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These NDE's, as all others we share, will be presented to fully protect the confidentiality of the
experiencer, if requested. We do not believe these changes will diminish our understanding of NDE. We do believe these
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Copyright
1999 by Dr. Jeff & Jody Long
NDE Experiences and Comments:
These are summaries of the accounts.
The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's
name.
903.
Theodore R's NDE. English
expanded version
6/25/06
I remember
floating above my body I could see the Dr.'s and nurses in my room. I continued
to float away, the farther I went the calmer things felt around me. I remember
hearing soft gentle sounds around me but couldn't make out any particular sound
or song. Also the further I went I could here voices of people calling to me to
continue coming. I felt total love and acceptance from the voices. I started
seeing shapes of people but couldn't make out any faces or sexes all were the
same.
NDE due
to suicide attempt.
902.
Joe D's NDE 2708. English
expanded version
6/25/06
At first, there
was total darkness, the blackest black I had ever seen. So black, in fact, I
could not see anything even one inch in front of me. Then, there was a flash of
brilliant light, extremely radiant and bright, white, blue and yellow in color.
Then, very quickly, I was floating over a vast field of flowers. These flowers
seemed to encompass acres and acres of land, and they were extremely beautiful,
ranging in various colors, many of which I had never seen before. I seemed to
be in spirit form as I hovered over these beautiful beds of flowers, and I was
only a few feet above them as I floated over them. I could smell them also and
their odor was a wonderful scent.
NDE due
to heart attack.
901.
Debra J's NDE. English
expanded version
6/25/06
THIS IS VERY VIOLENT/GRAPHIC AND COULD BE DISTURBING TO
SENSITIVE PEOPLE
Next thing I
knew, I was standing in front of a council of 13 beings with the One in the
middle twice as big as the 6 on either side of him. They were all sitting in
chairs, big chairs at a sizeable distance in front of me. I was naked and felt
totally revealed and tried to use my hands to cover myself up. The main one in
the middle began to speak to me through the mist that was everywhere. I remember
opening my mouth but he told me I did not have to talk, to just use my mind. I
recall it was hard for me not to open my mouth to speak but I did what he told
me. The questions they were asking me were about my life and how I had lived it.
I got the feeling they were not pleased with me.
NDE due
to vicious criminal attack.
900.
Louise's NDE. English
expanded version
6/25/06
I COULD HEAR
THE NURSE SCREAMING TO THE DOCTOR TO GET HIS ATTENTION THAT I WAS LOSING MY
BLOOD PRESSURE RAPIDLY, THE DOCTOR DIDN'T RESPOND TO THE NURSE RIGHT AWAY, AND
SHE SCREAMED TWO MORE TIMES TO HIM. FINALLY HE SAID GET THAT BED IN SHOCK
POSITION. BY THIS TIME I WAS FLOATING OUT OF MY BODY AND I COULD LOOK DOWN AND
SEE MY BODY IN THE BED. THE NURSING STAFF AND DOCTOR WAS STANDING BESIDE THE
BED. I REMEMBER BEGGING GOD NOT TO LET ME DIE AS I HAD TOW YOUNG CHILDREN AND I
DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE THEM.
NDE due
to surgical complication.
899.
Peter J's NDE. English
expanded version
6/25/06
From Spain Original in Spanish translated to English by Estela. After I
reached a wider zone of the tunnel I turned around and saw the light (very
small). I continued praying. When I finally could stand up I started to run; I
was now near the light and did not see the person that was guiding me at the
beginning – there was no one. When I reached the light I was HAPPY, comfortable
and then far away I saw the person (that greeted me first) saying good bye; the
person was happy and joyful and so was I. The person made me understand that I
was to stay there and not to go towards him or towards the darkness.
898.
Denise's NDE. English
expanded version
6/18/06
I heard one of the fireman ,he
said I was gone! I started floating, I could see the fireman trying to save me,
I was all bloody . I was above my body watching everything! But I started
floating higher, I had never felt so PEACEFUL!!!!! , it is the best PEACE you
could ever wish for! I was floating into some clouds, I seen my family and
others I didn't know, but somehow I did? there was a bright light, and a lot of
people, everybody was standing in the clouds and smiling, I felt peace, The
place was so pretty and peaceful. I was floating into a light, But my father,
who had passed away when I was 14 years old, He told me it wasn't my time yet
and he loved me, but for me to go back!
NDE due to car accident.
897.
Margaret B's NDE. English
expanded version
6/18/06
The next thing
I remember is still being in the doorway of the bathroom watching my husband
running back and forth from the bedroom to the living room. I heard everything
he said, and saw everything he did. My husband tried giving me CPR until the
ambulance came my b/p was 60/40 and they said I was coming back. I never saw my
body but I felt the sensation of falling when I re-entered my body and that
wonder peace, which I felt was gone.
Muslim NDE from a Heart
attack.
896.
Peter M's NDE. English
expanded version
6/18/06
At any rate, I convinced myself to remain on the table, closed my eyes and
experienced a rushing sensation - as if on a roller coaster ride in a dark
tunnel. (i.e., wind rushing by my ears, sensation of rapid movement.) Movement
stopped and amazing - unable to really describe completely - clear light which
reflected no shadows - white light was everywhere that essentially appeared as
if muted through gauze but all encompassing. I recall noting that no shadows
were cast from this omni-directional light. I saw no beings, nothing other than
the all pervasive light. I did, however, feel (know intuitively?) that I was
safe, happy, loved - LOVED in a way I'm unable to put into words yet. I was
also aware of being allowed to comprehend that it was important for me to "go
back."
NDE due
to cardiac arrest which occurred this year. Contributor has a doctorate
education level and is a prominent executive.
895.
Kane D's NDE. English
expanded version
6/18/06
I could see 360
degrees around my body in every direct any place at the same time I had instant
knowing I thought of my child and I was there at her home with her yet at the
same time here in the hospital looking at myself I watched a trail of visitors
around the bed panicking
NDE due
to brain hemorrhage.
894.
Richard S's NDE 2694. English
expanded version
6/18/06
It is my recollection that I again
began to sink towards the ocean bottom. It was at this time I an had an out of
body experience. First, I felt myself witnessing my empty seat in my classroom
at school the next day, while my teacher Mrs. Hall was telling the class that
Dick would not be coming to school because he had drowned the day before. Next,
I recall the sound of beautiful music and noticing the fish around me and seeing
a bright light.
NDE due
to drowning 64 years prior to submission.
893.
Pietro B's NDE. English
expanded version
6/18/06
From Peru Original in Italian translated to English by Werner.
I felt like having been thrown into space with a perfect vision of
moving away from the earth and entering into a very bright light.
At the same time I had a clear vision of my life on earth like being in a
two dimensional screen; it is very difficult to express this in words. I was
conscious of everything and thought about what I was feeling. There was so much
happiness and endless peace, which increased while I was about to enter the
light. I knew that I was part of the light. I didn’t know why I did so but I
knew it and I also knew that we’re all part of it; at the climax of my
experience there was something that transcended everything and I knew that
entering that light would mean I wouldn’t be able to return. I don’t know why
this was the case but I knew it for sure and that’s something I can hardly
explain but I’m not looking for an explanation, I accept what I have experienced
as such.
NDE from surgery
892.
Maria S's NDE. English
expanded version
6/18/06
From Spain Original in Spanish translated to English by Rio.
I
left the car by the roof, floating--which seemed normal to me--and I paused
looking at the countryside. It was dusk, the fields were in bloom, the rosemary
and thyme and even the rocks were surrounded by an aura of pastel colored
light. It had rained a few days before and the earth was wet and renewed.
Everything emanated beauty and light and I was enthralled contemplating the
earth. Of a sudden the sun, which was a golden color, began growing bigger and
bigger and I "felt" that I could return home that way, to my place of origin, to
the place I had come from. At the moment I tried to put myself into that
enormous ball of light I heard and perceived a voice that said, "NO!" I
couldn't continue forward. That voice kept me back. It had power and authority
over what happened. It said to me sweetly, "You have to return."
NDE when she was 5 months old from an Emergency Room
Nurse
891.
Jackie H's NDE. English
expanded version
6/6/06
I was playing
in my high chair and it tipped over causing me to hit my head on the floor my
parents said that I stopped breathing, turned blue and was completely lifeless
for about 5 minutes (I don't remember that part) I remember seeing from above,
my mother holding me and my father slapped me really hard as they were rushing
out the door to take me to the hospital. While I was "out" I remember being
surrounded by dancing angels who were taking me into the most beautiful glowing
light and I really wanted to go with them. I felt very secure and loved and
wanted to feel that way always. When my father slapped me and I came "back" I
was extremely unhappy about being taken away from the light.
NDE at
age age 2, 52 years ago, from head injury.
890. Louis B's NDE 2684. English expanded version 6/6/06 From Canada Original in French translated to English by Jean Peter. I see myself above my body. I am overcome by a feeling of fullness. It has such an intensity that I don’t manage to describe it. I see myself in the bed, there is a being dressed in white on my right, he is moving air with his robe because my body is hot. As for myself above, I don’t feel anything. I also see around my bed people who came to see me during those two weeks. I hear what they tell me, I can accurately tell what they wore and where they were around my bed. These are facts I could check with them afterwards. I see all this in a state of peace and serenity.
889. Esteban FR's NDE. English expanded version 6/6/06 From Spain Original in Spanish translated to English by Rio. Yes, in that state I discovered that the only important thing is LOVE. From that moment on I love people much more intensely (since the experience I created a charitable institution which is now a foundation) and I also love my self very much, something I had completely forgotten to do during my intensive professional life because the only luggage we can take with us from this life is what we do out of love for ourselves and others. Our soul is made for LOVE, and from that realization I understand we are happy here when we love and unhappy when we practice "unlove" (hate, rancor, envy, etc.)
888.
Miguel's NDE 2667. English
expanded version
6/6/06
From
Spain
Original in Spanish translated to English by Rio. I
was as if in the country. Everything was green, the sun shining, like in
Spring. The temperature was very agreeable and the surroundings pure (referring
to the air), there was no pollution which is why I think the colors were so
alive, everything very clear, as if viewing a very sharply focused and clear
movie in Technicolor. There were people, children I believe, but I'm not
exactly sure. There was a group of people and I was with them, out in nature as
if at a picnic. Everything was peaceful, without any kind of problem, only
living in that moment. I don't know how long the dream (or whatever it was)
lasted. I do know I felt really great, very good. All of a sudden it felt like
I was being taken out of the dream, not by anyone in particular, as if I just
came too once again. I didn't want to leave, it was a very pleasant dream.
886.
Jenner A's Near NDE. English
expanded version
6/3/06
All I can get
out is a whisper, "Ma'am, I'm sorry, I'm dying now."... My vision had started to
tunnel, I hadn't started to pass thru it yet when the epi started working. My
thoughts are that had I gone any further, then I would have left the body and
started "walking" thru the tunnel. Maybe I was just so aware at the beginning
that I noticed it with my eyes before my soul separated from my body and started
walking. I know this is scientific and you only want what I DID experience, but
I will say that had I walked I KNOW I would have saw Him.
Life-threatening event from allergic reaction just a few days prior to
submission and came close to having a NDE.
885.
Jim W's NDE. English
expanded version
6/3/06
I had open
heart surgery in June of 1960 but in 1959 in June they gave me a
catheterizations. They took me to the upper floor of the hospital. I was put on
a flat steel round table and the pain was awful. All at once I was above the
building with no pain . I realized that someone was with me. The feeling
was just wonderful and I wanted just wanted to stay forever the love to was
just great. I was told that I had to go back. I heard the Doctor say,
"folks we are losing him. Let's bring him back." I was above the building and
daylight was coming up.
NDE at
age 16 due to cardiac catheterization 46 years ago.
884.
Lennie B's NDE. English
expanded version
6/3/06
From Sweden
Original in Swedish translated to English by Sara.
A totally different world opened up, I saw
myself laying on the bed but I myself was on my way towards a light. I turned
around and looked at myself, but then kept on walking or rather floating towards
this wonderful light. This warmth and this joyful place was lovely. Here there
were no stress, no high demands and no evil. It was so full of love that it
cannot be described, everything was beauty. A place to be longed for, such a
wonderful verdure and warmth. Here there was only joy, everyone were wonderful.
No one was superior of one another, there I stood and all I wanted was to climb
over.
NDE from a heart attack.
883.
Maria C's Possible NDE. English
expanded version
6/3/06
From Chile
Original in Spanish translated to English by Rio.
I still don't know whether it was caused by the anesthesia or if I was truly
dying. When I was 16 they operated on both my legs. They put me under general
anesthesia . The only thing I remember was seeing colors: rose, yellows, and
distant voices as if in conversation. Suddenly I was in the corner of a room
and saw a little girl. I don't know if it was me who was being taken by two
nurses and put in a bed from where it seemed I was looking at the scene from the
ceiling. I saw the girl lying down. Then I woke up and and found that my two
legs had been put into plaster casts. My mother told me that I had lost a lot
of blood during the operation and they had given me a hemorrhage.
Possible NDE as a child.
882.
Bobby's NDE. English
expanded version
5/27/06
According to
the witness I had been hit, pushed and then thrown about 70 feet down the street
before I made heavy contact with the ground. It was the actual speed that the
driver was traveling and the exact moment that she swerved to the left that
actually caused me to be thrown clear of the car, otherwise the car would have
driven over top of me. I am not aware of when I blacked out but I do remember
seeing the rooftop of the City Hall that is right in front of the intersection,
which is a tall building and the rooftop of the office building that is a fair
distance down the street from where I was hit, plus the local Library which is
behind a copse of trees that should have been hidden from my view from where I
was. I remember after I woke up that I was curious how I had seen these images
when I was on the ground.
NDE
from being hit by a car as a pedestrian.
881.
Hillary H's NDE. English
expanded version
5/27/06
Eventually my
throat closed over completely and I lost consciousness. I saw all black; I
remember going through my life, each important event that ever happened to me, I
relived it, from my first birthday to the last birthday I had. I remember saying
I am only 17 in my head and trying to tell everyone that I was only 17 and I was
too young to die. I felt extremely frightened and scared. Eventually I heard a
voice in the blackness it belonged to my deceased grandfather whom I was very
close to. He told me not to be scared and that I was going to be fine, and that
I was getting a second chance. Suddenly I woke up on the ambulance.
NDE due
to allergic reaction. Contributor is 17 years old, and NDE happened within the
last year.
880.
Missy B's NDE. English
expanded version
5/27/06
What I experienced, near death experience was when I first saw a small white
fluffy spot in distance as it grew bigger and closer like some “tunnel”, but yet
it was white and bright. The feeling during the near death experience is where
remarkable and is hard to describe. I only could tell in words, but it is not
how it is to be felt while on earth... As Teena was approaching me and started
to talk. The funny thing is that she signed to me the whole time. I was in awe
because she never knew ASL and she died before I became Deaf at the age of 18
months old due to spinal meningitis. It is amazing that how “they” really do
know how to communicate when they never knew any other language while living on
the earth.
NDE due
to car accident. Remarkable in that she encountered deceased sister who died at
age five when contributor was age 1. At age 18 months, contributor became
totally deaf. All communication with the deceased sister was in sign language.
879.
Kim C's NDE. English
expanded version
5/27/06
At that point a
unearthly white bright light appeared and although I couldn't hear a voice with
ears I "heard" in my head a voice answer my question that I was dead and on my
way to heaven but I was not there yet. I felt such peace and love in that
moment. Then the "voice" told me that my time on earth wasn't done yet and I
needed to go back. I pleaded to stay that I was fine with being dead and that I
didn't want to go back now. The voice just said "No, you must go." In that
instant I started moving out of this void faster and faster, the light dimming
as I rushed through a narrow tunnel and I felt so sad.
NDE due
to motorcycle accident.
878.
Naomi F's Probable NDE. English
expanded version
5/27/06
I felt no fear
or surprise. It was as if I didn't care that the body on the table was mine. I
looked around the room for 'something' but, I had no idea what I was looking
for. It was more of an easy feeling that I needed to go somewhere. Suddenly my
deceased father was beside me! He died when I was nine years old but, he looked
young and happy. We talked about family and I told him I never to leave me
again. He said we would be together again soon and for me not to worry about
him. He said I had to return to my body and that everything would be alright.
Probable NDE associated with surgery.
877.
Brian H's NDE. English
expanded version
5/27/06
I always
carried a buck knife and he took it from me. That's all I can remember
about the assault. The next thing that happened all of a sudden I was on a
beach sitting on a drift log with a little girl that was about 15-16 years old.
She was wearing dark blue shorts and a white sleeveless shirt. She was tan,
green eyes brown curly hair and a killer smile. I was looking at her, she was
looking at me smiling. This was as real as anything you can think of. I could
smell the salt air, feel the sun on my skin, wind in my hair. For some reason I
knew I was getting the s*** kicked out of me so, I got up from the drift log I
was sitting on. I started to walk away form the girl that was sitting next
to me thinking that I had to try to find my self because I was getting the s***
kicked out of me. As I walked away the girl yelled out to me, BRIAN! IF YOU
LEAVE NOW YOU'RE GOING TO SEE AND FEEL THINGS YOU REALLY DON'T WANT TO SEE AND
FEEL!
NDE due
to being stabbed several dozen times.
876.
Erika FS's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06 From
Mexico Original in Spanish translated to English by Rio.
My first experience happened very fast, but was very significant. What happened
was that I fell off a wash basin when I was 6 years old and struck my head on a
heater that was inside the bathroom. At the same time, a full water glass that
was on a shelf broke between the floor and my head. The only thing I remember
is that I saw a pathway of stones and I walked along it with someone who took me
by my hand. We went towards a resplendent light. I wasn't afraid at any time.
I didn't see the face of the person I was walking with, nevertheless he wore a
white tunic and I walked on his left. Suddenly, I heard my mother's voice and
turned back and then I woke up.
Child NDE where she was knocked
unconscious.
875.
Jawad's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06 From
Saudi Arabia Original in Arabic translated to English by Samir.
In short , I was
learning how to swim , I tried to do an exercise at the depth of 4 metres ,
but I was not successful ,and I sank to the bottom of the swimming pool ,I
couldn't hold my breath for long time, I started thinking about the death... I
surrendered totally and raised my hand stretching
out my
finger in order to recite the testimony silently in my heart...I saw nothing
but a darkness and I felt a strange stillness despite that critical
situation....I began to move myself to the surface pressing the bottom with my
feet, I made three unsuccessful and consecutive attempts to escape until I was
saved by one of the brothers. Stillness....darkness....understanding the
true meaning of the death.
874.
Grace C's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I had been
rushed to the hospital early one morning hemorrhaging very badly. My mom did
not know what to do to stop it, so phoned an ambulance to take me to the
hospital. When I arrived there, I was taken in almost immediately and some
doctors worked on me to get the bleeding to stop. Some where I was floating out
of my body because I could see both my parents in a waiting room, and my mom was
crying. The next thing that I saw was a tunnel with a bright light which I was
being pulled into. I was not afraid because it was all so very peaceful. After
a while I was stopped by a grand-mother that had passed on just about the time
that I had this experience.
NDE at
age 15. NDE occurred 61 years ago due to hemorrhage.
873.
Denny B's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I was immediately there. They
helped me across a long white bridge. To my left about halfway across the bridge
was a large city made of light. The colors were silver blue, white, and
silver. It looked like crystal light. I was getting better as we approached
the end of the bridge, and entered into a large white dome at the end of the
bridge. I sat there as my two personal or guardian angels communicated with the
others seated on the circumference of the interior of the dome. The
communication was telepathic. I heard the voices, but did not speak. I knew
that they were talking about me. They were deciding if I should be admitted
into the city and then into the heavens, or return to earth.
NDE due to coma from
complication of diabetes.
872.
Graham M's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
Drawn to a
joyous white light and up through a layer of personalities with tails like
comets. Came into a space where I was tended to by silver, featureless creatures
with with thin limbs and conical (inverted) heads. They communicated
telepathically and laid me down. I was told I could stay if I wished. I was
tempted as I was ecstatic. When I decided against it, I was sucked down a
tunnel. the white light stayed in my peripheral vision for 2 hours after the
event. Subjective time span for the event 1/2 hour. 'Objective' 7-10 minutes?
Was left with a sense of mission re spiritual healing.
NDE due
to sudden unconsciousness of unknown cause.
871.
Thomas R's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
As this was
going on I was floating slightly above them then I just thought about moving up
and there I was, hovering just above the light fixture. I remember reading the
little identification sticker on the upper side of the lamp fixture but I don't
remember what it said. For some reason I thought it was really neat to be able
to just float there and read such a dumb thing. I did not see any boundaries or
objects around myself, just a sort of gray fog. But it was a friendly gray fog -
not frightening at all.
NDE due
to accident with head injury.
870.
Bruna D's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
My brother
dived into the shallow end of the big pool and I realized he was struggling,
without thinking I dived in and he grabbed my shoulders and clambered on top of
me to get air and in so doing I went under and lost consciousness. I remember
leaving my body, watching them resuscitating me, I felt the mans lips on me as
he breathed into me, I could hear my dead granny calling me in Italian, I was
floating not walking but upright, like those conveyor belts at the airports
towards a very bright light. I felt an emotional tugging as I kept looking back
and watched them resuscitating me, I watched my brother run and hide in the
public toilets behind the middle door. I was very calm, no struggling, I read
the label on the back of the lifesavers shirt and remember it distinctly. Then
I told my Gran I wanted to go back, there was no disappointment, no turmoil.
Child drowning NDE.
869.
Dan's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
Then I remember
seeing an image in my head, something told me and imprinted I guess, the know
how of what I was seeing, and it was crazy as it is, the universe. Kind of like
a giant bluish see threw egg, with millions and billions of light points,
different colors, on the out side and inner. All connected by darker blue links,
full of different kinds of life, I only saw this for a second or two but knew
the “Scientifics” to it, its very hard to explain. The next thing as that I was
back in the “tunnel” all different colors now, colors I haven’t see before,
maybe not on “OUR” spectrum.
NDE due
to allergic reaction at age 16.
868.
James B's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I was in extreme pain with chest
pains when I heard nurse yell at doctor losing blood pressure went into tunnel
it was black .moving at high rate of speed. couldn't understand what was going
on. all of a sudden I didn't care I felt so peaceful. saw light at end of tunnel
and wondered what that was. it was very small. I thought I cant fit thru that
hole. that worried me. I finally realized I wasn't in my body. about that time
they zapped me with defibrillator.
NDE due
to cardiac stint failure.
867.
Hanz J's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
...heart
stopped 2 min and they brought me back... picked me up to put me on stretcher
and died again for 2 min. switched paramedic. Firefighter broke ribs. brought me
back. they didn't move me for 15 min. ( All according to girl that saved me and
neighbor and paramedics) Then off to hospital. I regained consciousness in
ambulance. While out... very short time. silhouette of women in black. remember
black patent leather shoes and either holding black lace or black lace around
her waist. couldn't see her but knew it was my grandmother that had died before
I was born.
NDE due
to allergic reaction.
866.
Carmie M's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
There seemed to
be no time, just a sort-of sequence of events. I became aware of being in a
dark, dark, black (like outer space might be) tunnel. I was traveling fast
towards a warm, bright, beautiful light. This light I felt was Jesus. It was
anything I could ever need or want. I wanted to get to the light and stay
there. I remember feeling annoyed at some stage because someone seemed to be
pulling me back (though not in a physical sense), I eventually recognized it as
being my family doctor calling my name. I really, really did not want to come
to him, I wanted to go to the light. I felt or 'knew' that I was being told to
go back. I was very sad to go. I became conscious again...
NDE due
to asthma and pneumonia.
865.
Roger M's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
All the
coldness I was feeling while I lay there bleeding to death was replaced with the
warmest feeling I have ever known. Not the heat that could be associated with
Hell, but a warmth from within my being. I no longer felt dread or fear or any
other emotion I had experienced in a physical realm. I can only describe it as a
sense of peace and well being. It's amazing the pressures we feel everyday just
by being alive in our mortal bodies. It's only when these pressures are
completely lifted from our existence that our souls are able to experience real
peace and tranquility. At the same time I felt all these changes occur I also
experienced an existence without the burdens of an Earthly body. The senses that
replaced sight sound and smell felt like one sense of all inclusive awareness.
There was no need for physical interaction as all levels of experience were not
felt or spoken, but simply known.
NDE due
to fall and serious bleeding.
864.
Victor M's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
The record
states "respiratory arrest" and that my family had been briefed that my recovery
was "unlikely". I became aware that I was in a very unusual place. No sense of
body, no sense of pain. There was no sense of a "tunnel" though I felt properly
oriented. I certainly felt that I could "go/move" forward toward something. I
would not call it a "light" but I certainly understand why others would so
describe it. At the very first, I thought this was just the most wonderful
experience. There were no normal senses or even a sense of body. For me the
immediate lack of post surgical pain was absolutely wonderful. My first
words(?) or thoughts were that this is a very strange and wonderful place. I
wondered where I was. There was never any fear. My next thought was, "Is there
time here?" Then I thought, "Well, I remember just asking that question, so
there is at least a "progression of thought" if not actual time.
NDE due
to respiratory arrest after surgery.
863.
Marsha's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I was talking
to people in a parked car while standing on a curb-less street. I could see a
car coming & realized in "slow motion" that it was going to hit the parked car,
I think I said "oh shit" when it hit. The bumper of the parked car caught me
behind the knees, flipped me on my back. I bounced on the back of my head until
the car stopped, about 3 feet from the railroad tracks. It was a hit & run, the
other driver was never found. I was seeing my life in reverse, going back to
the womb & then it was like a star-burst, a sensation of being almost in space.
NDE due
to being struck by car at age 17.
862.
Sherry W's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
We soon reached
a point were we stopped. My guide stood next to me. This light was brighter than
the sun. A wonderful glowing luminous white light. I stood there with a feeling
,and the best way I can describe it is, the gut feeling you have when you are
scared but, knowing you are not. I felt scared without being scared or afraid. I
was calm. I knew that if I walked through the light I would have the answers to
everything I ever wanted to know. This light was love, life, and serenity I
could feel all this. I never heard a word spoken. You could feel what you needed
to know, and what was being communicated to you. It was with feelings, not
words. I had my choice. Without words I decided ,I had a six month old baby I
couldn't leave. I woke up a couple of days later in I.C.U.
NDE due
to suicide attempt.
861.
Dustin M's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
After battling
for 1 & 1/2 days with diarrhea and vomiting, I passed out. While unconscious I
stopped breathing and my fiancée could not find a pulse or heartbeat. She
administered CPR and revived me. During this time I had either a hallucination
or some kind of event where I spoke with a group of deceased family members.
They greeted me but quickly told me that it wasn't my time. Shortly afterwards
I was pulled backwards away from them as if I was tied to a tether and after a
popping sound, like Eustachian tubes clearing, I returned to consciousness.
NDE due
to amoebic dysentery and dehydration.
860.
Jeanne's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I saw the
cutest little house, all lit up and the yard, with a white picked fence was full
of people, all welcoming me. They were so glad to see me. I felt my deceased
father's presence, but not clear which person he was in the large group...there
was so much love and warmth. a wonderful feeling. the best place I'd ever
been/seen. and felt so loved. Then when I heard the voice, and answered NO, the
scene was gone. Until I said NO, I felt no pain from my 2 broken femurs, broken
hip, fractured ribs, arm partially torn off, cuts to face...from being ejected
from my pick-up and thrown over 200ft from the impact. Was hit from behind by
car traveling over 100mph with no headlights on.
NDE due
to auto accident.
859.
Greta J's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I was swimming
in a lake with my brothers when I decided to swim out to a stump and then back
to shore. I was not a good swimmer and half way there or back I started going
under. I was very frightened and then suddenly a peace came over me. I was
floating in what felt like a tunnel or tube going up up toward a light. The
interesting thing that I still remember is that the light was so white. I felt
so at peace and wanted to go to the light. My brother rescued me. I can not
today remember the fear that I must have felt from the drowning experience, but
I do remember the intense pleasure from the tunnel experience.
NDE due
to near drowning at around age 11.
858.
Gary A's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
It was the
first time the Hong Kong flu hit. I remember seeing my mother tapping the
thermometer, saying 106 degree temperature, this can’t be right and then
entering this black void... I was traveling towards an almost globe of light (a
bubble) that I knew contained all that was known, it was very intense and
attractive, there is nothing more powerful in needing to return back to this, in
what I have come to believe is our, before and after life's home, a dimension of
energy of all that is, and all that is in are universe. We are all as one, yet
as singular as we are in this physical journey, though without the knowledge of
everything and the ability of all conceivable and unconceivable conceptual
knowledge. In other words, man in all of our knowledge we are not even yet
infants in what I sensed from seeing into this light.
NDE due
to flu and fever to 106 degrees at age 11.
857.
Stephen B's Fear Death Experience. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I experienced a
life review moments before a car that I was driving smashed into a telephone
pole. By luck the driver's side door flipped open and I was thrown out of the
car. It seemed at the time that my mind was preparing itself for death. In an
instant I saw major milestones in my life from being a baby until the present. I
do not remember if I saw a white light at the end of the life review but I
remember thinking that I was not prepared to die...too young. From that time on
I have always been very aware of how one's life on earth can quickly be gone.
Fear
Death Experience involving life review immediately prior to auto accident at age
16.
856.
Kristen D's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I saw my nephew
who was my age and died tragically. He stayed with me and expressed an interest
in needing to let my sister (his mom) and family know he was safe. I also saw my
grandparents, and a cousin who passed away. My grandmother was surprised to see
me they had been expecting my father (who was dying of cancer). I was taken to
an area and left alone. In this area I received an all knowing gift and was told
(not in a verbal way) that this is heaven, it does exist and but I needed to go
back and spread the news that heaven does exist and that the teachings of Jesus
were real. I was to be a messenger of good faith despite all of the destruction
that my drug use had caused.
NDE due
to coma secondary to endocarditis. Encounter with a deceased nephew in NDE.
Remarkably, visit by individual matching description of nephew in ICU during her
coma.
855.
John G's Probable NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I saw my dear
late mother Louise to the left, from above, in stirrups, and knocked out,
bleeding profusely. To the right of her , was the doctor, he was bald on the
top, with curly ringlets going grey. I knew he didn't want to be there, and was
disgusted to have to be there, as he pulled off the gloves, to get ready to go
scrub up again to sew my mother up. I also was aware that he was a golfer, and a
social climber. I didn't like him on any level. He mildly disgusted me. All the
way over, to the right , were two nurses, on the right of the two, was one of
Scandinavian American heritage. I didn't really relate to her, but she was a
kind , rather passive , and uninteresting person to me. Next to her, was a very
large Irish/American nurse. In her arms was the most handsome baby you could
imagine....other than he was red and purple, with a dangling umbilical cord. The
cord was maybe 10''. As I looked, I realized it was me.
NDE at
childbirth (was stillborn). Recalled experience decades later.
854.
Celeste Y's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
I was driving
when someone suddenly turned left in front of me and I knew I could not stop my
car. I saw that I was going to hit the other car and knew there was going to be
a bad accident. Suddenly I was removed from my body and found myself standing
on the street corner holding my deceased Grandmother's hand and watching myself
in the car as the accident happened. I felt no fear or pain, but I was aware
that I was in the car that had just crashed. Suddenly my Grandmother
disappeared and I was put back into my body. It was after I was placed back in
my body that I felt the actual pain.
NDE due
to auto accident.
853.
Carol W's NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/06
Twenty minutes
out in the ambulance I died, I quit breathing and my heart stopped. The
paramedic in back with me was my friend and he freaked and yelled to the driver
to stop. Together they started CPA and got my heart going again slowly 10 beats
per minute. At that time I shot out of my body like a roaring train straight up
not stopping to ponder my body down below. I went to the light via a revolving
tornado...inside was dark at first and I went through all the negative (bad)
things that I had ever done in my life and was stripped of it. forgiven
instantly and continued up toward the light. Negative deeds pulled me down and
positive pulled me up. There, on a horizon were shadows that turned to shapes of
people, my grandmother and aunt Carrie appeared and I realized how young my Aunt
looked.
NDE due
to poisoning from zinc at workplace.
852. Ann S's NDE. English expanded version 5/13/06