Roger C's NDE
My experience is so special, I don't know where to start!
It would take hundreds of pages like this one here! But I'll try to explain it in a VERY, VERY CONDENSED way...
Things started to happen a couple of months before the accident. Seeing dead persons, hearing voices just as I would go to bed and relaxing but not sleeping yet!
It would take many pages here to explain this portion... So I'll go straight to the accident day (Sept. 03 1990 at 03:15 local time). Coming back from Quebec City, my friend was driving my car and at a certain point she lost control of it and we got involved in a head-on collision with another vehicle. At that moment I was projected from my body right away, and was looking at my friend and my body inside the car. I noticed there was a little fire in the engine area but nothing too severe at the time... Both of us were not moving and appeared to be dead! She (her spirit) wasn't around me except for her body.
I remember wanting to tell my parents and friends about the accident at that moment and that my life was over (say goodbye). Immediately, I was in front of them. It was now daytime and another day too! I noticed I could travel into time! My friends and parents where not able to see nor hear me.
From that point I thought there was something else waiting for me instead of visiting the living as I was dead! I just let myself go and in my case there was no tunnel as I remember from reading some NDE stories in the past... I was even waiting for a tunnel but none...
I went into a dark place with nothing around me, but I wasn't scared. It was really peaceful there. I then began to see my whole life unfolding before me like a film being projected on a screen, from babyhood to adult life. It was so real! I was looking at myself, but better than a 3D movie as I was also capable of sensing the feelings of the persons I had interacted with through the years. I could feel the good and bad emotions I made them go through. I was also capable of seeing that the better I made them feel and the better the emotions they had because of me would give me some credits (Karma) and that the bad ones would take some of it back... just like in a bank account, but here it was like a Karma account to my knowledge. The more points (karma) I got would give me permission to access a better area or a better place somewhere. It was the knowledge I had then.
At the end of the film (life presentation) everything went black for a while, almost like in a real movie before they turn on the light. I then understood through this knowledge that I deserved a place in what we call heaven without knowing what it would be like or what is heaven! I felt a wonderful feeling of peace which became stronger and stronger, such a nice feeling.
In the darkness, I
began to see a light in the distance ahead of me. I was attracted to it, but I
remember thinking that I could also go away from it or even go back! "NO WAY"! I
said to myself. I came closer and closer to it, the feeling of great peace
became so strong, so good! In real life I am the type of person who likes
to go into details to see how things work. I didn't want to go too fast
and wanted to understand what was going on here. I then got into orbit
(that's the best terms to describe it) around the light.
It was like a cone of
light. I heard the words (Peace, Joy, Happiness, Love, Eternity) while I was in
orbit around this great really HUGE cone of LIGHT! I remember that those
five words (as a whole) became the only important thing in the universe for me,
and I had to get rid of everything else in order to enter into the light. Here
I'll skip some details (too long).
The feeling of peace was replaced with a feeling of love. I remembered that something was preventing me from entering the light at that moment and after having analysed it, I realised that it was grudges I kept towards a few persons. I had to forgive them in order to purify myself from all negative thoughts I could have had toward them. Now that I had the permission to enter the light, I could almost touch it, wanted to enter it, but I was holding back in order to see more details before actually entering the light. I remember also that I was at the bottom of the light cone. After a certain time I let myself go and BANG! Just like an explosion of love!
The feeling I had
before getting into the light was GREAT, but still a feeling I could explain
with human words... But inside, NO WAY. No words can explain that feeling except
I thought I would die because these feelings of love were so strong! I was
amazed I could still think like I did on earth and at that point I started to
laugh as I thought, how can I die as I am already dead! So bring on all the love
you can, I said! Because I knew the Light or Intelligence in it could understand
I thought at that point, there was nothing better and it might be dangerous to increase the love sensation! As it was already far better and stronger than any expectation of heaven I ever had! So, as I mentioned, YES more love please. The sensation of great love grew even stronger and I noticed there were different levels in the light... I've noticed at that point I had the complete knowledge of the universe available to me and I simply had to ask to know! HOW GREAT, I THOUGHT!
My first question:
Is there life elsewhere?
I guess, you know the answer to that! If you don't...
It's a BIG YES!
Are there many planets that have more superior life forms than we have on earth?
The answer is thousands of planets having a higher evolution than you know on earth.
Are there many planets with a lower evolution than earth?
YES, thousands too!
Can I SEE what it looks like on a planet with a higher evolution...
HERE YOU ARE....
In an instant, I was
there on another planet! I was able to see my body there (I can't see my
body in the light). I'm in the presence of people and am able to TALK TO
THEM! HOW GREAT, I THOUGHT! They where amazed to see me in front of them.
I was in some sort of city with flat ground, there were buildings with no
windows nor doors, just like big boxes. They had a special way to enter them but
it wasn't very important for me to know it! We where communicating with voice,
but through the minds (telepathic), I was able to understand each word (in
French to me) and while I was talking, I know I was using another language with
them. This was all done automatically.
They where asking me
where I come from...They wanted to see in my mind the stars I could see from my
planet! The result was good! They where also asking me where on earth I
was born, what was the area I liked to see and what I liked to do on earth...I
told them I was born in a village called Caplan...I like scuba diving in Port
Daniel and New Port, Quebec. They wanted to see in my mind what it looks
like and a map of those areas! They asked me to show them... If I wanted
to. The result, again, was good as I was capable of mentally showing them
the map! They asked me where I was taking the energy to survive; I knew
right away they where talking about food in a strange way! I told them about the
plants that we eat on earth and then they also said: Are you also eating what
used to be alive? I said yes.
They told me: We knew
there were primitive civilizations but not as bad as that! They where
really surprised that someone coming from such a primitive world could meet them
on their own planet! I asked the one (kind of in charge or representing
Where do you take your energy here to survive?
They said: We take it from the cosmic power as you do, but directly instead of going through natural interfaces as you do.
I also asked : Do you sometimes travel to other worlds?
The same one said: Yes we do, and showed me a space ship... Almost like a airplane but without wings.
I asked him what kind of energy are you using to travel so far?
He said: We are using a gravity generator to get almost unlimited speed!
I talked the problems we had on earth with great acceleration due to the G-Forces involved.
He said: Our gravity
generator affects the entire space ship including people on board, so there's no
G-Force at all affecting passengers or crew.
I remember, by the way,
that physically-speaking they where shorter than us and walked slowly compare to
us. Also they didn't have any hair. They had a strange uniform which moulded
their skin as if it were part of it. It was hard to tell where it will began
and ended! They told me, we might go to see your planet sometime in a near
future but it is very far from here. I said, "no problems but be careful"! I
said goodbye and thanked them for the information, etc. I went away from them
and at night, I took the time to look at the stars... It was nothing like on
earth, and there wasn't any moon also, but the sky was beautiful with lots of
(A few years later,
some local people including a couple of policemen saw a UFO in Caplan, Port
Daniel, and New Port, all on that same night. The same description at the same
time in different villages. It has been reported too in the local newspaper) It
has been described has something that looks somewhat like the Concorde plane
without wings, but made no noise, not a sound in the air, and was seen only a
few feet from the ground and not moving for a while). At that time, I was living
in Montreal, more than 500 miles away from there.
Getting back to my story, after looking at the stars from that planet, I decided to go back to my origin and the origin of everything, the Light...What a fantastic trip I thought! When I think about humans having a hard time to reach the moon and back! To me now, going to the moon was as simple as crossing the street, and going to a planet about a hundred light years away was as simple as going to the next village!
I also asked: (While being in the knowledge level of the light)
Can I see less evolved planets?
Here you are!
There were some
primitive cave men (full of hair) chasing strange animals (big ones). I
tried to communicate with them but with no results; they can't see me nor hear
me! It wasn't too interesting there, so I've decided to go back to the
I learned while I was back that we could not interfere with primitive worlds and it's the main reason there's a great distance in between planets to act as a buffer preventing us from reaching their world as it could be very dangerous to their evolution since they must go through theirs by themselves as we need to ourselves. In a next life, we humans will be incarnated on another more evolved planet, because there's a minimum and a maximum evolution permitted on earth, and pass that point, the most evolved and intelligent person on earth will be the less evolved and the most primitive person on a more advanced world...
I thought about asking some questions regarding earth:
Life will last until what human years as we calculate it now.
What would happen then:
See by yourself:
I saw something REAL
BIG coming (as a comet, or an asteroid). Humans were still here on earth
at the time... (Will be, I should say). Total panic on earth, because
scientists will know it's the end of all life on this planet because of that and
they will not able to see it long enough in advance to avoid it...I took some
time to look here and there in the NEAREST future.
I wasn't able to bring
back exact years nor time as it could affect what should happen for our own
evolution. I know as I told my story to some people after 1990, the year of the
accident, that there will be lots of conflicts involving the U.S.A., and I
remember that it will start right in New York City in a few years from now
(1990). I had no information that it would be the World Trade Center, and what
year exactly but was sure for NYC, and that all the people of earth would be
aware of what would happen. It's now part of the past (9-11). After that, the
east coast mainly will be affected. There was a major city in a north
central state that would be affected. Almost nothing to the west
coast would be affected. Because of that, as I am sure of it, I'll never move to
a major city on the east coast even if some company were to entice me with a
very good six-figure salary to begin with...
I remember, I had ALL
THE DATES and EXACT TIMES of every event in each city!
I said to myself, now
that I am dead, I can't change anything anyway... So I went to the end of the
conflict... Even more frightening! Because of the conflict with different
countries and less investment in space research and NASA, no one can see
something happening and approaching earth... Some small asteroid but big enough
to cause substantial damage on earth.
The good news in all
that is that because of this event, all nations will stop all their conflicts
and try to work together instead of fighting each other, but it will be too late
to avoid what could have been avoided...Starting from that point, the different
nations will realize the stupidity of war and will work together for many years
to come, there will be finally peace on earth but millions of lives lost could
have been avoided! I know this is not too far away in time.
Getting back to some more positive things...
I went to a higher
lever into the light, so wonderful, so much love! This is higher than the
level of knowledge, the level of creation as I call it. Everything becomes
possible... Creating physical things and sharing the creation level with God!
Yes I know, it's hard to believe!
I didn't want to come
back here on earth, because I had come from a place of infinite love and
beauty, but none the less I had underestimated the infinite power of the Light
and at that instant I formulated a wish that I'd like to return to earth in
order to share this knowledge with as many people as possible. What I didn't
know was that a wish formulated at this level in the light becomes reality.
Upon formulating this
wish, I saw myself pulled toward the bottom of the light cone and I slowly found
myself outside of it. I suddenly realised I could see my body once more. It's
then that I saw my friend. She was coming toward me and the Light behind me.
She was dressed completely in white like a bride, not walking, but as though
floating. I had the impression that I was on my friend's path as she was slowly
moving toward me. I was going to bump into her and instinctively raised my arms
to prevent this. She does the same. As we came closer together our hands
touched and I was astonished at the flashes and sparks of light emanating from
them. As the members of our bodies fused together, it's when our brains fused
that we could read each other's thoughts perfectly without any possibility of
error despite the tremendous speed at which this took place. It's here that I
make her realise that we're not using speech but telepathy and want to make a
test...I want to see if at this point we can still use speech.
I began to talk and realised that I was using her expressions and vocabulary while conversing, but that this was taking way too long and we returned to our new way of communication...so much faster and with feelings also! She was explaining to me that she would be staying in the Light and that her time on earth was over. She knew that I, however, was returning to earth and would never forget this experience as it was so much better than what we had known physically. The feelings of love were growing weaker and weaker and I could now see the wider scope of everything on earth...wars, greed, anger, racism etc. As I was getting closer and closer and I was very much saddened by it all. Suddenly, I was back in the car, flames leaping all around. I turned and saw my friend's body and knew beyond doubt that she no longer inhabited it. The Light gave me just enough time to exit the vehicle before the flames reached me.
An autopsy was performed on my friend and it concluded that she died before the flames got to her. My healing process was nothing short of miraculous despite the many broken bones, the attending physician was stupefied by my progress. I have returned with a few paranormal talents and some gifts.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No, No alcohol or drugs before the accident and I don't drink nor use any drugs.
Average (one beer per 2 to 3 weeks!)
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
The feelings where OUT of the world and not something we can express using our normal senses.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes
Car was burning, and if I can't get back into my body it will get burned and destroyed too!...
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? 100%
Was the experience dream like in any way? NO! Not at all! Just like real life and even more real! Even making the earth life look as the dream and not the reality!
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? ALL KINDS
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? No
Did you see a light? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Yes
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
Did you become aware of future events? Yes
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? NOT A MEMBER OF ANY RELIGIOUS GROUP AS THEY ARE TOO FAR FROM MY REALITY AFTER THE NDE WHICH WAS FOR ME MORE LIKE A DE AND NOT AN NDE.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
What emotions did you experience following your experience? SEE IN NO. 4
What was the best and worst part of your experience? WORST: LOOKING AT HUMANITY
EXPERIENCING ETERNAL LOVE
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? YES, IF INTERESTED, LET ME KNOW AFTER READING A VERY LITTLE PART OF MY NDE DESCRIBE IN #4
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? No, CAN'T TELL ALL THE DETAILS OF MY EXPERIENCE HERE, IT WILL ALMOST TAKE A BOOK TO DO IT...
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. THE QUESTIONNAIRE IS WELL MADE