Rick J's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

A ferry boat was at the wharf to be painted. As a wharf worker I helped remove the old paint, working at the top of the wharf. At a height of 30 meters I lost my grip. I felt as if I was pushed, but I saw no one. I can't describe my fright or my impression of this strange incident. Strange also, is the fact that this occurrence didn't dawn on me until afterwards. Two years later I went to the hospital with paralysis symptoms in my back. It appeared to have been crushed and it was doubtful that I would ever be normal again. However, after three weeks I was able to walk again. Only the scar of the exploratory surgery remained. This served as a testimony to my story.

I've also felt the experience of having judged a thousand people and felt the emotions of these victims. However, when I finally looked upon those I had judged, I was so terribly ashamed of myself, I did not wish exist any longer. Especially after a beautiful and radiant being saw and touched me, and I saw at once how I had been wrong and why.

Thereafter, other beings asked what I wanted, as if I had yet to be born and that the choices in that life had to be made now. Questions like, do you want to meet your future wife; do you want children; how long would you like to live, etc. Even now I'm still putting together the particulars of this incident at a time of serious uncertainty. I remind myself of this and then the solution to this experience becomes clearer.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes The entire incident took maybe two seconds, but it seemed like hours.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I surrendered to the moment.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision? Yes. When I was laying on the ground after my fall, I saw in the immediate area a multitude of prisms as it were, shining out their clear colors.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?  No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? I was scared to death of dying as I fell but made peace with the fact and closed my eyes waiting for the impact.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes I fell in a dark hole.

Did you see a light? No

Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes An old but attractive person who knew me to my soul and loved me very much, and I talked with ordinary people like myself who were asking about my choices and discussed things that I would experience yet in my life.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Yes I understood the universe from it's beginning to today and that we have no choice. We develop our DNA.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes It seemed that everything I experienced was for the second time (deja vu?)

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes a world like ours; only time seemed irrelevant.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes the fall only took a few seconds. The subsequent experiences are yet ongoing.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes We people will become telepathic at some future time. There will no longer be deception or strange behavior such as murder or war. Everyone will see you coming. It is time for this phenomenon to occur and the birth of such people was described to me.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events? Yes  I have all faith in everything.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes I have faultless intuition and invisible help.

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes On that same day, but I was not believed, sometimes I think I might have gone mad.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real, it was a wonder that I survived.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? I now have great faith in nature.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real. I'm still amazed, but that's wonderful.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I don't accept everything people tell me, I have my own purpose and ignore status.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I know for certain that everything is being directed by a higher intelligence.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes LSD and magic mushrooms.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes

What was the best and what was the worst part of the experience? I'm actively pursuing greater personal depth.  There was no bad part in the experience.

Is there anything else you'd like to contribute concerning the experience? No

After the experience did things happen in your life or did you take medicine or other substances that caused a repeat of all or any part of your experience? No