Soony S NDEs

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

Late April, 1977, I was traveling with my late husband and his sister in Europe and northern Africa for his birthday. 

When we arrived in Casablanca, Africa, a small 3 story hotel, I remember that I fell down in the hotel lobby.

Next thing I saw was;

    1.  a GENTLE light beamed down from a star, small, not bright, at north-east direction,

    2.  covered my body, I was faced up, lying down,

    3.  lifted me up toward the star.   

    4.  Shortly after, I rose up, sitting position and looking down where my husband and many others were around my body.

    5.  THE ENTIRE JOURNEY WAS BRIEF AND IN PERFACT PEACE.

        The feeling during the transition was not describable with words.   Even now, I can feel it, when I close my eyes, bring myself to that moment.      

        If there is, it must be "in PERFACT HARMONY"        

    6.  I remember telling my husband that my Meridian was blocked.     He didn't hear me. I couldn't hear what they were talking.

    7.  I saw a man wearing white gown, like M.D. came through the door and examining my body. And walked out.

    8.  Then, I saw my husband and others looking down.

    9.  I asked him why he didn't hear me ?

    10.  He said "hearing you ?". then said he was going to make an arrangement to fly my body to the States.       

    From that point on, I don't remember what happened after that, where we went, what we did, for a many years. 

    My husband returned to his maker in may, 2004.   

    Now, our dogs cats are keeping me to continue energy works.  

    I re-connect energy to heal.  It is effective.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     The moment when the beam of GENTLE light covered my body,

during the transition, lifted from earth to ???, the most peaceful, ultimate tranquility, floating, but most of all, feeling "....BEAUTIFUL..."

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    Strange it may sound, I didn't realized that I was DEAD CLINICALLY until I returned.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      Less consciousness and alertness than normal   During the NDE, I was not aware that I was in "after life.." 

Now, I am aware that I am alive.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I know I left Earth.

I didn't know where I was.

I also knew I was very very far away, and yet I could see everything so clearly,

as though I was right there.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I did not hear them.

They did not hear me.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   absolute "...in peace and beautifulness..."  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   In the sky, there was a little, not too bright star.

beam of light came down. was like a spot light.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
It was "...NO WHERE...."

IT WAS NOT A STRUCTURE, NOR NOTHINGNESS. 

Simply, it was a space.   

Sometimes, when I am in meditation, I feel like that.,"...in NOW..."

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe
I am aware much more about the universe then before NDE.

I understand universe better, and feel it often.

When I see program of universe, cosmic video, I feel I am in it. 

Feel much closer to the universe.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Yes
When I work with energy to heal a severe health problems, I feel I am touching/reaching the boundary.

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   I knew who I was without physical body. 

It was "me".

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I was not sure there is a after life before NDE, and if there is, what form ?

I know it is after life.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I do not know how my remembrance of the experience compares to my remembrance of other life events at time  

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   I lost real anger toward person who badly trespassed on me. 

I feel time to time that I am not in the crowd.

feels like I came back to and stand looking a sight where I was before.

feels like "not part of..."

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   much less attached to things.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?   knowing afterlife give me a peace in life and death. 

recalling that tranquility during the transition, and able to feel it.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   Effective Energy to heal people.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     knowing afterlife give me a peace in life and death. 

recalling that tranquility during the transition, and able to feel it.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  after 35 years. 4-2012, I logged in NDE web site.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   when I was 15, I drowned in the river, boat cap sided.

Getting very tired, then certainly, things around me got lighter, not tired anymore.  Then, some point,  I remember seeing the Light, lifted me through the tunnel of light, standing position, slightly tilted, headed up. 

I forgot.  didn't think about it .

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   Did not think nor talk about it for many years.

When I think about it, I can recall the FEELING and feel even now. 

It is real.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   Because I can recall the whole event. 

If I repeat 100 times, it will be same. Because it was real to me.

therefore, it is bedded to my memory.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   Since the NDE, we were married for 27 years till he returned to his god,

I felt each day was the most beautiful day.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Uncertain   question is not clear

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   I am so glad and lucky to have NDE I had. 

It helped me to be a better person, knowing God is there, appreciate the beauty of Earth.

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes    Please offer any suggestions that you may have to improve this questionnaire.  Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience?  

Please offer any suggestions that you may have to improve this questionnaire.  Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience?                    I learned there are so many ways the NDE processed. 

all NDEs seemed  clear how they left earth body. Like light tunnel, light beam lifted, speed up time process, etc. 

Experience Description 4/11/12

1st time, I had NDE as a teenager when I was drowning in the river. A tunneled light pulled me up.

2nd time, 38 years ago, during the tour in Africa, my heart stopped.  During this time, I saw my body being transferred out from the earth.  A soft light came down, covered my body, faced up, lifted up to ???, very shortly after, I saw myself rise up, sitting position, looking down the place where I fell down and died. I could see everything around my body including my late husband. I saw they were talking. couldn't hear them.  I was talking to my late husband. He didn't hear me. I knew I was far away, and yet, everything looked to close.

I do not have any recollection when I returned to my body.  And even to date, I have no memory of what I did right after I returned, for a few yeas after.

The most amazing feeling was "in transition" from the earth to the other side of afterlife.  Words can not describe THAT FEELING. could say "in Perfect Harmony" ???    I came back with FREE GIFT, HEALING ENERGY.

After my husband departed in 2004, I work with energy to heal living body on Sunday, pro bono.  Worked on different people with different problems.  It is effective to reconnect the damaged nerves, ms, addictions, depression. specially with severe pains.

Sometimes, I like to talk, or meet the person/people with same, or similar experiences.