EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION
I had taken over four
hundred different pills. and I lay down that was on Thursday lunch time. I was
alone and planned it so no one would find me. But I was found unconscious on the
Friday afternoon. on the way to the hospital and on arrival I died three times.
At one point I was aware that I felt like I was dreaming, and I turned around I
was in a large hospital cubicle. I saw that there was some one laying on the
trolley and I looked and it was me I was naked and the curtains was open, I felt
very cold ,and then I tried to pull the cover over myself. I was rather annoyed
that I couldn't make the nurses aware that I was cold very cold and naked. I
wondered around the nurses station then I shouted but never actually opened my
mouth will please someone cover me up. Please. my mum came round the corner with
my husband and she immediately covered me up. She too was furious and I knew she
felt my anger. THEN ALL WENT BLACK.
Later on
when I died again it was like a dream I saw my step father who I considered my
real dad, he gave me a rush of love and told me that this wasn't my time. I had
to go back. I was reluctant. I didn't want no more pain and I didn't have the
strength any more. he surrounded me with more love and told me I would find
strength and help I just had to ask. I had to go back I remember crying and then
I woke up aware that I was in a hospital in intensive care rigged up to all
manner of machines. A nurse removed a pipe from down my throat and then I felt
my dad kiss me on my cheek. Later on my mum confirmed I was left naked and she
did go mad at the doctors.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
Yes
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
No
Did you have
any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I have always known things. Who was pregnant and what sex. I have
read cards for people since I was thirteen. I am aware of spirits. I know when
people are lying and I am very empathic with other peoples emotions
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
yes I left my
husband and started a good life and I became a lot stronger
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes most
people I share this get very emotional
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
strength and I
found great pleasure in nature such a sun shining through trees
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
