Amber Y Fear Death Experience

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

It all started seconds before the crash occurred I got this really scared feeling then a feeling of complete peace, like everything was going to be alright. For a instant time stood still. I had my 4 children with me autumn 5 summer 2 James 18mos Brandon 3mos. I was scared to death for them.  If it would not have been for them there with me and needing me, I could have just let that feeling of calm and love take me away then I came back right when my van got smashed by the other car. I remember some lady pulling my oldest daughter from the car . Then I got out of the car I was pretty shook up but when I saw my kids were ok, I was fine. I don't know I didn't die my van was totaled the whole front end on the drivers side smashed in I am just glad you know something told me that day to make my daughter autumn sit n the back and I am so glad she did because the air bag popped out on that side first and she probably would have died.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     well it happened seconds before the crash I felt scared but then at peace

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    for the brief seconds before it occurred yes it seemed like everything was in slow motion then I felt like if I was going to die it would be fine

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            for the brief seconds before it occurred yes it seemed like everything was in slow motion then I felt like if I was going to die it would be fine

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     every was so much brighter

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            Yes     it was complete silence

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            scared at first then complete love the  best feeling I have ever had

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     I learned that am worth loving to

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     it seemed like time stood still

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I seem to since when people are troubled by something

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     2 hours after it happened

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I thought about I and I have never felt so loved in my life

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    the feeling of complete love and peace

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was probably real    I can't explain it but I know it was real

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I live every day 2 the fullest now

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I believe in god more now

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I am not afraid to die now

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes