CURRENT NDERF
Individual
NDE Experiences
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These NDE's, as all others we share, will be presented to fully protect the confidentiality of the
experiencer, if requested. We do not believe these changes will diminish our understanding of NDE. We do believe these
changes are necessary for the integrity of NDERF.

Copyright
1999
by Dr. Jeffrey & Jody Long
NDE Experiences and Comments:
These are summaries of the accounts.
The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's
name.
1622. Bill
B NDE
English
expanded version
5/8/2008
THE TRUCK WENT OFF THE ROAD AND TURNED END OVER END AT THE TIME IT SEEMED
TIME STOOD STILL AND HAPPENED IN SLOW MOTION. EVERYTHING WENT BLACK. I SEEN
A MOVIE OF MY LIFE, EVEN THE BIRTH OF MYSELF LEAVING MY MOTHERS BODY, BEING
DELIVERED BY DOCTOR. IT SEEMED I VIEWED MY WHOLE LIFE EVEN UP TO THE MOMENT
OF BEING IN THE TRUCK. I WAS THEN IN A TUNNEL FLOATING AND HAD THE MOST
PEACEFUL FEELING EVER IN MY LIFE. THERE WAS A BRIGHT WHITE LIGHT AT THE END
OF THE TUNNEL AND I JUST KEPT REACHING FOR IT. THEN, I WAS JUST BACK IN THE
TRUCK, HANGING UPSIDE DOWN BY THE SEAT BELT.
NDE due to truck
accident.
1621. Mieke NDE
English
expanded version
5/8/2008
From the Netherlands, Original in Dutch
translated to English by Annelies.
An acquaintance who was using
drugs at the time flipped and turned on me. He put both his hands
around my neck and started to strangle me. I tried to fight him as
best as I could but I couldn't prevent him pushing backwards He pushed
me into a closet. At a certain point I "went" , I
saw myself "leave" and then everything went black. Then all of a
sudden there was light on the left and darkness on the right. A pleasant
male voice asked: Mieke. do you choose the light or do you choose the
darkness? I said: I choose the light. And then it seemed the light
filled my body and it went through me into the boy who was strangling
me. He let me go at once and apologized.
Shared experience - the
strangler let go when he felt the light go from her body to his arm.
1620. Juan
Carlos NDE
English
expanded version
5/7/2008
From Columbia, Original in Spanish
translated to English by Rio. I could only think: "It's over,"
and I began entering into a tunnel of light, with a much greater and
brighter light towards the back. As I went into the tunnel, I didn't
want to go back. This could have been a phenomenon associated with
the lack of oxygen, but the most astonishing thing is that at a certain
point I saw myself on top of the water and I could swim toward the
riverbank, leaving more than 200 companions who were with me
astonished. I thought someone had pushed me towards the surface but
nobody knew who it was, nobody had an explanation. The only sure thing
is that I felt frustrated because I didn't want them to take me from
there. It was a marvelous and unforgettable experience.
Teenage drowning NDE.
1619. George
T NDE
English
expanded version
5/6/2008
From Romania, Original in Romanian
translated to English by Mariana.
I saw next to me two
sturdy men who took me in their arms in order to transport me to the
ambulance, they looked very tall and very bright – afterwards I found out
that I had been walking to the ambulance on the arm of this nurse who helped
me, also I was told that I had been laying at the back of the ambulance all
the way to the hospital, but I remember being in front, next to the driver,
I even felt the breeze on my face, at the same time I could not understand
why he did not answer me – after some time we arrived at the hospital, and I
saw everything they did in order to resuscitate me, at the same time I went
down the hallway to speak with this man who was covered in blood and was
trying to get up from the floor, I helped him and I asked him what had
happened to him, he told me he overdosed in order to take his own life, but
now he couldn’t move and no one was helping him, I think once in a while I
was back in my body for a second or so and I could see everything around me
but did not understand. This is a short description of what happened to me
during my first NDE.
NDE from
Suicide Attempt.
1618. Christine
A NDE
English
expanded version
5/3/2008
The first
scene I remember was that I was in my apartment bedroom (where my body
lay). My ceiling light was on and my body lie near the right side of my
bed. I was on the left side of my bed, not up in the air, yet not on the
ground either. I saw several people knelt down around my body, so I
couldn't really even see myself. The people wore dark clothing, so I'm
assuming they were police. I think I saw one person with a white shirt
(EMT?). While I was watching the 'event' I was with two of my deceased
relatives: my grandfather's cousin, Aunt Kate (who was more like a
grandmother to me); and my Uncle Harry. In life, these were really the only
two members of my family (besides my mother) that I was close to. I loved
them very, very much. I don't remember ANY strong emotion at all during the
NDE. In fact, I felt almost emotionally detached from what was going on. I
was not elated, I was not frightened nor angry, etc. Just peaceful, calm,
and almost like accepting. But I 'knew' why Kate and Harry were there. I
knew that they were going to take me somewhere.
NDE
due to heart arrhythmia as a result of chemotherapy for leukemia.
1617. Angela P NDE & Meditation English expanded version
5/3/2008 From Tasmania I looked up and thought to myself that I was sure that I had turned the light off, when I had gone to be. I thought the light was coming closer to me and then thought I was dreaming. I looked down and saw myself and the sunshine through the window and realized I was not moving. I struggled inside me to move but could not until I heard this gasping sound which accompanied my arms moving and I opened my eyes and I could still hear this gasping when I realized it was the rush of air into my lungs. I was so terrified and utterly exhausted. I was surprised to find myself on the floor and lay down on the bed and slept.1616. Carol
M NDE & Possible NDE
English
expanded version
4/29/2008 From
Saudi Arabia Original in Spanish, translated to English by Rio. I began seeing everything white around me, like this
blank page to write on. At the same time I felt a presence as if someone
was with me and began explaining to me about some doubts I had at one
time. Not with words, but with images and perhaps telepathy since I do not
remember hearing a voice. But I could understand everything he said and it
was all so clear and obvious that I wondered how I could not have understood
this before and that my mother would also be happy to know it. I understood that everything good and bad happened for
a purpose. That God hopes the devil will understand that God is so good
that notwithstanding all the bad the devil does God is unable to cause harm
to him. When the devil understands such great love, this whole world system
will come to an end and all will know this other world that people such as I
try to describe so poorly. I understood that God is everywhere because the
material world hides what scientists so earnestly seek, even the smallest
part of material creation is God.
Experiencer has a masters degree, born in
Bolivia, and living in Saudi Arabia where the experience occurred.
The experience during child birth is a possible NDE, but the drowning
experience when she was 16 is a NDE.
1615.
DW Experience
English
expanded version
4/27/2008 I
loved it, but it had loved me first and I loved it for loving me. I wish that I
could explain how precious that was to me; To be wanted when I didn't even want
myself. I had just killed me. To be told I was not only desired as one to love,
but that it wanted me to love it. That I was sought out in such a way by one so
loving was more than I could understand. What greater love is there than a love
that reaches out to you and says, "I will always love you", then shows you all
they are, not knowing if, in the telling, something will make you judge them
someone you can't love. It made itself vulnerable to my rejection. How could I
not love a being that trusted me with all of it's true self? That being already
KNEW me before I arrived there. It chose to love me and wanted me to love it,
KNOWING all of it. I wasn't asked to love blindly. I was showed the self that
wanted me to love it. It wanted to be chosen by me as one that I would love. It
had loved me before I was human, it loved me before I was born, it loved me
being back with it, but most of all, it loved that I loved it, too. It was joy
filled that I loved it. I was in a state of bliss from the love we shared. So
was my new friend, the Divine Loving Being. Our perfect understanding in
complete Love was, and could only be, Divine. I was HOME. That is what it felt
like, the ultimate homecoming. I was where I was meant to be. I fit perfectly
there. I was so glad to be there, loving with that being. "It was where I was
meant to be" is as close as I can put it. To be together with that other, loving
self was the perfect place for me to exist.
NDE due to suicide
attempt. Note From Dr. Jeff: "This is among the most profound NDEs ever
shared. I encourage EVERYONE to read this."
1614.
Bonnie J
Experience
English
expanded version
4/27/2008 The
next thing I sensed was a surreal feeling of floating high, high in the sky. I
had all of my senses though I felt I no longer had a body. All around me was
bright, bright light and I sensed so much love I felt as if I'd never ever felt
before - quiet, peace, serene contentment, no pain, now worry, just a tremendous
sense of BEING - of me BEING. I hear (sensed) love, joy, peace, contentment. I
floated without seeing anyone (relatives that had passed away). But, if this
makes sense, I FELT God's presence. Then I sensed (heard - I hesitate to
describe the event with our human terms because I never HEARD anything yet I
know I was asked) a question. The question was: 'Are you ready Joyce?'. I
struggled with the answer and then I was shown my graveside. The grass around
my burial plot was vivid, vivid green, the sky was blue, there was a gentle
breeze - I even heard a bird sing. People were leaving the coffin for their
cars. The only 3 people left by my coffin were my husband, my daughter then
aged 3 and my son then aged 17 months. AT THAT MOMENT I KNEW I could not leave
my children - I telepathed my answer, "NO".
NDE due
to boating accident.
1613.
Sylvia P Experience
English
expanded version
4/27/2008
I believe this
occurred during the emergency, exploratory surgery to save my life. I later
found out that during the surgery my body started to 'shut down.' My experience
was that I was in the dark, lying down, but I felt very comfortable. I was
experiencing total comfort and not afraid in any way. A figure walked in (
although dark, I could see him). He was someone that I had know as an
acquaintace all my life and about the age my father would have been. This
person had passed away several years ago. He sat down beside me, not facing me,
and reached for and held my hand. After some period of time he tugged on my
hand and I said, "I am not ready to go with you." He very gently paced my hand
back by my side, and walked into the darkness very slowly. He never said a word
nor did he turn his face to me, but I knew him. After he left, I remember
nothing until I woke up the next day on the ventilator.
NDE
associated with surgery.
1612.
Kathleen S Experience
English
expanded version
4/24/2008
TOOK AN
OVERDOSE OF INSULIN. I THEN PASSED OUT AND LLOYD PUT ME IN THE CAR AND TOOK ME
TO THE HOSPITAL. I DO NOT REMEMBER ANY OF THIS BUT I REMEMBER WAKING UP WITH
MYSELF SITTING IN THE CORNER AND WATCHING A SHEET BEING PULLED OVER MY HEAD AND
THEN MY SPIRIT FOLLOWED THE DOCTOR OUTSIDE INTO THE WAITING ROOM AND THE
DOCTOR TOLD MY HUSBAND THAT I HAD 2 HEART ATTACKS IN 5 MINUTES AND I DIED. MY
SPIRIT THEN FOLLOWED MY HUSBAND OUTSIDE AND HE PUNCHED THE BUILDING AND SCREAMED
NO, NO, NO AND HE SCREAMED AT THE SKY AND SAID WHY GOD WHY? I REMEMBER MY UNCLE
RICHARD MY AUNT MARY AND MY GRANDMA AND GRANDPA WERE WAITING FOR ME WHEN I WENT
THROUGH THE WHITE LIGHT. THEY SAID YOU NEED TO GO BACK BECAUSE YOUR CHILDREN AND
YOUR FAMILY NEED YOU HERE ON EARTH NOT IN HEAVEN YET. IT WAS A VERY NICE RIDE
THROUGH THE WHITE LIGHT AND I DID NOT WANT TO COME BACK
NDE due
to insulin overdose.
1611.
Sandra H Experience
English
expanded version
4/24/2008
I was then
floating down the river on my back but I was watching myself from above rather
than actually experiencing what I saw. I could see myself gurgling and coughing
up water but it was immediately being replaced by new waves of water and I
looked as though I was choking while trying to breathe. Watching the water fill
and float across my open mouth looked odd to me from my aerial view but I
couldn’t quite figure out why; it was like watching a movie in slow motion. I
remember telling myself to try to calm down and take calm breaths. I knew I was
supposed to turn my body so that my feet were pointing down stream and to use my
arms as ballast but I didn't maneuver and I couldn’t really figure out why I
wasn’t doing what I had been taught. I could see my toes sticking above the
water but my arms were completely at the mercy of the rapids as they hung at my
sides quite a bit under the water. Although I was being bumped around a lot, I
couldn't see anything from my physical body and it seemed to be very quiet as I
was floating head first down the river.
NDE due
to drowning.
1610.
Jenny E Experience
English
expanded version
4/24/2008 While
in the throes of a bad car accident, my deceased grandfather (that I was
extremely close to) came to me. At the time, I was 22 years old and working in
Manhattan. I was just about to rent my first apartment away from my family. As
the impact was happening, all of the events surrounding my life at the time went
through my head (mainly the rental of a new apartment). My beloved grandfather
came to me with his arms and took me out of the wreckage. I had no seat belt on
and at the time, many of my friend who had see the car thought that I had died
in the wreckage (It was that bad!). I survived by the grace of my grandfather
and I'll never forget it… I was looking down upon the wreckage.
NDE due to auto accident.
1609.
Hafur Experience
English
expanded version
4/19/2008
From Mexico
Original in Spanish, translated to English by Rio.
The figure on my right, who was guiding
me, stopped and I could not see his face and as though we were at a small,
enclosed beach, there was a hill that served as a place for projecting my
life from beginning to end several times. At first rapidly and afterwards
more slowly. It was amazing how my life was shown with events I had
completely forgotten about and others that were so insignificant that it
felt like I was seeing each frame of the personal movie of my life on
earth. I realized that I understood
everything with a great clarity and super-lucidity I had never experienced
before. I discovered that I had personally chosen to take on a physical
body and have the life experiences I was having. I realized I had wasted time in
suffering and what I should have been doing was using my freedom to choose
true love, and not pain, in all that came into my life.
Exceptional NDE! She met her twin
flame too!
1608.
Ryland D Fear Death Experience
English
expanded version
4/19/2008
From Australia
When
I got sucked into the drainpipe, the instant I knew I was in trouble, my life
flashed before my eyes not like a movie with scenes in it. It all happened
in an instant - you remember your whole life and what you have done. It is
a very peaceful feeling, (besides from the trauma of almost drowning) everything
was very relaxed and calm. It felt like I was underwater at least 10
minutes before I blacked out, but only 2 minutes had actually passed. Then
I could feel nothing; like my brain wasn't working at all, for I don't how long.
Then suddenly with a flash of white light, I came to as I was being pulled out
of the water but I could not see anything but white light for 5 minutes.
Afterwards everything just looked new to me, like the trees and grass and
everything looked so much brighter and vibrant for a day at least. Now I
feel so much better about life like the event changed the way I feel.
Near
drowning. Life review apparently began prior to loss of consciousness. Age
16.
1607.
Matthew L Probable NDE
English
expanded version
4/19/2008 There
was no sound. No movement. I was frozen in time, in the moment. I had no pain,
just a feeling of astonishment. It felt as if someone was holding me up in that
river, keeping me afloat. I felt love, and friendship. Then there was this
booming, loud voice. It said," you can sit up and fight to live, or you can lay
back and die." There was no judgment in the voice, no right or wrong answer. For
me, I know what the answer was immediately, because I was young, and there were
things left for me to do in life. So I chose to live, and at that moment, I was
thrown back forcibly into life, violently. I had no breath in my lung, for the
other one was punctured. I struggled to breath. I struggled for well over a
minute to get air into my lungs, and when I was about to pass out, breath came
flowing into my lung. Then I knew that I had a fighting chance to live.
Definitely NDE-like, but not
sure if there was a clear separation of consciousness.
1606.
Donna S Probable NDE
English
expanded version
4/19/2008 When
I flat lined at first there was nothing. Then there was an extraordinary bright
(white) light. Very, very, bright. Then it started to change to a beautiful
blue. An indescribable blue. Then suddenly I was back. The Dr.'s had to shock
me back to life. The first thing the nurse to my left said to me was did I see
the light. When I came back I was very emotional and crying. I didn't even know
what had happened. They had to remind where I was and why I was there. The
word children was in my head right away and I couldn't stop thinking about the
word children for weeks. I was also depressed. When I was at home recovering my
dreams at night were about angels. I was really seeing them a lot in my dreams
when I slept. The experience put question toward my beliefs.
She had an experience during
cardiac arrest, but did not experience a separation of consciousness.
1605.
Kimberly
F Experience
English
expanded version
4/19/2008 I
was promptly told "You can not come home yet." I continued to try and go forward
and it kept telling me "No, not yet, it is not your time." I then felt
compelled to turn and look back at the tunnel and that was when I was
transported back through and out the other side of it. I looked down and that's
when I saw them bringing that paddle machine over to my body. I saw the doctor
grab the paddles, say something to the person standing next to it, they turned
some knobs, the Dr. put them on my chest and hit me once with the shock. I saw
my body jump but I felt nothing. I then saw the Dr. say something to them
again, they moved the knobs again and he hit me a second time....nothing. Then,
I saw the Dr. put the paddles together for a moment (as if saying a prayer) and
then said something to the person again....the person shook their head in
disagreement but went ahead at the Dr's insistence and moved the knobs again.
When he hit me the third time I awoke in ICU. My parents were told by the Dr.
that I had died, I was what they call "sheet-faced" and he took a chance by
hitting me with the paddles a third time. He admitted to not being a really
religious man but he said he felt he was being told not to quit...so he didn't.
NDE due
to being shot in chest with shotgun at age 12.
1604.
Karen H Experience
English
expanded version
4/19/2008 In
the last couple of years before Christmas 2006, I'd lost my husband, home,
horses, dogs, and my car. The last two days before Christmas 2006, I lost my
job. I was fired about 10:00am. I gathered my things from my desk, marched to
my car and drove to the house where I'd rented a room. I swallowed sleeping
pills and klonopin. After vomiting once or twice, I wrote a note and lay down
to die… During the time I was out, I remember being in a pitch black void, with
me glowing softly within it. I felt complete relief, love, warmth, security,
acceptance and lots of other things that I can't really describe. I was able to
surrender to this darkness without fear. Since I don't have family or children,
I had a feeling that it was OK that I stay in that void forever; everything
would have gone on without me just fine… I have very, very bad eyes (almost
legally blind) and I could see myself and my "glow" very clearly.
NDE due
to suicide attempt.
1603.
Lesley B Experience
English
expanded version
4/19/2008
From Australia
As a family we had gone for a swim the pool. I was left in there and although I
had floaties on my face was under the water. My Uncle said that I had been there
for 6 minutes. He pulled me out and could not feel a pulse. The walls of the
swimming pool were peeling away. I was standing on the bottom of the pool and
stamping my feet alternately in excitement. It felt like I was at the door of a
birthday party (I was 3) and the door was about to be opened and inside were all
the children having fun and enjoying themselves with all the presents and party
food and games. I saw lovely green grass like a field and big trees. I couldn't
hear the birds though. I wanted to go in but my relatives said to me that it was
not time yet and to go back and behave myself. I was disappointed as I wanted to
stay.
NDE due
to drowning at age 3.
1602.
Chad Experience
English
expanded version
4/19/2008
Then it
got all warm and I realized I was dying. It was me there. All of the
horrific pain was gone. I felt better than I had ever felt before like a
peaceful deep sleep feels. Disconnected. I felt happy. All of the
sound started to get further and further away. The next series of events
happened in what felt like about 2 or three months, but was actually about 15
minutes. No one came to me or anything like that, but more like a movie of
what I wanted in life. The girl I liked at the time was my wife which came
true 2 years later. Kind of like if I had complete control of the future,
I got to build the perfect life. Then what felt like a ton of bricks fell
from the highest building onto my chest like three times in a row about 10
seconds apart.
NDE due
to his car being hit by a truck.
1601.
Selina Experience
English
expanded version
4/19/2008
From Australia
On passing out, I felt a sudden rush past many peoples faces. the were taking at
me but couldn't understand what was being said. Finally reached end of light to
be kissed and sent back…. As I reached the white light I received a kiss -
distinct sound… My mother had passed the day before and I believe it was her
that kissed me.
NDE
during childbirth when she passed out.
1600.
Bonnie G Experience
English
expanded version
4/18/2008
From Canada
I
put on the brakes, but the van went sideways, fishtailed and then rolled about
4-6 times, landing upside down. I was aware that I was on the roof of the van,
by the sun roof, green foliage was visible. Slowly I felt my body lifting away
and in that moment, travelled through a starry tunnel/portal quickly, there I
stopped floating, in what was a kind of a void. I felt not one Presence but
several, maybe 3 or 4 and a feeling that in the void there, even my brother,
Terry, who died one year prior at age 29 was there somehow. It was so peaceful,
as if floating, like in that space just before falling asleep, tranquil, yet
aware at the same time. These Presences said in a language that had no words, it
wasn't my time yet, there was still much for me to do. My brother had said that
when he died he did choose to go when asked, but for me I wasn't going yet. It
just was not my time.
NDE due
to auto accident.
1599.
Sanz
Probable NDE
English
expanded version
4/18/2008
From France
It was in the course of the surgical operation after the anesthesia, normally I
shouldn't have felt anything (Previously I already had 4 surgeries) but suddenly
I felt a very strong pain in the chest, as if my heart was taken off from my
body and at the same time, a continuous sharp sound like a buzzer. Then the pain
stopped as well as the sound, and I was sliding down a kind of black hall with a
light at the bottom looking as a cotton material or steam appearance (difficult
to describe) I didn't see any presence but heard voices as if several people
were whispering together (male and female): here she is coming, she is
coming...and suddenly another voice, a male voice, much louder and with an
authoritarian tone said : no it's too early. That's it.
Not sure this was
lucid. She says she had less consciousness and alertness than normal. They did
heart studies on her, but uncertain if she had a cardiac arrest.
1598.
Harriet K Experience
English
expanded version
4/18/2008
I clearly remember watching
the angiogram as it was taking place--a person was holding my hand, there was a
large square machine above me, and several people at the foot of the bed on the
right-hand side. I was still comatose, and I was watching it from the left
upper corner of the room. When I described it to my father several years later,
he went white--I had exactly described the angiogram: the description of the
machinery was accurate, the people at the foot of the bed were doctors, and my
father was the one holding my hand. The angiogram was intended to pinpoint the
abscess--I had been in a coma for 4 weeks, and an EEG the night before had shown
a somewhat fuzzy outline of the abscess. My parents had been told that without
surgery, I would either die or be left a vegetable--if the abscess opened, it
would open quickly and overwhelm my system. But overnight, the abscess
literally disappeared--when the results of the angiogram came back, the abscess
was gone. Needless to say, I survived, and I went on to graduate from law
school.
NDE at age 7 while in coma
during angiogram for brain abscess.
1597.
Minerva Experience
English
expanded version
4/18/2008
I kept telling the ER nurse
that I couldn't breath. All of a sudden, it was very bright in the room. I was
floating over my body. The nurse went to the doorway and shouted "code blue".
The equipment was making a horrible screeching sound. The light outside my ER
room was flashing. My mom was standing by the door holding my son (who was 6
months old at the time) A male nurse jumped on top of me and started CPR, as a
couple other medical staff started rolling me out of the room and down the
hall. I stayed with my mom as my body was being wheeled down the hall. When I
left my body, it felt as if a hook from the center of my back pulled my soul
back and up out of my body. I wanted to stay with my mom and my son, but the
angel (I didn't see the face told me I must go) I went through a bright tunnel
up to the most beautiful place I had ever seen. My grandma was there, although
I don't remember seeing her face I feel she was there. There were many angels
there. No one was talking using words, it was like all the talking was done
through our thoughts.
ADC from deceased father. NDE from assault by former husband.
1596.
Cyndi G Experience
English
expanded version
4/18/2008 I
was above myself drifting upwards and away. I felt very calm and wanted to go
towards this beautiful space. That I still have trouble relating to. The dr.
told me that they could not get my heart going and kept me open for almost 4
hours ..They had lost me several times... I saw them working on me but what was
so strange or beautiful was that there were people all around the operating
table standing behind the Operation Room crew and doctors working on me. They
had these very long very white robes on to the floor and all had hoods coming
almost over their heads. the robes were pointed at the top of the hood. I could
not see there faces except for ONE ...He stood at my head as I was floating
above them going farther and farther away, he raised his head and looked up to
me it was The face of my Father...He had died 10 months earlier…
NDE
while under general anesthesia for heart surgery at Mayo Clinic.
1595.
Roseann Experience
English
expanded version
4/17/2008
Original in
German, Translated into English by Iris.
About two hours
later, after the ward round, I asked her what she meant by referring to the
letter. She responded that she sensed from what I had written how much I liked
my mother and she described me in detail what I had written. I insisted on the
question how she could know about all this and she told me that she had watched
me from above, from the ceiling. I had written the letter at a desk and worn a
green bath robe. I wanted to know if she could speak Spanish. She said that she
did not speak Spanish but she again accurately described what I had written. She
described my pen, how everything was arranged on my desk, the writing pad which
all exactly matched how it really was. She even could describe the Roman style
of my chair. I asked quite desperately: “How can this be possible?” “I do not
know, I have never experienced anything like that”, she answered. I could not
find an explanation and finished the conversation.
This is a second-hand report, but what
a REPORT!
1594. Jaqueline NDE English expanded version 4/17/2008 Original in Spanish, translated to English by Eva. I answered, "Wow, if you knew how lovely it was to be there with my Mama; well, I didn't feel pain, or anything but yes it scared me very much, not being able to breathe but later I felt a relief and nothing hurt; it was a peace and an immense love that I felt in my heart and my soul, knowing I had that experience and that even 'though the interval during which I couldn't breathe was horrible, after that was the most marvelous experience I'd had in my life; before, I was scared of death and now I don't feel the same; I give an infinity of thanksgiving to God for placing you and Linda as my angels who fought and fought even when it looked like there was no hope."
1593.
Maria N Fear Death Experience
English
expanded version
4/4/2008 From
Mexico, translated to English by Eva. Towards
me came a truck that would take my life. In that moment I saw myself enveloped
in an invisible bubble. I floated. I felt as if I'd entered another realm of
time. There was a tranquility, a peace, beautiful music in the environment. I
felt, at that moment, that I was in a wonderful place, full of peace and love.
There was no time--nothing. Only that peace, that love, that music. Something
protected me. I felt as if I'd always been there. Suddenly, I felt a tug on my
hand. It was my daughter who had removed me from the path of the truck that
would irremediably have killed me if she hadn't reacted in that manner. At that
moment I left the bubble and returned to reality.
Fear Death Experience.
1592.
Carolyn H NDE
English
expanded version
4/4/2008
I was looking into a huge
kaleidoscope. There were colors of soft blue .pink and yellows. They were
all spinning around and then there was a big pop. Then it went black . All
of a sudden a bright soft light appeared in the distance. I could see a figure
in the light but it was too far away to make it out at first. Standing right in
front of me was my mother, father and brother. MY parents looked 30 years
old and my brother about 16. The figure in the back ground started to come
closer. As It did I then realized it was God. He told me I am not
ready to come home.
Short, but a nice NDE.
1591.
Yvette P
NDE
English
expanded version
3/21/2008 From
India
I must
have cut a blood vessel since I was bleeding profusely. It was right next door
to a clinic and when my head was being sewed up under local anesthesia, I must
have lost consciousness. I remember a loud roaring in my ears and rushing
through a long, dark tunnel at the end of which was a very bright light. I
cried out loudly (or so it seemed to me) 'Not now, not now' and peed.
Fortunately I was having my periods then and was safely padded ! With that
shout, I came round and saw all the faces around me i.e. doctors, nurses, my
friends who were with me in the accident and my sister, all looking very normal
- and I was puzzled as I expected to have been asked what I meant by 'not now'.
Of course I myself would not have been able to answer that question at the time
!
NDE due
to unconsciousness while being sutured following injury. Relatively rare
non-Western NDE.
1590.
Sandra E
NDE
English
expanded version
3/21/2008
The doctor said
that I folded in half across it and then the back of my head touched the back of
my feet at which time I broke the ligaments in my back landing on the floor on
my back. The next thing that I remember is standing and the back of the house
not being there anymore. It was replaced by a very bright light that I could
sort of see through. I walked out of what was the back of the house taking
three steps thru the light. It felt like I was walking down a few steps.
Beyond the bright light was a intensely bright meadow with mountains beyond the
meadow. Everything was very beautiful and green and bright. There was a single
large tree offering a bit of shade and a lovely stream flowing a few yards from
the tree. I think it may have been an apple tree because it had bright red
"spots" in the foliage. Around the stream were animals drinking water. I
remember a deer and a squirrel on the other side of the stream and a rabbit on
my side. I sat down by the rabbit and gently put it in my lap petting it.
NDE at
age 11 due to fall.
1589.
Sara H
NDE
English
expanded version
3/21/2008
When Dr. F
pulled the line, blood started spurting out and that is when he called Code
Blue. I remember seeing the Light and how warm and beautiful it was. I wasn't
sure if it were coming to me or I was going to it. But the warm wonderful
feeling I had, I knew everything was alright. I loved the feeling. When I
did come back this doctor that was not my doctor, was there holding my hand.
They were sending my to ICU. This doctor was sent to be with me. I know that
the divine intervention was there. He took my family to the side and told them,
that he had seen Jesus at the foot of my bed and Jesus said "it is not her time"
that's when your grandmother squeezed my hand. All the nurses in the hospital
said how spiritual this guardian angel doctor was and how if anyone seen Jesus
it would be him. I know I was going to the other side.
NDE due
to complication of medical procedure.
1588.
Fanny L Probable Life-Threatening Event
English
expanded version
3/16/2008
I thought, I am
having a heart attack, but that can't happen. Not now. I got up and crushed and
swallowed some aspirin. I laid down and propped my legs up in order to have
better circulation. I kept feeling different things happening to my body, but I
kept fighting to hold on. Everything seemed to be going in slow motion. I kept
doing things to stay in my body like flexing my fingers and toes, trying to do
deep breathing, which was hard because I was struggling with that, and most
important, I would feel my son's face and hair, just to keep that connection. He
kept me going. I should have called 911, but I was afraid that if I left my
son's side, I would die. I was scared and I prayed to God. I told Him that I
knew He could save me, and that I needed to be alive to take care of my son.
There was a point when I left my body. I didn't exactly see, but was given the
knowledge that if I left now, my son would never recover from the experience. I
was uncertain of what was going to happen, but I knew that I wanted to stay
alive. I heard a familiar voice, although I can't quite remember who, saying;
"You must return now."
Probable heart attack. Felt
strong emotion. OBE.
1587.
Jennifer H Probable
NDE
English
expanded version
3/16/2008
From France
As soon as I
was under the anesthetic I seemed to travel at speed along a dark tunnel,
vortex. I reached the end on a sort of moving staircase. I was surrounded by
night stars (although the operation was taking place in the daytime) but it
appeared quite light. I was greeted at the top of the staircase by 7 or 8
people. They appeared silver. I knew that I knew and loved them, although I did
not recognize them. They were very happy to see me and I felt as though I had
come home. I do not know how long I was with them. What I did have was a very
strong knowledge that I understood EVERYTHING in the world. I knew the reason
for every mortal thing and felt a deep sense of peace. Finally I was embraced by
all but told I had to go back. I was devastated and didn't want to go. I had no
thought for my family on earth (although I had two small children and husband,
mother and sisters). They didn't enter my head. I was deeply upset at leaving. I
was told by one person. "It isn't the right time yet". Then I stepped back on
the staircase and started rushing back into my body. As I returned I was
conscious of losing the feeling of understanding everything and was desperate to
try and remember it - but it vanished. I came back into the world screaming. I
heard the doctors saying I was very distressed and then nothing more.
Emergency surgery after
poorly done hysterectomy. After anesthesia started, OBE into starry sky. Not
clear she nearly died, and a little unsure of timing of experience.
1586.
Kevin P
NDE
English
expanded version
3/16/2008
From Germany
Then I felt
like slowing down and being stopped in what
seemed absolutely like space near
the earth to me. At least that was what I would imagine from movies. Somewhere
near earth, but at least a little farther out than the moon, because earth was
not bigger than the moon usually is. I remember seeing Europe, Asia, Africa,
parts of North America and the northern Ice shelf through the clouds. I remember
being totally absorbed with that sight and wondering what is happening here to
me. While wondering about that I more felt than heard something like a voice
which sounded in me, asking something like: "Was machst/willst Du denn schon
hier? / What are you looking for/What do you want already here?"
Suicide
attempt, and was hit by train. Relatively rare OBE state where what he saw of
his injured body was not verified by his observations after the NDE (unless he
had an inexplicable partial healing).
1585.
Tammy R
NDE
English
expanded version
3/16/2008
I know it's
hard to believe at 3 yrs old going on 4 i can remember this but I was in a
severe car accident and next thing I know I'm going down this beautiful "Golden
Tunnel" at it felt like 100mph then I came to a sudden stop and this beautiful
"Golden Light" and that is when God spoke to me and told me my life would not be
easy but he would always be there for me and send many angels and at 16yrs old
the same thing happened but remember no words were ever spoken I just knew but
he told me I'm not ready and he's sending me back and not to ever try to take my
life again that is his decision to make and not mine and told me how much my
parents love me and to stop being selfish but I wanted to stay so bad.
Two
NDEs described. First age 3 due to accident. Second probable NDE at age 16 due
to suicide attempt.
1584.
Susan R
NDE
English
expanded version
3/16/2008
But any ways, this nurse, pumped
one bag of blood and started a new one. I had turned back to go to my
brothers, and it was then I heard another voice - a voice I had never heard, so
warm, it surrounded you, it touched you, it was love. He was telling me it
was not my time. I was on my knees and touching his robe. If love
had a scent that was it, so pure. I did not look up. It was like I
could not look up. I said, "I do not want to go back!" I begged. At
this time I began to understand my brother's words. They said, "Come here
sister." I remember that I did not want to let go of God's hem. My
oldest brother took my hand. I looked down at myself on that bed. I looked
back at my other brother, my twin, and he said, "They need you, go."
NDE from blood loss due to miscarriage. Declared dead.
1583.
Timothy M Possible
NDE
English
expanded version
3/16/2008
I was walking down a path in an
obvious direction away from a starting point. To my left and up about shoulder
height were people and scenes I recognized from events that had happened in my
life prior to were I was at the time. when I reached the point of the accident
that spawned this coma. When I reached the point of the accident I turned and
walked back past the events I had just witnessed. when I reached the last event
I entered a stone cottage and in the cottage were two very old beings they
reminded me of "Yoda" in the movie "Star Wars. These beings were to my right
and in front of me was a big picture window or opening. I could see a large
green meadow and there was a church down at the bottom of a hill. I wanted to go
out into it but the two beings said I could not. When I asked why they said "you
are not ready" I walked back down the path to the accident. This experience
stays fresh in my mind while I can't remember any thing else. I suffered a
Traumatic Brain Injury and have a really bad memory. I am no longer afraid of
dying I am sure there is more for us after this life.
Was in coma. Walking down path, saw
past scenes from his life. Can’t correlate time of life-threatening event with
experience. Could be ICU experience.
1582.
Matthew M Possible
NDE
English
expanded version
3/16/2008
the next thing
I remember was that I was on an airplane, or something similar, and there were
2 people with me a man and woman.. the man didn't say much, but the woman
talked w/ me, I forget about what, then I remember being in a doctors office,
my hand was paralyzed, and e injected me we/ something, and immediately it was
back to normal!! I know this sounds bad but I had sexual relations w/ 1 of the
"flight attendants", then I remember the girl who was with the guy came up to me
and said I couldn't go with them yet, but she will see me in the future. I
didn't know I was in a coma, which lasted 2 or 3 weeks. My question is, how did
I know my hand was paralyzed BEFORE I woke up from the coma! impossible, I now
suffer immense pain in my leg because my ankle is paralyzed, and the rest of the
muscles are compensating for the paralyzed part. Anyhow I KNOW there is an
afterlife, I caught a glimpse of it, remember it everyone DIES so this cant be
all there is. My experience was so real it took my dad 3 months to convince me
otherwise!!
Coma for several weeks.
Can’t correlate time of experience to time of injury. Could be ICU experience.
1581.
Bonnie C Probable
NDE
English
expanded version
3/16/2008
I see the three
maple trees in our yard adorned in leaves of every shade of the rainbow.
Yellow, golden, orange, rust, brown, reds, burgundy, greens, purple. So
beautiful the sight feels like music could burst forth. I'm moving "upward"
now, like a helium filled balloon, rising. Now I see the entire valley we live
in. Main street, church steeples, my school, the old Paper Mill, Blum's Shoe
Factory, F.A. Owen Publishing company, Kelly Brothers Nursery, the airport,
Foster Wheeler Corporation, Bernard McFadden's Hotel on East Hill. And most
striking of all, "the flats"....at the North end of town. This is a 10 acre
parcel of land that is pitch black with fine, silt-like soil and the site of an
old Indian Reservation long since abandoned. I'm looking at our village and I
feel like I'm a part of all of this. I belong here. I feel love rising from
the very ground. I'm struck by the beauty of this place. There is harmony,
purpose, reason for living here.
This is
almost certainly a NDE. Clinical death at three months of age due to illness.
At age 3 years recalled highly detailed experience consistent with a NDE. First
shared experience with mother about 42 years later who collaborated some
details. Shared 59 years after clinical death. Contributor is a nurse.
1580.
Robert I
NDE
English
expanded version
3/16/2008
The image of a
city started to appear as I got closer. The houses and lots were terraced, and
translucently outlined in a beautiful warm blue light. There were children
running and playing in the yards. As my feet landed firmly on the ground, people
started coming out or the dwellings toward me. The closer the people came, I
recognized my father first, who had passed away in 1969!! Then my Grandfather, Grandmother, Aunts, and Uncles that had passed
on. We formed a huddle arms over
shoulders, and the feeling of complete weightlessness.....No gravity I felt my
soul melding with the huddle. Without mouths moving, I relate it to mental
telepathy, a voice asked me if there was anything that I needed. I was at TOTAL
peace so there was nothing I needed.
NDE due
to “too deep” anesthesia. Collaborating this is the fact that anesthesiologists
generally do not wait in the recovery room for their patients after surgery is
complete.
1579.
Elisa P NDE
English
expanded version
3/15/2008 From
Italy. Original in Italian, translated to English by Barbara.
Suddenly I slide from
the wall and then all was dark around me, deep dark. I didn’t have a body, I was
immaterial. I had only my thought and stop, nothing all.
I forgot my body. The time
moved fast and I thinked very fast.
I saw me at 2 years
old, then at 4 in the sea, etc. suddenly my life it’s over and then I saw 3
slide of my probable future. In that moment I was very sad because I was death
and I know it clearly and I wanted to return at life to live a life plenty of
things. Slowly I saw a bright light around me, per instinct I know that was ‘the
line’, the ‘passage’ and if I passed through it I was death. I decided not to
pass into it because I wanted to live in my world and enjoy all things in it. In
this time I know all the energy into world, I know all. I began to pray…
Suddenly it was dark but a different dark and I began to feel my own body again
and then I open my eyes and saw the blue sky and I was ecstatic because I
returned in life. I was completely changed.
NDE
from a fall into a ravine.
1578.
Jaime M NDE
English
expanded version
3/11/2008 From
Columbia. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Eva.
In an instant, I
found myself in a patio of a two-story house and at the bottom at about
30 meters there were many people; there must have been 50; all were very
happy.
They
were listening to party music and all of them chanted my name: "Jaime,
Jaime". It seemed to be a "welcome" party; the place was very beautiful
with much light. I was imbued with a sense of fortune and happiness
that I'd never before felt with such intensity; without doubt the most
pleasant sensation of my life, as was the feeling of being welcomed--the
strongest of my life. I was
able to recognize my deceased mother among all those persons.
NDE from surgery complications.
1577.
Lynn
R Probable NDE
English
expanded version
3/9/2008 From
the UK.
I had no
recollection of "time" as in the conscious state so I am unclear when this event
took place. I am uncertain if it was while I had no pulse or remained in ICU. I
could not see my physical body and felt like I was more of a spiritual being. I
could see an illumine cent white/blue light that was a distance away from me. I
did not travel towards the light, but it was there. The only thing I could do
was rely on the feelings I was having. There were no spoken words and was just
an unspoken knowledge of what was occurring. I felt overwhelmingly calm, at
peace and very much reassured that I was okay and going to be okay. I remember
wondering why I was not travelling towards the light. I just knew that it was
not yet my time and I was experiencing what I was for comfort? Reassurance? Or
maybe just the knowledge of faith and a taste of what is expected at death? I
still don't know. I do not talk about this experience to many, nor have I told
many people. I still have many questions myself.
Respiratory arrest due to
asthma and 10 days in ICU. Not sure this experience occurred at the time of
imminent life-threatening event.
1576.
Lucinda
T Fear Death Experience
English
expanded version
3/9/2008 From
the UK. I
naturally assumed I was surely to die. At this stage I saw five amazingly
spiritually beautiful people coming towards me, full of vigor, with a lift in
the stride, and the light played around them which was emanating from them. They
were in white and pale clothes, and one lady had a white dress with material
with a blue floral pattern inset. The man slightly in front had fair hair,
parted. He already knew exactly how I had come to be there; I was relieved by
this. They were amazingly friendly and warm, and I was so pleased to meet them,
and still feel really fond of them. I had never seen any of them before. They
were warmer, kinder, more gracious and more alive, at one with their purpose,
than anyone I have ever met on earth. But I said to God that I had four
children, and that this didn't seem the right time.
At risk
of drowning, but not clearly unconscious due to drowning.
1575. Lindsey S NDE English expanded version
3/2/2008 Then suddenly there was a tremendous crash as if a bomb had hit the ground. Everything went black, I found myself in a void of total nothingness and before I knew it I felt such peace and a sense of floating. There were thousands of soul's floating around. I felt their emptiness and feeling of solitude and loneliness as if they were stuck in limbo. Then my father was there to greet me, he was smiling and guiding me through all of the many lost souls. Everything happened so fast, as if a million episodes were to be put into a time frame of a minute. There was no time in this world and I found myself only in space. A sense of great peace was coming from a light above the lost souls and it drew me in. I wanted only to be in that light where the incredible and profound feeling of peace was coming from, this was my only focus. It was easy to move through the layers of evolution in the spiritual world. I experienced many layers not knowing what they meant not realizing I had died nor had I felt I had a family I left behind. The peace was all that I felt drawn to.1574.
Shelley S
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 I
remember feeling panicked, afraid and then nothing. I watched in a strange
silent stillness as they worked on me. I could not make sense of it all until
"it" arrived. I don't know the words to use to describe "it" just that I got the
message in the form of scenes, like video clips of what I needed to know. Some
was of the future, only I did not realize that then; and the rest was more like
instructions or explanations of what was to come. And then without words but
still I heard; "it" sent me back and I knew why with such utter clarity. When I
took my first breath I knew why, it all seemed so clear and then I slept.
NDE due
to auto accident. Remarkable gifts of future vision and empathic understanding
following NDE.
1573.
Andy D
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 I
had a massive heart attack with 100% blockage in my right coronary artery.
Actual clinical death occurred twice, once in the ambulance on the two hour ride
to the hospital. The first event is not as clear in my memory, very hard relay
it's feeling. The second event is still very clear and happened on the operating
table. I have a hard time putting it in words but here goes. All sound and
vision slowly closed in and eventually stopped all together, both at once. A
feeling of great relief and a knowledge that everything would be alright came to
me. I am not a person who ever feels much joy or happiness but that is what it
must be like. Total bliss with absolute peace. The event ended similarly to the
way it started only opposite. Slowly a white noise static type sound began and
got louder and louder until a feeling of a thud then I came back.
NDE
following heart attack.
1572.
Lisa H
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 I
remember being in and out of consciousness, trying to look around to see what
was going on, until I slipped into almost a peaceful sleep, I was not afraid or
worried. I seen what looked to be a very bright light all around me, it was
beautiful. I seen what seemed to me as angel wings around me, I could not make
out any faces, just knew they were there. One that really stood out to me was an
angel so bright that was right in front of me, she had on what looked to be an
African necklace. What seemed to me standing there with her a very long time,
which actually was only a few minutes, but her necklace is what continues to
this day to stand out to me.
NDE due
to surgical complication.
1571.
Amber D
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 I
see myself walking down a HUGE yellow, tunnel which seems to be made of yellow
glass or light, the whole thing is glowing. It's like being in something the
size of an airplane hanger, only taller, and as I mentioned it is a great big
tunnel. I'm peacefully walking along, going to my death... Of course as
humans we are very reliant on the breath, on air... breathing. Yet I realize
that I am not breathing anymore, only rather than producing terror as I had
always imagined not breathing would do, instead its an incredibly blissful
feeling! That experience of the bliss of living without the breath was a huge
relief and is a big part of the reason for a lessening of my fear of death since
the experience of the NDE in my life...
NDE due
to illness and possibly water intoxication.
1570.
Kate D
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 From
Canada
I was
unconscious for about seven hours. The experience happened right before I woke
up in the emergency room. This is what I felt and what I saw. I was sitting on
my grandfather's lap, ( who has been deceased since I have been 8 yrs. old) in
the kitchen of the house he used to reside with my grandmother. I was happy to
be with him, to see him again after so long and I had felt so at peace just
sitting with him on his lap. As I was sitting there, I noticed his arm's come
above me and he placed a wooden box in front of me onto the table in the
kitchen. It almost looked like a small, intricately carved jewelry box. As he
had placed it on the table, his hands opened the wooden box slowly- as if to
gain my interest as to what was inside. As he opened the box, glowing white
light emerged from it. It felt magical as it appeared and I slowly bent my head
down into the box to see what was inside.
NDE due
to overdose of GHB (Gamma hydroxy butyrate, an illicit drug).
1569.
Baldwin R
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 I
was laying on wet ground that was rather cold. The ground sloped upward, I
used all my strength to stand up. When I did I realized I was in a tunnel. Up
ahead I saw Numerous people. As I started walking toward them and old lady came
toward me. This 30 years later I figured out was my mother's Aunt Mary. She led
me through the tunnel past some people, to A soldier In a formal uniform with
decorations etc. But the uniform seemed strange it was not like mine and he
wore spats or leggings. After that Aunt Mary took me to the right towards a
bright light that got brighter as we approached it. There through an arch or
gate I saw; many people smiling.
NDE due
to severe pneumonia.
1568.
William T
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 It
was as though I was stuck in an clean, approximately 8 Ft. Diameter pipe with
the brightest white light at one end and completely pitch dark on the other end.
I sat at the end of the pipe closest to the light and wrapped my arms around my
knees. I was crying but did not feel scared. The light was somewhat comforting
to me, however, I was not certain what to do, or how far I could go into the
light. I recall resting, and perhaps falling asleep, in this position. Then I
recall watching my brother and a neighbor (friend), carrying something into the
house. (I realized later that they were carrying my unconscious body into the
house). After regaining consciousness I found myself in my bed, crying.
NDE due
to head injury at age 9.
1567.
Dian C Possible
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 Eventually
I was called back into the back part of the ER and then went to surgery. At some
point I slipped back into the experience and found myself in a "class" with
several other beings. It was kind of a neutral place similar to the physical
plane. There was a large building that looked somewhat like an outdoor tent
similar to the ones rented for vendor space only this took up an area about the
size of a city block. There were tables with a variety of “tools” which went to
the 100 or so students. Each of the students got one and knew which one we
needed to take. These "tools" all had different functions. Also, the students
were divided in groups of three except for mine which was one being and me. It
seemed that both of us were last minute additions to the class. There were
several instructors and it always seemed that we got the instruction we needed
(never having to wait until an instructor was available). The being I worked
with had a tool which could make constructs which could contain and manipulate
metaphysical energy. I had a healing tool but it wasn’t physical-it seemed to do
emotional healing. It wasn’t your typical college class. All the content was
experiential and it did not matter how long it took us to “get it” since time
did not work the same way as it does here and some of the tools were more
complex than others requiring more time to learn what we needed to learn from
using the tool.
Burst
appendicitis. Several experiences. Very ill, but no clear imminent
life-threatening event. Experiences totaled 8 months in duration.
1566.
Janet N
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 From
Kenya
When
I passed out I felt a strong force drifting me away to higher ground. then I
came to again. when I opened my eyes, I saw my brother carrying me to the car
then I passed out again. this time I was breathing hard when allover a sudden I
breathed one last breath. this time I found myself in a void. I don't know where
that was but I felt as if something was lifting me higher. in the background I
could hear my brother calling out my name and screaming to my father that I
wasn't breathing. it felt as if he was miles away. then all went quiet and I saw
a big tunnel or something like a whole growing bigger and getting closer as it
got closer, a light was appearing. at first I was frightened but the a sudden
wave of calmness appeared as the light got lighter and the tunnel got wider. I
suddenly thought to myself where was I going and started fighting back.
NDE due
to pneumonia in association with malaria and typhoid. From native of Kenya,
with NDE occurring in Kenya.
1565.
Daniel T
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 I
felt all the pain in my lungs reside and felt comfortable, then I felt warm. I
remember going through a tunnel, the best way I can describe the tunnel is if
you were to place two horseshoes together at the u part and bolts of light were
shooting out from the ends. As I was floating I saw orbs of light and as I
passed I saw people's faces which I did not recognize. As I got to the end of
the tunnel the only face that I recognized was my Granny Wilson's. My Granny
Wilson had died in the mid-40's and I had seen her picture on numerous
occasions. As soon as I saw her I knew who she was. As I passed by her, going
towards the bolts of lights, the bolts of light stopped. Then I found myself
buried up to my neck, and all I saw was a whole bunch of people around me also
buried up to their necks. Again I did not recognize anyone. At this point I
felt frightened. I was able to look to the left and look at the light and feel
warmth, then I would look to the right and saw a black hole and felt cold. As
this was happening I heard a buzzing sound. Then I heard my Grandpa's voice
this is what he said, "Breathe Dan, just take a breath."
NDE due
to complications of pulmonary embolism.
1564.
Donald M
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 From
Canada
I stole my dad's car and drag raced a friend on a back road. I lost control and
went into the ditch. everything went black and then I could see myself slumped
over the floor console in the car from inside the roof of the car. all I could
think of is who is that? Things went black again and then I could feel and see I
was floating through a field and all I could think of is I had to see my sister
and say goodbye. Things went black again and then I saw the tunnel and the
light. It was a warm feeling, hard to describe. I heard a lot of voices of men,
but the loudest was a woman saying "it's not your time go back." I felt
disappointment by that. then things went black again and that's when I came to
in the car.
NDE due
to auto accident at age 15.
1563.
Michelle
P
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 I
felt so blissful and whole...full of the most love I had ever experienced. I
thought to myself," If this is dying, then its not as bad as everyone thinks it
is" Then I saw a light from "above" me. It was pulling me away from the room. I
figured it was okay to just let this happen, to go with the flow and except
whatever was to be. The light was getting brighter engulfing my body...body? I
had no body. It stayed back down in that damp room. I realized that I was dead
physically but mentally I was still alive. My soul was now my "body". I looked
up into the light. I could see someone beckoning me to come. He was there at the
end of this lit tunnel. Then I heard a voice. It was a man's voice. He asked me
if I was ready. I felt so good. It was so easy.
NDE due
to being shot.
1562.
Mary Jo R
NDE
English
expanded version
3/2/2008 I
knew it was God because he was an omnipotent being. Not like a person...much
less limited in form. I did not see God but felt him through my skin. He spoke
through all of my senses. He called me by name and told me I could not stay. I
protested. I told him all of my services on earth (working 24/7, not much money
for my work, a good wife, a good mother) I did not want to leave this place.
Then God asked me...He said "let me ask you one question". "Have you ever loved
another person the way you have been loved here". The love I had received in
that time was so overpowering...I had never felt anything like it so I answered
God honestly. I said, "No...it is impossible...I am just a human, you are God".
He gave me the illusion of a sweet protective chuckle. He then said, "Mary, you
can do better". I woke up to my husband shaking my arm and crying...telling me I
was very sick and they were going to have to take me to surgery.
NDE due
to cerebral aneurysm.
1561. Lela L NDE English expanded version 3/2/2008 At the time of the hanging It was my weight was cutting off circulation to my brain. I could have gotten up at anytime I wanted to but chose not to. All I remember is I started floating down at a good pace down a dark tunnel filled with jewel toned lights. Like they were bricks lining the tunnel and a black hole at the end. I wasn't afraid or didn't feel anything. It was strange? I could hear my friends that were alive telling me no Sue, no Sue. When I came to the wire had broke and I was laying on the fl