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FOR THE NEXT 11 DAYS - PASSING MY 5TH BIRTHDAY - I COULDN'T BEAR THE LIGHT AND WAS VERY DROWSY. THE DAY I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL MY FAMILY WAS TO FLY TO MINNESOTA AND MY MOTHER NAGGED MY FATHER TO TAKE ME BY A DOCTOR THE NEIGHBOR RECOMMENDED. (OUR NEIGHBOR WAS A NEUROSURGEON. HIS SON PASSED AWAY IN HIS SLEEP AT HARVARD UNIV. FROM HITTING HIS HEAD ON A MARBLE FLOOR.. WITHIN 24 HRS HIS BRAIN HEMORRHAGED.) ON THE WAY TO THE AIRPORT WE STOPPED AT TEXAS CHILDREN'S HOSP. TO SEE THE DR. HE CAME IN AND I WAS ON THE TABLE WITH THE PAPER ON IT , YOU KNOW THE ONE. HE GOT A PEN LIGHT OUT OF HIS POCKET AND LOOKED ME IN THE EYES AS IT PASSED .. HE NEVER STOPPED LOOKING ME DEAD IN THE EYES..

HE PAT ME ON THE KNEE AND SAID "EVER THING IS GOING TO BE OK". HE SAID A NURSE WOULD BE IN TO GIVE NE A SHOT.. I ALWAYS GOT SHOTS ANY TIME I GOT A CUT .. CO I WAS READY WHEN SHE CAME IN , GAVE ME A SHOT AND I WAS OUT...

DURING THE SURGERY I LOST ALL VITALS AND BRAIN ACTIVITY FOR 16 SECONDS THEY WERE ABOUT TO CALL IT I GUESS WHEN MY HEART STARTED HEATING AGAIN.

I BELIEVE IT IS IN THIS TIME I SAY IT

 I SAW MY SELF ON A DOCTORS TABLE. I WAS ABOUT 50-60 FT AWAY FROM MYSELF. THERE WERE NO FLOORS, NO CEILING, NO NO WALLS AND AS I SAT THERE I COULD SEE WHAT I THOUGHT WAS MY SISTER START TO APPROACH FROM THE OTHER SIDE WALKING ABOUT 40FT UP TO ME ON THE TABLE. WE WERE BOTH IN WHITE ROBES. WHEN SHE CAME TO ME AT THE TABLE I THEN RETURNED TO MY BODY BECAUSE I SAW HERE IN FRONT OF ME ON THE TABLE. SHE PAT MY KNEE AND TOLD ME "EVERY THING IS GOING TO BE OK". I WOKE IN ICU BALD AND SCARED AND THIS NURSE WANTED ME TO PEE IN THIS PAN.. I STARTED TO CRY AND THE DOSED ME UP SO I WOULDN'T MOVE I GUESS THE NEXT THING I REMEMBER WAS WAKING BRIEFLY IN MY HOSPITAL ROOM MY MOTHER BESIDE THE BED ON HER KNEES PRAYING.  I NEVER WILL FORGET THE DREAM I CALL IT .. I MADE A FULL RECOVERY ..

5 CHILDREN I KNEW AS A CHILD DIED OF THE SAME TRAUMA WITH IN 24 HRS .. HOW I LIVED FOR 11 DAYS ONLY GOD KNOWS.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           SEDATED AND IN SURGERY

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   I CALL IT A DREAM THOUGH I DON'T THINK IT WAS.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

I WAS IN A WHITE ROPE AND SAW MYSELF FROM 50-60FT AWAY. THERE SEEMED TO BE COLOR BUT KNOW WALL, CEILING OR FLOOR.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           JUST THE VOICE OF THE OTHER PER SON AT THE TABLE SAY.. "EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK".

Did you see a light?           Uncertain, JUST WHITE VOID IN LUE OF WALLS.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

I THOUGHT IT WAS MY OLDER SISTER BUT THE PERSON AT THE TABLE WAS A FULL GROWN FEMALE WEARING A WHITE ROPE.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Uncertain, A LOT OF DE SHAH VO

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

EVENTUAL FELT MORE OF A LIFE'S PURPOSE.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes. I HAVE A TESTIMONY

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes