Todd R's NDE

Experience description: 

I was in an auto on an icy road.  I went through frozen, unable to move trauma that showed me my younger life through my own death.  I was accompanied by a voice that repeated my own words and others in my past.  I felt the car move under me and saw it from the sky, looking down, I saw and heard a strange vector of air and sound that wasn't from the event unfolding before my eyes, and right before I was put back in my auto with my friend who was riding in the passenger seat, I was asked by a person who's image was blurred, "do you want to return?"  I remember looking out the window next, then turning to my friend who said, " we should be dead and our auto should be trashed to oblivion,"  but we were facing the opposite way we were traveling and back on the road. 

The cars gas gauge read almost empty when we had filled it not more than 10 previous miles before the event.  There was no sign of leaking gas anywhere.  But there were Douglass fir tree limbs under my car, stuck in the frame.  and the road was blocked from the cliff we had just went off by a guard-rail.  and the rail was completely in-tact. my friend remembers nothing.  the next day I lost all my hair and it felt like someone had bleached my skin with oil or acid.  I have since regained all my hair and have had no adverse effects since.??????

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

the mind-altering effect of moving without moving, seeing without opening my eyes, and hearing sounds without leaving the car, and the passenger heard nothing out of the normal.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes

icy road, 65 mph, corner, car slide for long period of time, left road, flew through air, over trees, approx. 50ft off ground for 100yrds.  no damage to auto, no bodily injury, just frozen in time and mind for what seemed about two or three full minutes, when hole experience should have taken 8-10 seconds.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           100%

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   yes, but it was too real to put off as a dream or alarm-state.  I saw it all so real, and the voice was not in my head, but out loud.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain

I felt high like pot, but reality was there, no false-sense of reality like drugs, all my senses were heightened and fully alert

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           yes, steady vector, air sounds like loud jet engines without the hurting effect on my ears, and a voice of people, my dead grandparents, friends, and past historians, and then my own voice at the end, which I remember answering and saying "yes" I wanted to "return".

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No

Did you see a light?           No

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Uncertain

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes

I briefly saw my grade school days on the play-ground, my grandmothers house, and a church-yard where my dad was buried when I was 10, I hadn't seen that vision for 11 years before that night.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes, a feeling of lightness, fluffiness, and no-painfulness??

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes, 10 seconds in real-time, took 3-4 minutes perhaps?

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes

I was asked if I wanted to "return" or not, I answered yes and saw the car back on the road, while we were perched above the flying car, wrecking off the road, then returned

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

instantly back and felt the moving, without moving; and my passenger says he saw my body the entire time he was conscious never leaving the driver's seat.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

I see the true definition of our religion.  I know now that we are eternal and our minds are conditioned from birth to believe a certain right of passage (religion, truth, fact) believe nothing, our mind is 15% of capacity and potential.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes, see above box

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       my religion is now the truth.  what ever we are, where we come from, and where we are headed, is not heaven, ala, or any other form of earthly religion.  we are essence and borrowing these bodies for the time being.  when we die, I believe we move BACK to the place we originated from.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

I think for myself!!!! so many people don't, plain and simple.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

here nor there, people are conditioned by society to watch TV, follow the pastor, and eat foods that suppress our third eye, or our ability to use our full ability, comfort for loss of potential is the human way according to Christians, religious people in general, and parents, fear the holy god, don't challenge anything, and be judged!

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  anger for the blindness of society.  why condition people to be, when we could explore the unknown and become the next level of human evolution.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      best=living when I should have died.  worst=not knowing what the hell saved me and why I was given a second chance?

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I think the Heavy Metal band Tool, is on to something when they site Leary, Hicks, and 46+2.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes, mushrooms to some degree. they give me the flying experience and mind-altering thoughts, and the drug "ecstasy" with the high feeling.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes, good site, I feel like there's someone or a group of you who want to know the truth too

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    none to mind.  don't believe anything...