Michelle SMR
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Experience description:   

I can not remember everything. I was asleep. I could feel that I had "pulled" myself out again and I was somewhere. I can't remember the order of events. I remember "buzzing" or "floating" around and I saw a being that I knew and felt close to...it felt like it was another time. I loved "her" and somehow I knew she was me and I could tell that she looked differently than what I do now and she was younger. I "buzzed" around and saw what I thought was her family and I loved them too. 

I then found myself somewhere else, and that's when the main "thing" happened. "He" ran to me, he didn't have a face that I could see but he had a lean athletic form. "He" ran into me and we became one and then I felt something I have never felt before...strong vibrations...I didn't want for it to stop. I loved him and I didn't want for him to leave. My entire body vibrated and I can not ever explain the feeling to anyone. I do not know how to explain. He then went away. I felt myself go back into my body. Then I left again. I started to chase a form & I "heard" or understood a voice that told me not to follow him. I remember some time during this I felt very scared. I was going back into my body & that is when I saw my face. I saw my face like I was another person looking at me and I went back into my body. I then felt the strong vibrations again. I can not explain how they felt...there are no words...I know I felt peace. 

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     The feelings and how I "felt" more than I could see

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  No    If yes, describe. 

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  I was asleep at first.    Was the experience dream like in any way? No. 

Was there any medical evidence of cessation of breathing or heart function? No. 

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes     If yes, describe your appearance or form apart from your body. - I felt a strong vibration. I could think and feel but I did not have a physical solid body...if that makes any sense at all. 

Did you meet or see any other beings?   Yes   If yes, describe. I saw a being I believed to be myself somewhere else. I also saw another person, a male but no face, just body form. 

         What was communicated? There was no communication

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience or any aspect of the circumstances surrounding it?  I have read about "soulmates" & I always believed that this meant some type of love relationship with your "twin spirit". I no longer think this. I think that the the "twin flame" or spirit is something that may not be able to be explained that "we", while on earth can understand.