Linda S NDE
English
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2/28/2009
My sister, who had passed away 21 years before my experience, she was doing
some type of work with other beings, who had human form, but I do not
remember their faces. This was in a one-level structure, that looked like a
long house from the outside. She was giggling and quite happy; she greeted
me and told me there was someone she wanted me to meet. Amidst some
commotion, through the back came Jesus Christ, and there was no mistake as
to who he was; he looked like the artist's portraits, but not meek and mild,
as often portrayed, he was healthy and robust. He put his arm around me, in
the area of what would have been my shoulder, looked me straight in the eyes
and said "I have come for you, that you may know that I am real." I was
totally awestruck by His presence, yet I felt a love and respect for Him
that I have never felt in physical life. I followed Him to an area that I
can best describe as a "desert garden". We sat on large "sitting rocks", and
he began to speak. 1863.
Valerie R NDE
English
expanded version
2/28/2009
I was in surgery at the time, I had told my doctor I was scared to die,
though my belief in Jesus is tremendous, sometime during surgery I went thru
a tunnel, parts of my life passed me by, I had closed my eyes tight, I
remember someone saying open your eyes, I was in a pure white space, and
could see rooms with spirits walking around, I started to cry, but no tears,
I remember looking at my hands and they were translucent, then an angel
appeared, she had such a radiant glow to her beauty to behold, she comforted
me, telling me I was safe, I remember telling her I wasn't ready to die, she
said she knew that, then she pointed down, and I could see the doctor's
doing CPR on a little Girl, not really understanding that was me, I watched
my whole operation, CPR, and all, I told her that was so sad, she looks so
young, then she said they are bringing her back, and I felt like I was
pushed and thrown back into that painful body, After I woke from surgery my
doctor told me I scared her and that they had lost me in the operating room… 1862.
Adaline C NDE
English
expanded version
2/28/2009
I didn’t feel any
pain at all; however I was just struggling to set myself free from this man
(the father of my son). I then was in this beautiful glowing place, white
glowing background like clouds but illuminating bright clouds, and a man in
front of me.
A man in a white dressy shirt and white dressy pants, his hair so smooth
black and short, beautifully comb to the back (very good looking man). I was
begging him to let me stay, but he insisted in telling me I have to go back.
I insisted in not coming back, I wanted to stay in this beautiful place.
This Other Side was unexplainable in words. Too peaceful, too overwhelming,
I was overpowered with some much love. I felt enamored, whole and complete,
nothing to do with this world. It was my best experience in my whole life.
The moment I step in the Other Side I felt the immense love all around me,
also I knew I belonged there, however I tried hard, and implore, implore,
and implore to stay in this beautiful world…
1861.
Catherine D NDE
English
expanded version
2/27/2009
From France, Original in French, translated to
English by Jean Peter.
When I arrived
where I could not go forward (I was at the end of the tunnel, on one side
there was the light but I was still in darkness), this is when I heard
God’s voice who talked to me, HIS VOICE stopped me. His voice has an ACTING
energy power. While He was talking to me, I did feel I could not move
anymore, although I very much wanted to reach the light. My consciousness
was clear, kind of acute, this is an hyper consciousness, ultra clear.
Everything that has been told to me has been perceived and understood as
being the TRUTH. This consciousness ENCOMPASSES ALL, just all. This is
INSTANT consciousness. It is also different in the sense that communication
is also realized through telepathy. His presence (God’s) was not a visual
one, although I could have precisely said where He was, somewhat hidden in
the shadow. His presence could be perceived through the energy mass I felt
flowing out of Him and the place He was. He was God, no need to introduce
Himself: Not only does he communicates orally but also through telepathy, by
placing TRUTHS in our mind. The fact that He was God was one of these truths
he placed in my spirit.
1860.
Cora V NDE
English
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2/23/2009
From the Netherlands, Original in Dutch, translated to
English by Annelies. Then I was alone again and
although I was lying with my back towards the window, I was looking out of
that window. And in the distance I saw a glowing point light up. While I was
watching it became bigger, like the sun rising and it came through the
closed window into the room and embraced me completely. Then all went quiet
inside me and all I felt was a warm love, peace and a feeling of happiness
that is difficult to put into words. It seemed I had had a lung embolism and
the doctors had saved me from dying. For a long time I have longed for that
feeling of love.
1859.
Mark NDE
English
expanded version
2/22/2009
I was being drowned, BY a Lifeguard (of all people)...and, I slowly sank to
the bottom of the pool, where I stayed for 5 or more minutes with a water
filled body. After a short while, I sensed Angels gathering around me; it
was peaceful. Then, I was maybe 20 to 30 feet above the pool, looking down
at my friend diving into the pool to save me. The Angels took me up to a
gathering of clouds. There were a few Romanesque pillars with green ivy,
and an archway in the back. I had 7 Angels holding me up, and four in front
of me on the landing. Three were very animated and discussing what to do
with me, the fourth angel kept me company. I looked around and saw very
large Pure Love Orbs with silhouettes of human souls - like a chalk outline
of a dead body. I looked down at our earth and it was brown and moving, and
alive with all of the souls it takes to make our planet whole; Our earth, is
Alive, as you are. I saw Heaven, a little to my left behind the pillars.
1858.
Stefan B NDE
English
expanded version
2/22/2009
I was standing on a moving swing and fell down after a girl shook the swing
(and I wasn't holding myself to anything). I fell on my back and hit my head
on the ground. I immediately lost consciousness. Then I saw my life from the
beginning like in a fast-forwarded movie (the feeling I got was that of a
dream - compared to full consciousness - so I didn't actually realize that I
was unconscious). I woke up before the memories could reach the present with
a fade-to-black and then to the gray of the rainy sky of that day.
1857.
Marissa G NDE
English
expanded version
2/22/2009
From Israel.
I saw a girl in the
hospital bed and knew that she was very ill and dying. With this
understanding I knew it was me that was this ill girl. I had departed from
my physical body and was looking at my hospital room from the corner of the
ceiling, I saw my father walking up and down looking now and then at the
monitors that my body was attached to, I saw my mother sitting in a large
arm chair quietly. Then they appeared one on my left, one on my right and
one behind me. I felt great wisdom coming from them; they talked to me
through thought not sound. They asked me if I wish to go with them or stay.
I had no questions about going with them but asked many about what will be
if I decided to stay. Some of my questions were: 1. If I decided to stay
will I get better? 2. Will the pain go away? 3. How will I know that all
will be ok after I decide to live? 4. Is there something that I am to do on
earth and therefore should decide to live?
I was given more or less answers to my questions.
1856.
Georgia Possible NDE
English
expanded version
2/22/2009
From Sweden
Original in Swedish, translated to English by John S. Until
this very day I remember the meeting with the incredibly kind figure who
wore a long cloak or mantle. I think it was a male figure, maybe an angel,
but without visible wings. I clearly remember the question he asked me: If I
was ready to cross over. I knew somehow that there wasn’t any return if I
did that. I almost felt embarrassed and ungrateful to the friendly figure
when I said: “Mom and dad need me, besides we will go back to Sweden in a
few days.” I don’t remember if I said that in words or by telepathy.
Immediately after that I woke up. My grandmother was trying to lower the
fever by using large rhubarb-looking leaves on my bare body.
1855.
Jolene NDE
English
expanded version
2/22/2009
The white, warm glow surrounds me. It is the purest white light you could
ever see, glowing all around you. I felt so comfortable, and so undoubtedly
happy. I knew what was going on, I knew it as a fact, not assuming.. I was
dead. It felt like a long time before I was spoken to. It was not verbally,
nor did I see anyone/anything else around me. I was being spoken from within
my own heart. It is hard to describe without sounding like I am making a
conversation with myself, but that's what it was. It was like my inner
conscience was talking to me. It asked "Are you ready to come home?" I knew
it meant death. I thought about it, I really did, I thought so hard and for
what seemed like hours I contemplated. Do I really want to die? This was the
greatest feeling I had ever experienced, do I want this feeling to end? My
answer was 'no'. I wanted to live a life. As soon as I answered 'no' (which
was not done verbally, I doubt I even had anything like a body at the time)
I was immediately hit with, well, intuitions of the future.
1854.
Krisna T NDE
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 My
boyfriend at the time was driving the truck. We were heading home from the
bar. When he lost control of the vehicle and it rolled 3 times. My seatbelt
busted And I was ejected. I have no memory of the accident but what I do
recall is floating outside my body. The backside of my body was to me. I
felt (what I know now was an angel) something wrap around my arms and legs.
I started being pulled back into my body when I was overwhelmed with the
feeling of peace and calm. I knew that I was in an accident that I was being
protected and that I would survive. I suffered 19 broken bones and
internal injuries. (All to the torso) not one limb was broke or scraped.
1853.
Joelle L Possible NDE
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 I
remember being somewhere where it was very bright. there were others with
me. I think like 3 or 4 others. we were in a group. there were others I
sensed them but I could not see them. The ones I saw are funny. It seemed
like all I saw of them were heads and small wings. we communicated mentally
only. I heard farther away someone saying there is a body available, but you
must act quick. I said Ill go. but one of the others close to me said No its
too soon for you. I said I don't care I want to go. And they said you must
go now or it will be t0o late. Next thing I remember is being in a crib… I
was born breech at home after hours of labor. when I finally came I was
almost black/blue and not breathing. They wrapped me up and put me on the
table. A while later the midwife came, and she worked and worked on me
and I finally started to breath.
1852.
Jacqui C NDE
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 From
Australia
I HYPERVENTILATED AND STOPPED BREATHING. I FELT LIKE IN THE FORM OF '
ALIENS' BUT THESE MAY HAVE BEEN GUARDIAN ANGELS LIFTING ME AWAY FROM EARTH
INTO THIS AMAZING BRIGHT LIGHT THAT WAS LIKE A TUNNEL. I FELT SO MUCH LOVE
AND BEAUTY. IT WAS A PEACEFUL EXPERIENCE I DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE. I WAS
GIVEN A CHOICE AS I WAS TRAVELLING DOWN THIS TUNNEL TO LIVE OR CARRY ON
THROUGH THE TUNNEL. I WAS GOING THROUGH A NEGOTIATION AS TO WHAT WOULD
HAPPEN IF I DIED AND HOW BADLY IT WOULD EFFECT MY MOTHER , HUSBAND ETC AND
ALSO SAW MY FUTURE THAT I HAD NOT EXPERIENCED HAVING CHILDREN YET AND HAD
ALOT MORE THINGS TO ACCOMPLISH. IT WAS NOT MY TIME. I REMEMBER THINKING WE
LIVE ON EARTH AND WE ARE HUMANS AND SAW FROM A HIGHER LEVEL HOW WE EXIST ON
EARTH. I FELT LIKE IT WASN'T TIME YET SO HELD MY HUSBAND NEXT TO ME AND
STARTED BREATHING AGAIN AND FELT MYSELF GO BACK DOWN TO EARTH.
1851.
Tara V NDE
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 I
fell off the back of a motorcycle because the man I was dating at the time
hit the car in front of him. I rolled a bit and looked behind me and saw a
bumper heading right for me. I had no where to go it was in an instant. I
felt the crunch of my bones or body. In an instant I did not know who or
what I was or where. It was like I was moving very fast and pictures where
flashing in front of me one after another and so on. It was kind of
confusing. All of a sudden I saw the brightest light but I don't remember
seeing clearly just actual beings almost on another side. I felt this
complete happiness and feeling of just everything was lifted and I was to
go. I could hear people telling me I must go back. I think it could have
been my grandfather. I didn't want to go back or even understand why I was
suppose to go. The feeling was euphoric. All of a sudden it was like I came
out and popped out of a very bright bubble. As soon as I came back I knew I
would be ok but I could not talk or move yet.
1850.
Gordon M NDE
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 After
I was shot I ran about 100 yards, It was right after midnight, No one would
stop to help, I laid down in the middle of the street, I saw myself laying
on the ground with people around me. I knew I was going to die , My life did
not flash before me like a movie or images, I experienced the following
(with complete clarity and comprehension -instantly I was aware of every
negative interaction with other human beings in my life, I knew if I
remained where I was I would feel and experience every harmful thing I had
caused others knowingly or not in my life, as they had, it was very
frightening because the collective emotional pain was overwhelming. I
somehow sensed I was given a choice to go back-I prayed sincerely for the
first time in my life, it was simple, I promised to be the best person I
could be-The next awareness I had was looking in the faces of two men over
me, they were Fire Department paramedics, I asked one of them (very
adamantly ) if I was going to die, told him to tell me the truth because I
was trying to make my peace with God.
1849.
Jeanne NDE
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 From
Australia
Picking flowers for mum on the way home from school. The nicest ones grew
on the edge. I bent over to pick them and fell down below was a stream and
rugged rocks. No fear, I just thought oh I am falling. Then nothing, just
blackness, then I heard the noise and felt like I was being hurtled quickly
through the darkness. Then came the big noise the huge crack like thunder,
then the great big blinding light and bang its like they shocked me to come
back, it was not my time. I don't know how I survived my face in the water
or how long I was out. My arm was bust and I was badly bruised and
suffering shock. Never forgot the light or the noise!
1848.
D.I. Fear Death Experience
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 I
left work around 9:30 pm. It was raining steady but not hard. I was heading
toward the interstate on-ramp that I always take to head home. I saw the
on-ramp speed limit sign. As soon as I did...I turned my wheel to take the
right turn. At which point my car went off the road to a wet grassy
shoulder, with a line of trees dead ahead. As soon as my car left the road,
everything seemed to slow down. I remember being able to think and figure
out what do, figure out all the outcomes. I saw my wife as clear as day
standing right before me. After what seemed like a few moments, I remember
pushing my clutch in and jamming the brakes. The car slid to a stop, about 3
feet from smashing into a tree. Once I had stopped, I got out the car. Had I
not stopped the car, it would have smashed into several trees that lined
along side a ditch.
1847.
Don M NDE
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 From
Canada. THE
TUG WAS GETTING CLOSER AND AS RICKS HEAD WAS GOING TO GET IT AND I COULDN'T
LET HIM GO I SQUARED MY SHOULDERS AND THOUGHT THAT MAYBE I'D JUST BREAK A
SHOULDER. WELL THE TUG JUST KEPT ON COMING AND I KNEW IT HAD TO STOP SOON
BUT BY THEN I REALIZED I COULDN'T GET OUT IF I TRIED. AT FIRST I THOUGHT MY
RIBS WERE GOING TO CAVE IN AND THEN I SAID GOODBYE TO MY FAMILY AND I
THOUGHT MY HEAD WAS GOING TO POP OFF. THEN A FRIEND FROM BACK HOME IN GLEN
WAS RIGHT BESIDE ME. BRUCE AND HE SAID "IT'S OKAY RELAX YOUR WELCOME" HE
WAS GUIDING ME TOWARDS THE MOST BRILLIANT LIGHT AND A ROARING TUNNEL. IN MY
MIND I ASKED WHAT WAS HAPPENING? A VOICE CAME A MALE VOICE JUST KIND OF
MATTER-OF-FACTLY YOU ARE DROWNING INSTANTLY I SAW MY MOTHER AND MY TWO
LITTLE SISTERS MARY-LOU AND LORNA CRYING AT THE KITCHEN TABLE LIKE I NEVER
WANT TO SEE ANYBODY LIKE THAT AGAIN. I YELLED OUT "NO" AND NOT KNOWING WHERE
I WAS JUST STARTED KICKING .
1846.
Norma B NDE
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 Unable
to breathe in or out at all, I struggled for breath until I didn't need to
breathe anymore. At that moment, a great peace came over me. My head fell
over to the right and down, and my consciousness (soul?) lifted to the right
and up to the corner of the room, where I watched what was happening below.
I thought about my two grown sons, neither of whom I had told about the
surgery. It was an indifferent, wondering feeling to think how surprised
they would be to learn I was dead. I watched as the two nurses near me
suddenly realized there was a problem. "Look at those splotches on her
face!" "She's not breathing!" Then there was a flurry of activity as they
called for the anesthesiologist. They pressed on my chest to resuscitate me.
I started breathing again, was suddenly back in my body, and they were
injecting adrenaline into my groin.
1845.
Vickey G NDE
English
expanded version
2/15/2009 I
had not been aware that I was feeling dizzy or anything while I was standing
off to the side of the exam. I felt perfectly normal. The next thing I
remember was that I saw myself crumpled onto the floor. I was floating
above my own body and the sensation was euphoric, it was a feeling of
perfection in the highest form. I was completely weightless, and hovering
over my own body in complete bliss. I watched and listened suspended above
my own body. At the same time it was as though all questions of the universe
had been answered in that one moment. The nurse exclaimed “Oh my gosh,
doctor, what happened?” The doctor turned as quickly as the nurse had and
was checking me. I could see my lifeless body lying there, the eyes were
shut and the face was expressionless.
1844.
Laurie S NDE
English
expanded version
2/11/2009
From Spain,
Original in English, translated by Simon.
I said yes, and immediately lost consciousness, seeing images of my life
like snapshots, from early childhood up to the age I was at that time,
seeing and understanding the meaning of all these pictures, although they
flashed by at remarkable speed. Suddenly I entered a dark tunnel, feeling
all the time at peace and in harmony, feeling wonderful, and in a bit a
light appeared and there was someone, an entity, in two dimensions, without
human features. I noticed other presences, as if they were accompanying me,
but there was no one I knew. I wanted to stay there, but I was told I had to
go back; I was urged to leave, I still had things to do, and soon I saw a
burst of light, saw myself on the ground and my mother and my friends, the
people of that place circled round me, looking at me and asking if I was OK.
1843.
Silvan NDE
English
expanded version
2/8/2009
From
Italy, Original in Italian, translated by Amy. Immobile,
eyes open, no respiration, as confirmed by my girlfriend. And without
thought, I'm always thinking, I am a very logical person yet in that moment
I was without thought. All of a sudden I felt so peaceful the way I never
felt before, a deep peace, the body no longer existed and it was as though
it had never existed, none of my memories ever existed, pain never existed,
memory of pain, no recollection of anything, only serenity and a white light
all around me, blinding, a light cold in tone but warm, I don't know if I
can succeed in making you understand, it's as though you have your arms wide
open on a summer's night and your eyes closed and you feel the synchronicity
of everything. Then a worry made me turn from where I was, it was a worry, I
knew that I would never have been able to return without that worry that
made me come back, and I don't know if it was the right thing to come back.
In any case it was only in that instant when I returned that I felt the
worry, I was still advancing but at the same time turned towards whence I
had come. With the same peace that I described above.
1842.
Isabelle M NDE
English
expanded version
2/7/2009
From
Canada, Original in French, translated by Simon. All
of a sudden, I found myself floating in a tunnel, proceeding at great speed,
floating/flying. There was quite a strong buzzing sound. On either side of
the tunnel were very bright images. I recognized myself, as a child. It was
like a film. I kept going forward through the luminous tunnel, and it
was very pleasant. The feeling I had was of infinite fulfilment. Then a
moment came when I was brought up short by a "wall" of dense light, which
gave off an unbelievable goodness, an indescribable love. And I heard a
voice filled with tenderness say to me: "It's not time, you must go back,
it's much too soon." 1841.
Alida V NDE
English
expanded version
2/7/2009
From
Italy, Original in Italian, translated by Amy. [T]here was
someone close by, I can’t say who it was, and I was fascinated by the “sun”
that I saw shining overhead, it drew me towards it, it was irresistible, I
wanted to go to the “sun” but someone telepathically told me I couldn’t. I
thought that I was awake and that my body was still in this world, so I
stopped for a moment and wondered why the “sun” attracted me so, and why I
couldn’t go towards it. But at the same time I knew “I don’t know how” that
I wasn’t allowed to go to the “sun.” So I decided to disobey that voice
inside of me that told me I couldn’t because the attraction was really too
great. Then in a fraction of a second as I was attempting to go towards that
light I was projected into my body and I heard some people who were telling
me to throw up the water. 1840.
Miriam P NDE
English
expanded version
2/4/2009
From
Venezuela, Original in Spanish, translated by Amy.
It seemed as though there were fractions
of a second in which I saw scenes of my life with my family, my children, my
husband and my work colleagues and I asked myself why, since there was so
much more for me to do, when the most beautiful music surrounded me and I
resigned myself to staying. Then I saw my 20 year old son leaning against a
wall, my sister-in-law was asking him how my husband was doing and he
answered he’s better now, and then I realized that hours had passed and I
heard my other son, he was walking and they had already told him about my
death, I was sad thinking about the pain that my death was causing everybody
and I said to myself that I needed to go back, it wasn’t fair even if the
peace and serenity that I was feeling was so wonderful and unexplainable.
1839.
John S NDE 3876
English
expanded version
1/25/2009
From
Sweden, Original in Swedish, translated by Maria A.
I will
never forget that face! It was so full of a welcoming, a non-demanding, warm
smile of love… In that inviting face, as in the whole experience, there
was nothing else than a complete pure and total love, unlimited
comprehension, kindness, and real affectionate, sympathetic and warm
humour. I cry now as I remember that ( though I didn't believe I would,
after all these years ! ). There was a silent direct communication, which
I am not able to “ translate” into written or spoken words, neither
specially into an image. I just felt, from that wonderful face, that I was
both welcome and expected; exactly as if I had seen that face before, and
much more… As if everything was so well-known, so familiar and so
self-evident. Nearly as if I had been away in a long, long journey in a
foreign country , and after a time I finally had come back again! Home,
where everything was so well-known and safe. I felt the exuberant joy of
returning home, of being able to come back. 1838.
Jason N NDE
English
expanded version
1/25/2009
I was awaken up by someone I did not know. He was a white man and he had a
suit on. He said his name was Michael and for me to come with him. I looked
and there was a tunnel where the was was. I looked at myself on the floor
where I slept by my sister. I saw her sleeping in the bed. I looked back at
him and took his hand. For some reason I trusted him. I had a feeling that
he was a good person. We walked through the wall into a tunnel. There was a
bright light and he stopped and told me to go through it. I remember
stepping through and it became a bright sunny day. A beautiful place and
children playing with lions and everyone was so happy. they all looked at me
and told me to go meet them. There was 2 glowing figures. I could not see
there face but on was sitting on a throne and one was standing next to the
other. A thunderous voice spoken and the other man said it is not time my
son, go back and take care of people.
1837.
Taylor P NDE
English
expanded version
1/25/2009
EXCEPT THIS TIME THERE WAS NO FLOOR UNDER MY FEET AND I COULD NOT SWIM.
NATURALLY I BEGAN WAILING AROUND AND SCREAMING AS I WOULD TRY TO COME UP FOR
BREATH AND DOGGIE PADDLE. I WASN'T GOOD AT THAT EITHER. GRADUALLY, I MADE IT
TO THE SURFACE LESS AND LESS. I WASN'T FRIGHTENED, I JUST WANTED TO BREATH.
I WASN'T NOT FRIGHTENED BECAUSE I WAS FEARLESS, IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS SO
FOCUSED ON GETTING AIR THAT I DIDN'T HAVE THE THOUGHT TO BE FRIGHTENED. THEN
G-D CAME TO ME. THERE WERE TWO ANGELS ON EITHER SIDE OF ME, ON EACH SIDE OF
MY SHOULDER BEHIND ME, ALMOST ABOVE MY SHOULDERS, BUT NOT WHERE I COULD SEE.
I ONLY SAW A GLIMMER OF THEIR LIGHT. THEN G-D TOLD ME TO BREATH THE WATER IN
LIKE IT WAS AIR. INSTANTLY AS I HEARD HIS VOICE I HAD A CALM AND PEACE THAT
CAN NOT BE EXPERIENCED IN BREATHING LIFE.
1835.
Brent L NDE
English
expanded version
1/25/2009
That afternoon I
had pain in my back. This had been the sign for the need for angioplasty
and stent placement before, so I knew what to do. While awake and on the
operating table, my Dr. was talking to me with his usual back and forth that
occurs during an angioplasty when he suddenly yelled, "cough, Brent,
cough!!!!"
I managed to get one cough out and then I was rushing through a completely
black hallway. As I moved there were living photos of the same people I had
dreamed about the night before. They were smiling and gesturing me to move
ahead. I looked forward, not to see a light, but a large picture window of
blue on the left side of the hallway. The most perfect blue was shining
through and I worked my way so I could see the view. I was just turning to
see out of the window as I approached...and then my Dr's face was in mine
saying, "What did you see?" 1834.
Carole NDE
English
expanded version
1/25/2009
The doctor was saying that "it was nothing to worry about" when all of a
sudden he said " OMG her lips are turning blue". I then stopped breathing..
I saw myself looking down at my own body and wondered "what are they all
scared for?". Why is everyone running around? I then felt the most amazing
"LOVE" imaginable. There was peace in my heart. I knew there was a
wonderful place for me to go when I was done. There was a bright white light
and I felt the most incredible love ( peace, forgiveness, tranquility
)ever. I knew I was dying and I wanted to go to the light. I was very
disappointed when I heard a voice ( and I knew it was a higher power)
say....You are not finished yet. You cannot die. There is so much more you
have to do". 1833.
Jay K NDE
English
expanded version
1/17/2009
Driving truck too fast. Got on exit ramp that was elevated, truck slid
into barrier wall on right side that stopped truck from rolling over, I saw
wall was ending, I thought I was going to roll over so I turned wheel hard
left and truck went into wall on the other side of road head on. the truck
was destroyed and I saw myself laying on floor of truck with materials from
passenger side of seat on my body.( from the ceiling area of the truck ).
I was not wearing a seat belt because I always had a feeling something like
this would happen, I even practiced what I called ( the dive move) where I
dove to passenger side of a vehicle practicing for this sort of accident. I
was not hurt , I did not even end up with a scratch. It seemed like only
seconds I saw myself laying on the floor of truck and I thought to myself (I
am dead ) then I saw myself move on truck floor and thought I am alive.
Police showed up, I asked how did you get there so fast, he said he got call
about 20 minutes ago, so I guess I was out 20 minutes. 1832.
Harley W NDE
English
expanded version
1/9/2009 From
Canada
I was playing by a slide area and was struck in the head with a rock. I was
in a coma for 3 days and during this time I died 3 times. At the hospital
during the times I did not show any vital signs I remember hearing the
nurses and doctors talking about my condition and the various procedures
they were using to try to get me back to life. After each episode I would
wake and ask the nurses and doctors what certain procedures were and I
called them by name. The doctors were stunned and some nurses left the room
crying. During each episode I floated above my body and rose up and went to
the window and looked out at a bright summer day . Then floated back to
above my bed and overhead what the medical teams were doing to get me back
to life. I thought I was dreaming but I could recite all the procedures by
name and the medical teams were stunned cause I never went to medical school
obviously, so they could not explain it .
1831.
Cassandra K NDE
English
expanded version
1/9/2009 From
Australia
We were at a friends house, I went into a bedroom sat on a bed and shot up
the heroin. I was told that I died, only after did I realize what I had
experienced was a near death experience. I remember all of a sudden I was
conscious and aware of myself and I was somewhere else, but it was dark and
I couldn't see anything but I wasn't afraid. I was very much aware of the
fact that I was not in my body anymore but i was ok, I remember thinking
where am I? I was aware that I was still here, that my brain still worked
even though I had no body and I was happy to know that this was possible. I
knew in that moment that we will always exist, this was the predominate
feeling I had , this awareness of my soul continuing on without a body. I
have always felt since that day that there is no need for me to fear death
because I know it's not the end. I never did drugs again after that, I was
lucky that my friend came into the room and found me in time. She said I was
black in the face and that I was not breathing, my heart was beating so
slowly that it was almost non existent. I was brought back by paramedics and
all of a sudden I could feel air in my lungs again and I was back.
1830.
Kate B Possible NDE
English
expanded version
1/9/2009 Then there was a sudden
awareness that I had to go back now. It was as like I went through a dimension,
like a wall I popped through and then I was floating in the darkest space. There
were bright stars all around. I thought - oh no, there's been a mistake, and I
saw forms of hands and arms trying to reach me through this dimensional wall.
They couldn't get me. I felt they were crying 'Catch her, catch her'! I was
floating through space and began to get very worried. I knew that this was the
'real me', and that my 'dream me' was having a surgery and that something wrong
had happened. I felt as though I floated in this darkest space for a very long
time, and had lots of time to realize that I was in serious trouble. There was
nothing around me but bright stars far away and I was totally alone.
1829.
Patrick M NDE
English
expanded version
1/9/2009
Experience was definitely real For me it was a wake up call, or more like
a huge SMACK in the face, WAKE UP Quit living your life in the way I had
been, And to become a better human being in all ways, my personal
relationships, my professional relationships, etc etc...IT TOTALLY changed
me...
1828.
Chen M NDE
English
expanded version
1/9/2009 From
China.
I didn't know how to describe him. He had no shape or voice, but he was
bright and broadminded, warm and gentle. He could answer every question. He
surrounded me and guided me. He communicated me with telepathy. He revealed
everything of the universe. I was no longer in the tunnel but I was in the
bright warm world. I felt a complete relief from pain and suffering. I felt
the existence of everlasting harmony and happiness. He told me everything
that I wanted to know. He told me the world is consisted by molecules and
atoms and they keeps moving. Then he showed me a tree that beside my window
in my room. What surprised me is that I had greatly improved my vision
incredibly. I did see a world with moving molecules and atoms. The feeling
was extraordinary and I can felt my consciousness was much faster then ever
before. I asked him whether I'm a part of the world too and he said yes. He
told me everything is moving, there was no death, there was no birth,
everything is just cycling eternally. He said that this is the very truth of
universe. 1827.
JMH NDE
English
expanded version
1/2/2009
…I heard the Code Blue called to my room. I was above the bed watching
people working on me and someone, a being was at my side. I was peaceful and
said to the being “I’m so glad they are putting me on those machines, I
couldn’t breathe anymore”. I felt light and bodiless, and the peaceful
being steered me to another place. It was light and awesome; I rested there
for a long time, although really there was no sense of time. I guess I
rested there until I felt like participating in conversation. I noticed I
had no body, but felt perfectly warmed and there was a sense of love and
peace rushing through me, like blood in veins… but I had no veins and
nothing to “feel” with. I started wondering where I was and looked outside
my light pod, which had no inside or outside, but for sake of description I
will say pod, and I saw others just exactly like me, and a great light pod
in the center of all of us, millions of us, floating in the otherwise dark
void with a pure golden light connecting each of us to the center pod. The
golden thread of light was like an umbilical cord although it had no real
form but just light, and it was delivering the peace and love of the center
being.
1826.
Brenda W NDE
English
expanded version
1/2/2009
I fell back against my aunt and we hurtled down into the tunnel, and I heard
my aunt say, "We just lost her." I thought it strange. If I was dead, why
was I still in the tunnel? Why could I hear her say I was? I also thought it
strange that I could see my uncle's face. He whirled around to see for
himself. I can see his features still. At that point, deep in the
tunnel--and I assumed for years it was the George Massey Tunnel but realize
now that the George Massey had simply become the same tunnel others enter
when going through a near death experience--I came out into Light. The Light
is as others report. A warm bath of Light experienced as divine, as all
knowing, complete Love, bliss. There was conversation without words and I
understood I was to be sent back to live an abundant life. I begged not to.
I then saw the red emergency sign of the hospital--again, a curiosity for me
because I did not have the concept of being outside my body. I could not
figure out how I could see something outside the car.
1825.
Leslie B Possible NDE
English
expanded version
1/2/2009
I was very ill, and had asked a neighbor I didn't even know, to give
me a ride to the doctor, because I couldn't even stand up, let alone drive. That
night had the sensation I was falling very slowly, going around and around,
through a dark tunnel. I had never been so at peace, I didn't want it to end. At
some point, the thought passed through my mind, "No, you must go back, you have
three small children to raise." 1824.
Noelia NDE
English
expanded version
1/1/2009
Original in
Spanish, translated to English by Jenny.
Then I became aware of a beautiful light and the darkness
became clear and light and I saw myself there on the ground in the arms of
my friend and I could hear echoes of voices. I descended back into my
body and I saw a being leaning over me that I can't describe but I am sure
it wasn't materially there from accounts from my friends and teacher,
the thing is that I was conscious but everything looked blurred, I couldn't
move and continued to have convulsions. This experience seemed to last a
long time but in reality no more than 5 minutes had passed according to my
teacher who took me to the nearest doctor.
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Jody Long and Dr. Jeff
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The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's
name.
Child NDE.
Child NDE.
NDE
due to respiratory arrest from asthma.
Several experiences in the spectrum of NDE.
Probable NDE due to apparent brain hemorrhage.
NDE
associated with severe high blood pressure.
Probable fear-death experience. In the spectrum of experiences of NDE. A good
example of how difficult it often is to categorize experiences.
Possible NDE vs. Probable Anesthesia Experience. Very NDE-like content. From
Germany.
NDE as a child.
NDE
due to injury while playing with friends resulting in unconsciousness. Happened
at age 16.
Probable NDE from choking.
NDE
due to complication of delivering a baby.
NDE
due to surgical complication at age 15.
2 NDEs
Possible NDE due to severe illness.
NDE
due to auto accident.
1917.
Selosse NDE English
expanded version
5/28/2009
From
France, Original in French translated by Simon A.
My knee struck the rocks with such force that I fainted from the pain. For
a while, I ceased to exist... then darkness, a clear sensation of floating,
during which my mind continued to function. I said to myself: "Ah, well, here
you are then, this is death for you! It's not so bad as all that, after all."
At this point an unknown, but very clear voice, said to me: "No, you're not
going to die, it's really not your time yet (with the implication 'you'll live
to be very old') and you're going to get out of this."
Went
unconscious during a swimming accident.
NDE
due to accident at age 4.
NDE
due to what I would guess to be a seizure prior to diagnosis of brain tumor, and
NDE during surgery to remove tumor.
Probable NDE during surgery.
NDE
due to complication of cardiac procedure with cardiac arrest.
NDE
due to auto accident at age 17. Part of NDE is a rare shared NDE, where he is
interacting with another individual who died in the same auto accident.
Possible NDE associated with being poisoned by boyfriend.
NDE
during diabetic coma.
Probable NDE due to asthma at age 4-5. Shared at age 11- the youngest
experiencer to have shared with NDERF so far.
Suicide attempt from overdose of barbiturate.
Probable NDE from
accident.
NDE
at age 5 due to fall off porch and OBE at age 55. Contributor is currently 87,
thus NDE shared 82 years after its occurrence is currently an NDERF record.
NDE
from a fall.
NDE
from a car accident. This is an unusual one that shows the link between
NDE and the need for the brain to be able to reach those NDE memories.
Probable NDE due to near drowning.
NDE
at age 5 due to accidental overdose of anti-depressant medication, and NDE at
age 15 due to ether complication during dental procedure.
NDE
due to complication while under general anesthesia.
Very
NDE-Like: OBE over body, tunnel, light at end of tunnel, being there gave her
choice to return, back to body. No physical compromise.
NDE
due to criminal attack and drowning at age 11.
Multiple NDEs from asthma attacks.
NDE vs
ICU Hallucination. Complications after heart surgery and was in ICU 20
days. Had episodes of respiratory arrest, but event not clearly associated with
these events.
Probable NDE following surgery at age 16.
NDE
at age 16 due to car accident.
NDE
due to accident while passenger on a motorcycle.
NDE
due to suicide attempt with unknown medications at age 12. Remarkable anxiety
in her mother at the time which probably saved her life. Also describes a
deathbed vision by mother.
NDE
due to car accident.
NDE
due to medication complication after childbirth.
NDE
due to car accident. Had amnesia for weeks after accident, then remembered the
accident and the NDE.
NDE
due to car crash. Contains some atypical features. Remarkably, this NDE is
shared only a few days after it occurred.
Two
NDEs during surgery due to apparent cardiac arrest. The second NDE appears to
include the rare situation of seeing a person during the NDE who was alive at
the time of the NDE.
NDE
due to respiratory arrest.
Probable NDE that happened after surgery.
From India- relatively rare non-Western NDE. NDE due to bus crash. I believe
the term used above is Vipissanā,
which in the Buddhist tradition means insight into the nature of reality. A
regular practitioner of Vipassana is known as a Vipassi (vipasya). (From
Wikipedia).
NDE
at time she passed out while driving.
Possible NDE from India.
Stunning NDE from suicide attempt at age 11. Experience shared at age 12.
NDE
at age 15 due to being struck by a car.
NDE at about age 6 due to near drowning.
Teenager hit by a car at age 15 and reported it at age 16.
Probable NDE from car accident.
Experience began while falling, apparently prior to life-threatening impact.
NDE
due to complications of childbirth.
NDE
due to injury.
NDE
due to cerebral hemorrhage.
NDE
during cardiac procedure while under conscious sedation anesthesia. Interesting
contrast between consciousness under this type of anesthesia and enhanced
consciousness of NDE. This experience was shared a few days after it happened.
NDE due to cardiac arrest.
NDE due to asthma attack.
From France. Life review at time car slid on an icy bridge.
NDE due to being shot in head at point blank range.
Probable NDE due to near drowning.
Profound NDE at age 3 due to overdose of unknown medication.
NDE due to seizure followed by respiratory and cardiac arrest.
NDE during coma due to bacterial meningitis.
NDE during surgery at age 17.
NDE due to strangulation by ex-boyfriend.
Beginnings of a NDE.
NDE due to drowning at age 12.
NDE at age 8 in Romania due to falling from swing.
NDE due to illness.
Possible Child NDE
.
NDE due to complications following open heart surgery at age 4.
NDE due to auto accident.
Possible NDE remembrance from birth.
NDE due to allergic reaction with respiratory arrest.
NDE due to being run over by car.
NDE due to being shot with shotgun.
NDE at age 6 due to drowning.
Fear Death Experience from near auto crash.
NDE due to drowning.
NDE due to respiratory arrest after surgery.
NDE due to faint in doctor’s office.
NDE after going unconscious.
NDE after going unconscious.
NDE after going unconscious.
Child NDE from near drowning.
NDE from surgery complications and
under anesthesia.
NDE from a criminal
attack.
NDE at age 8 due to breathing cessation secondary to sleep apnea.
NDE at age 8-9 due to drowning.
NDE due to accident.
NDE during angioplasty.
NDE due to asthma attack at age 13. Experiencer is a professor and a
nurse.
NDE due to truck accident.
NDE at age 7 due to head injury.
NDE due to accidental heroin overdose.
Parotid
surgery. No life-threatening event. OBE to space, felt she was with people
she knew forever.
NDE due to electrocution (12,000 volts, 15 amps).
Very detailed NDE from China. Relatively rare non-Western NDE. From posted
Internet account, translated by volunteer translator.
NDE due to respiratory arrest secondary to illness (scleroderma).
NDE due to asthma attack at age 17.
NDE from a 16 year old from an
asthma attack.
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