Adaline C's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

At age 24 I encounter a problem with my then boyfriend. I remember walking out of the building and smiling at my ex-boyfriend, when my then boyfriend saw me and grabbed me, dragged me to my aunt’s apartment in the first floor and threw my body against the wall. Everybody was watching the show and nobody did a thing. He then continued to drag me to my apartment in the same first floor and started choking me. I recall I was trying to get him off me without success, he then continued choking me till death. 

I didn’t feel any pain at all; however I was just struggling to set myself free from this man (the father of my son). I then was in this beautiful glowing place, white glowing background like clouds but illuminating bright clouds, and a man in front of me.  

A man in a white dressy shirt and white dressy pants, his hair so smooth black and short, beautifully comb to the back (very good looking man). I was begging him to let me stay, but he insisted in telling me I have to go back. I insisted in not coming back, I wanted to stay in this beautiful place. 

This Other Side was unexplainable in words. Too peaceful, too overwhelming, I was overpowered with some much love. I felt enamored, whole and complete, nothing to do with this world. It was my best experience in my whole life. The moment I step in the Other Side I felt the immense love all around me, also I knew I belonged there, however I tried hard, and implore, implore, and implore to stay in this beautiful world, forgetting and/or not caring to leave my two daughters and mother behind. I didn’t care for leaving them; however I knew they were going to be alright. The feeling was so out of this planet, world or dimension. Again he insisted in telling me that I have to come back. It was like a little battle between this beautiful being and I. 

I had to come back to this shameful world. Got up from the floor to the bathtub (it happened in my bathroom) bleeding from my nose and coughing. I asked my then boyfriend what had happened to me: I knew right away that I had died, but I thought I died from a heart attack. Then he proceeded by explaining to me what had happened then I started remembering. This beautiful being (angel, spirit guide) erased my awful memory from that event. Too shame that I asked to then remember. However in no way forgetting this beautiful journey to Heaven. 

From that moment on I was and I am not afraid of physical death, because I learned there is life after death, our spirits never die. Isn't that amazing to know? for me it is! That you go to Hell after being a bad boy/girl is not a fact is just a political and religious concept to have you under control. Yes there is a purgatory but is not Hell with fire and torture. Not that you should do evil in this world, instead help one another: That is why we are here for, to assist one another. 

Since that experience I wanted to know more about the unseen, and the unknown. Friends, a handful of whom I told my story, asked me why I wouldn’t join them in their religion, perhaps I knew that was not my calling. It was like this feeling of craziness, guilt for not sharing their beliefs, so I refuse to talk about that experience anymore till now that I know what's my calling and I am going towards my goal. Thanks for sharing and GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     The feeling that surrounded me in this place. The being in front of me with his words and in the other hand people thinking that I was crazy or that I belonged to every church they felt was the correct for me.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain            The only life threatening was my ex-boyfriend choking me to death, as me being in that beautiful place was not threatening at all, on the contrary it was an amazing experience.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    When I woke up I was in a shock cause I didn't know what had happened to me. However I knew I died, just didn't know how. I knew I was in another place and not Planet Earth.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            When I woke up I was in a shock cause I didn't know what had happened to me. However I knew I died, just didn't know how. I knew I was in another place and not Planet Earth.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     the background was incredibly white, illuminating. Not like the sun which would hurt your eyes, but more illuminated, more white without bothering your eyes. This beautiful being was slim, white male, dress in white, hair soft black like silk, and a smooth, calm and beautiful voice. Amazing experience.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     More clarity, imagine all I wanted to hear was the words you can stay.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I Knew I belonged there. It was a feeling I been there before, but I can't point a finger of when. I felt too much Joy, happiness, whole and complete. I felt perfect.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes    

Did you see a light?           No       I didn't see a light I just appear in that place so bright, but I didn't see a light prior to that.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I can't say who he was and I only saw him. I ask him to let me stay there because I knew I belonged there, however he insisted in saying "you have to go back, is not your time", also I didn't understand why he wouldn't want me there.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes    

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Uncertain      maybe in a hypnosis.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     It sure was another dimension.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     It was out of this planet.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I am sure that we are here and specially I who were thrown back to earth for a special purpose and is to assist and help everybody I can.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain     

Did you become aware of future events?       Uncertain           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Uncertain      There were things always going on around me since I was a very little girl.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I shared this with only two people when it happened to me, then four years after  I confined it to two more friends. I didn't want them to think I was crazy but I know that was always crossing their mind, who wouldn't. Then I talk more about it but uncertain of people feelings because they can't feel it unless they go through it. It's hard to talk about it, I like to keep it to myself. Thank God I am not the only one, and there is people going through my same experience. Lovely!

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    So vividly. I was and always am day dreaming of this experience and ask myself all the time who was he.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            Yes the feeling of knowing I was there before and that I belonged there.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            Well I belief I was sent back to do something and I am working towards it. It never leaves my mind, and still ask who was he.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I am more lovable and not afraid of death because there is not such thing as death, but life after death. 150% sure

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I was baptize Catholic, however I don't believe in everything they practice. I believe in more powerful forces and don't believe in Hell like they teach.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No       I don't use medications for anything and never did, that is because I am a very healthy person. And never use legal or illegal drugs.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I would love to see this cases more on television, and would love to join any scientific project concerning NDE.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes