EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
In 2nd of February I had to go under general anesthesia for surgery
but something went wrong as my heart stopped and just got out of that state of
unconsciousness to being aware I found myself floating in above the surgery room
and surprised that I seemed to have no weight at all I was very light and
movement was really easy compared to the physical movement I looked down and saw
my body and the doctors working on me heard them yelling " we are loosing him "
they struggled to get
me back to life and I was so confused thinking " wow why do they bother ? I
don't need my body im fine actually better than before " it sounds funny because
for them it was a life-threatening situation but I was so calm and relaxing up
there suspended in the air that I thought " this is death ? how can I see if I
have no eyes ? " I then saw a bright gentle light coming down on me from the
ceiling and it filled me with happiness and love that I never felt on earth I
completely became addicted to it was so powerful. I let myself involved in it
like I was bathing in pure euphoria I never thought and care anymore about my
worries or fears about the errors I made in my entire lifetime but then
something was odd I notice the medical team voices getting annoying and more
loud and clearer they we're disturbing me keep saying " come on kid don't give
up on me "
I
knew that my journey has ended I need to go in my body and I was not pleased
about it
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain it was weird it seemed so simple at the time it occurred
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes I had cardiac arrest due to a complication from surgery
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
yes
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
yes
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes all seemed more colored and brighter than usual
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Yes sound was more deep like I could her more distinctively
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
like I said in my description intense happiness and love
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did
you see a light?
Yes I saw a light it was very bright but gentle not blinding
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes I saw the doctors and heard their conversation
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes time and spaced seemed to be insignificant
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes only a few family members colleagues and a close friends
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes but I didn't believe them
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I keep asking myself why do we have to live
this earthly life
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I really saw my body from above during OBE
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Uncertain I was under general anesthesia
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
death is not supposed to scare anyone
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
