Alejandra M NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I was at the hospital with my mother. I remember I was nervous or scared since they were going to draw some of my blood when I suddenly  started to feel sick, and at this point of time, I felt down to the floor.

Suddenly, I was standing in front of a black swirl, and moving ahead to cross it, to reach out a bright light that was getting larger as I moved toward it. I quickly entered in that light and they were bright, faceless people with  human form, which I did not know, but I felt they knew me because of the friendly way they received me; I had the felling that one of them was my late uncle that I loved so much; these entities received me with great joy and greeted me by my name, but all this dialogue  was by telepathy.  I was not talking, and they  did not have voices either. I also remember feeling a sensation of peace, welfare and happiness beyond description, it was like if I belonged to that place.  Suddenly, the voice of my conscience told me that it was not my time yet, and that I had to return, but I did  not want to...I was so comfortable; I resisted, and I felt like if someone was pulling me from somewhere else, and I pulled in the opposite direction, but this force was stronger than me. 

I heard from far away the voices of people and the doctor who were around me,  increasingly clear, until I regained consciousness. I was sitting, head down, and the doctor was putting pressure on my neck;  I remember that in those first moments, I felt angry and frustrated about not being able to stay in this wonderful place. Since that day, I thought that  if THIS was death...I had no more reason to fear it.  Before, I used to feel  a great fear for death. I told all this to my mother at the moment, but she thought it was just a dream of mine and she told me that at no time, did the doctor speak of a loss of pulse or anything like that. I talked about this to almost nobody, since even the people who I thought could understand it believe this is a fantasy of mine, or look at with a strange way...nobody really believes it.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? I am not sure. The experience was difficult to understand until I could  try to analyze and assimilate it,  for I never experienced anything like this before. 

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain           I just fainted, but this blood test was only for a routine check up.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?     I was always very conscious of everything, but it was not physical consciousness but absolutely a mental one.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness.  I was always very conscious of everything, but not physical consciousness, rather mental consciousness.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes, the bright light was like I never saw it; it did not hurt my eyes, it was just brighter than normal sunlight.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?  Yes, it was not a communication in the hearing sense, but it was by telepathy from the mind; I did not hear any sound.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No 

What emotions did you feel during the experience?       A feeling of happiness, peace, harmony and belonging beyond description; it was not necessary to worry or be careful for nothing. I was home with my people.

 Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?       Yes, as I described it in my experience, first there was a black swirl that could be called a tunnel or path to this light that includes and contains everything.

Did you see a light?           Yes, first, it was a distant light, and I was moving in  the tunnel and  getting closer to it, then, I entered in it, at this moment, I felt this peace and happiness.

Did you meet or see any other beings?          Yes, those beings who received me had human forms, but with the same brightness, faceless, they were all part of this same light or energy , they were very happy for I was there and they were greeting me; they knew me, but I did not know them, they did not communicate anything to me.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No    

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No 

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No       

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes, I felt that it was over there my soul would go when my physical body will die. Also I felt that we all have a purpose to be in the earth and our time here depends on the fulfillment of said purpose. At this point of time, the purpose for what I am here was not achieved yet, for that reason, I could not stay and I was conscious of that. This is why I had to come back, reluctantly... This voice was the Superior Power of God, giving me an order.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain      During this experience, there was no relation at all between my body and my full consciousness, but what I do know is that there was a frontier between to accept or not to return to my physical body.

Did you become aware of future events?       No      

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No     

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes, I did share this experience with my mother about a month after, I was sort of reluctant to talk about it, and she did not give that much importance to it, I think she did not believe me, or she thought it was just a dream, since the people I am in contact with are rather very realistic and show skepticism regarding those topics. 

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real   

I felt that God had given me a foretaste of what happened after death so I could stop feeling so afraid of physical death. As time went  by I realized that death is not bad, on the contrary, it is a step further. I remember that I started to seek with more openness  other ways of seeing the reality of the soul and our life on earth.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    I was very surprised that these entities I did not know, knew me and received me with such love, and it was very annoying for me to have to go back and leave this glorious state.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            I think we all are energy, so is our soul, we are conscious of ourselves, and  when we die, we join this higher Energy that is God, I think I had a foretaste of it, but  it was not my time to leave this physical world, since I had not achieved my task on this earth.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes. I believe in God as a higher energy, who contains and limit our life for a purpose  previously determined by our spirit, which is a little spark of that energy, this  is the light into which I arrived.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes