Andrea K Possible NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I felt as if I was squeezed through a dark Tube of some kind. I imagine birth could be like it. It felt heavy and hard to squeeze through. When I was out of this dark tube I felt great .I had no physical body. I was seeing feeling but I had a body that looked like  transparent!!!! But my thinking was normal. Through all of this I have felt someone next to me .I think it was a woman cause it had woman voice but she did not speak with her Mouth. This Woman??? showed me things I do not remember all. She said to me :this is what it will be like when you come here. I then saw a Seashore or something like it and the air seemed to be blue .All was blue.

I felt as if I was looking from the right upper corner from somewhere and I felt her next to me at all times. She was so calm. I saw people on this Seashore and I seem to know these people even though I have never seen them in this dimension. I felt such love and I felt so much love from them. There was one Woman she seemed to be close to me. I was able to hold her hands and we looked at each other and I felt love yet sadness. Then this Being next to me said that it was time to go now and I will see them again but it was not my time yet. I did not wish to go...I begged to stay and then I felt this dark tight tube around me again and at this moment I heard the nurse call my name. I even cried when I woke up from Surgery .The Nurse told me that I was saying that I do not wish to come back and she had to slap my cheeks several times. Since then I feel sort of Homesick. So much I wished to experience this again. I think I feel less afraid of death now

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    cant say

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            cant say

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     it was as if you was able to touch the air .I was surrounded with blue color and my body was transparent

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     there was no noise it was as if we communicated through the mind.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I cant explain so much with words but it was the greatest feeling...to be free to feel at peace

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     Black long tight Tube ????

Did you see a light?           Yes    

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes    

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Uncertain      saw so many things but can not remember

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Uncertain      you can not hear with ear only through the mind

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes    

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No       there was no time or space you just be????But somehow time was going by so fast hard to explain

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes    

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     this being would not let me cross the boundary. I had to watch from a distance but could be still close in mind to other beings

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I suddenly had to pass messages from deceased people. I was able to describe how they look or what they did...I later felt as if I was cursed but I also could help some people  to find closure. Also it seems as if I can feel people feelings good or bad...

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Some called me Witch and ask how could I know these things? Some said I had a gift. After this I wished not to share anymore. But these dead ones did not leave me alone until I would pass their messages.  I often wished to be wrong about this cause I could not explain how this can happen suddenly

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     I always heard about people  who was clinically dead or had heart attack or something. This was not the case with me and still I am unsure what it is called what I had experienced.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    IT WAS ALL REAL TO ME!!!!AT ALL TIMES AND ALWAYS WILL BE!!!  Just wish to be there after this life and never come back to live another lifetime here on Earth.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    I wish to know about this woman that held my hand and seemed to love me so much and promised to wait for me there

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    see above

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Uncertain      I now know that all and everything that is happening is for a reason...

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I do not believe in religion or even practice certain Religion just I know god is here and everywhere.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        since this was not a so called NDE I still would like to know what it was and are there any other people who have experienced the same or similar???

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes