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Alejandro M Near Death Experience
When I was 8 years old my parents decided to have some blood tests done on me to see if I was ill. We went to a clinic near our home and after they took my blood, I passed out due to low blood pressure, according to the doctors who attended me. After a certain time went by, I lost consciousness, but the magnificent thing was that during that period of unconsciousness I entered into an arc of light. It was like traveling through thousands of luminous arcs, extremely beautiful, their radiance seemed to increase during the time I traveled through them.
The landscape was illusory, it was a true delight to see that world. Everybody there was young. There were all races present, including some that had an orange skin, the color of bronze. But seeing those people wasn't the most surprising thing. Rather it was that their bodies seemed to be made of porcelain, not because of the color but because their skin was so soft and smooth. I remember this because my grandma had some small statues made of a material that was similar. But the people there even seemed to have a subtle shining light around them.
One person who looked like a woman of medium height asked me what I was doing there. I answered that I didn't know, that I had suddenly appeared from among some immense bushes as the pathway opened to me while trying to get to where I heard voices. At that point, with great delicacy and tenderness, she told me: "You don't belong to this world. At the time you have chosen you will come here like everyone else. We'll take care of this with the gentlemen you see standing over there." She pointed with her finger towards some men whose faces I could see. There were three of them. The three had an "M" carved on their belts and there were symbols on their ivory colored clothing I could not understand. From among them emerged a woman with impressive beauty. She shone with a unique resplendence. She was different from the others. She seemed to understand with a glance what had happened and what was going on there. She was indescribable, truly indescribable. Even today I can remember the quantity of lights that were given off by her clothing. Recollecting it well, the difference between the clothing of the others was that they were very light with pastel colors while her clothing gave off sparks. It was as if the sparks were suspended in the air with lights made up of thousands of colors around her. Little by little she approached us.
She was about 7 meters from where I was with the other person. She wore a jet-black gown that contrasted with the garments of everyone else. It was a long gown, like the ones worn by royalty during the 14th or 15th century. When she got closer, I could see that her gown shone with a special light. It was like black light. Her gown, seen closer, wasn't made of cloth. It seemed to be made of energy, something very special. When she got right to were we were I could see that her garment or gown was made of thousands of tiny universes or galaxies that got lost in the darkness of the black space of her garment. I think this is going to sound very crazy but that's how it was made. It was as if thousands of universes or galaxies were revolving and revolving around themselves. They revolved around themselves and at the same time a brilliant light emanated from the breast of that person. Her hair was the color of silver, and had extremely large blue-gray eyes and an extremely tender countenance. She didn't give the least sign of being angry.
She moved as if floating and when she got to where we were, she raised her hand in greeting. She didn't speak. She seemed to express herself mentally, everything arrived in my mind clearly and I only remember her saying: "Little mortal, what are you doing in this place. You have commitments to keep in the worlds of time and space." I didn't know what to say. She was extremely beautiful. She seemed to know everything and this was infused into me. Everyone knew her and seemed to adore her, or rather love her. I was paralyzed, completely paralyzed. I didn't know what to say. She looked at me with much tenderness and taking one of her arms from out of the folds of her clothing which were more like strands of energy, she touched my shoulder and said, "Come. It is the will of the Highest that, for some reason, you have come temporarily to this place. Let's find out why." I asked her, "Who are you and what will happen to me?" To which she replied, "Don't be afraid my son. Some day you will return to this place and you, as millions of other creatures of this and other dominions, will begin a journey to know the person who has given you the gift of having your own personality." "Who is it," I asked? She answered, "you won't understand yet but I can tell you it is he who sustains us with a thought, he who gives light to the suns that they may sustain all created by and in himself." For my part, I didn't say anything. It is only now, as an adult, that I believe I understand that situation a bit more.
I didn't notice that time transpired. We were in what seemed like an enormous meadow with immense green fields. The colors, above all else, seemed infused with light that gave them an even stronger hue. There was no sun. I looked everywhere but the light seemed to emanate from somewhere or more accurately from everywhere. By taking the beings hand we arrived at a type of crystal structure. It was made totally of crystal. When I saw it I thought touching it would break it because it was a very thin crystal. When we entered, I could see that the rooms didn't have brick walls. They seemed constructed of energy or a type of gelatin that shone. They were translucent and I could see through the walls. Inside these walls were other people. They all looked to be adolescents gathered at a round table with one of the beings with the letter M teaching them something. Everybody we ran into in the the passages or corridors were very young people.
They seemed to know the person who was leading me by the hand. They all greeted her and I remember that they said to her, "Glory to the Highest who gave and gives your morning stars." She responded with a bow. As we were about to arrive at an enormous door, we stopped and she said, "By the will of the Lord we desire to know" and the doors automatically opened. These doors were also made of energy that looked like gelatin, but they shone brightly. They were the color of blue sky. I touched one of the doors with my hand and a slight shiver went through my body. When I looked at my hand I wasn't prepared to see through it. I remember that this surprised me so much that I released the hand of the person who was taking me. She immediately touched my head as if caressing me and I felt an enormous peace and comfort. I felt a gentle warmth and peace, much peace.
We went through the door and there appeared an enormous mirror. Very large. Just as we when through the entry I could see thousands of lights, millions of stars. It was as if suspended in space. When the door closed after us, the enclosure remained sealed and the lights began to shine more. Everything seemed to move. I could see that the person who had my hand began to shine more with an enormous intensity. That black light I described she had at the beginning began transforming itself into white light, an enormous white light and emanated from her breast and seemed to communicate with all the other lights. I could only hear whispers until a strong, clear voice said with seriousness, "The small mortal belongs to a mixture of the blue race and the bronze race and belongs to the universe of things created by Micael de Salgton. He should return." At that moment the person who held my hand said to me: "At some point in your future you will see us here again. Nothing is revealed about your strange appearance in this place. We anxiously await the time when you will be embraced with love by your interior light. Return to your birth world."
At the moment these words were uttered I was absorbed by one of the lights and felt that I fell into a kind of void. All the lights shone with such an intensity that everything was white, brilliantly white, until I arrived at the place where I awoke. When I came to, I saw my mother at my side. I didn't know what had happened, I only felt my mouth was dry and was very thirsty. When I recuperated, about 30 minutes later, we left the hospital and I didn't tell anyone what had happened for fear they would think me crazy or that they would make me undergo some painful examination. Now, after years and reflection, I know that what happened was real and I anxiously await the day when my internal light will embrace me and carry me back there once again, but this time, I think, on a journey of no return.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes The beauty of the countryside I saw.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Uncertain I didn't know it but I passed out and I only remember that some doctors carried me to a room to revive me.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? At the moment when the person dressed in stars and universes took me by the hand.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: It seems as if in that place all the sensations of well being become activated. It was so pleasant that this earthly reality seems "false."
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes Colors emitted from everything and people gave off light. It seemed like the light that shone from the flowers and plants, especially from a violet colored plant, gave out an indescribable tone as if the colors were alive and the plants could talk. It was truly indescribable.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)? No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No What emotions did you feel during the experience? Joy, peace, love--much love--and I believe it is more than this. Understanding and much peace. A feeling of well-being, satiated with well-being, as though I lacked for nothing and I truly lacked nothing in that place. Everyone was tremendously nice. When someone saw me their smiles came simply, truly from the love they felt for others. It seemed that when someone loved another a chain or attachment was formed that multiplied this sensation. Everything seemed to vibrate. All was harmonious, as if nothing was out of context.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? No
Did you see a light? Yes Only when I came back to this earthly reality and when I saw the beautiful light coming from her breast where her heart is. It can't be described.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes The three people and the young woman who saw me. She wore silver-blue pants, very loose fitting. One couldn't see her figure. She wore an orange belt and a type of tunic without a collar. The other three beings had silver-colored beards. They had very bronze complexions. Their faces really shone and I couldn't tell if they were men or women because their faces were very delicate. I remember that they were very tall, about 2.5 meters, and were truly Titans. They carried the letter M on their belt buckle, totally stylized. The script shone and constantly changed colors. On one side of their belt they carried what looked like some kind of very small harp. It seemed they used them for some sort of communication because when someone would approach them to speak they needed those instruments to understand them. There were lights everywhere, of all sizes and brilliant colors of all shades of the rainbow. They seemed to appear and disappear at will. They would draw near to the people and then suddenly disappear.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes When I awoke on "the other side," the flowers were immensely large and shone, scents were not smelled but seemed to be perceived through the pores of my skin. There was no sun but light seemed to fall in the form of waves. There were strange animals, very tame and loving. They did not appear to be aggressive. I only ran across a few of them, although many of them were small. I remember one species was like a downy sea urchin and floated up to my feet. Later it opened up allowing some type of animal with an elephant-like trumpet to be seen. When I touched it, it changed color. When it wanted to go, it just had to close up like a shell and float off. It appeared they lived in the tops of trees because there were many of these "downy" animals going about in the trees, which gave them a Christmas-like appearance. It was funny because when they took off "flying," many leaves on the tree would adjust as if wanting them to land on them. Afterwards, I moved off a few meters and arrived where the woman and three strange beings I described at the beginning were.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes Time did not seem to pass. No one was in a hurry to finish what they were doing. In the crystal structure I went into, it seemed like some sort of school because everyone was gathered around the strange-looking beings of formidable stature.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes I tend to see strange lights, during the day and night.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes 22 years needed to pass before I dared tell some family members even about the lights, but I haven't told anyone about the experience.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real It remained impressed in my brain and I haven't been able to forget it. I didn't understand it at the time.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? Everything was love in that place.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real It's true because we can't see air but it exists.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes Now I don't believe any religion but I go with what agrees most with my beliefs. I take from life what can better the quality of my life.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? NO
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes There are things that can't be explained, not even with human language.
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? NO