Randy M NDE 5083

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I was a successful business man, entrepreneur, inventor, until 1999 when I became victim to alcohol. I was committed to treatment in Madison WI. in the latter part of 99. Eight (8) days into the treatment program, in my sleep, I fell into a type of seizure, that the doctors could not describe. Not knowing anything because I was asleep, I all of a sudden realized that I was looking down at myself on the floor from the room above, moving slowly away. As I was looking down, I saw two (2) paramedics working on me and three(3) of my friends watching over me. At this time and through the rest of the experience, I had no feelings about what I was looking back at. Nothing had any value anymore, my body meant nothing to me either. As I was slowly moving away, I felt myself moving through a wall, there was a black rectangle I saw which I realized it was a stud in the wall in front of me. After moving through the wall, for a moment, I realized I had entered a new dimension of consciousness. I suddenly realized that I was in the control of some being so powerful it was overwhelming. It was the GOD that I so hard tried to believe in on earth. The following feelings I experienced can not be felt while in the human consciousness. The first thing I felt was that I had no body, I felt like I was going to fall but then realized I could not. I realized that I had all my faculties and could still reason.

At that moment I felt the presents of my creator and that my struggle to believe in a God on earth was over. "IT" had complete control over me, which was so soothing to me, it is indescribable. "IT", was emanating an unconditional love of "ITSELF" and for me. My GOD was taking me and it felt so good. I felt no pain anymore nor any of the other miseries felt on earth, including time, there was no time. I was in total comfort. Through  this, GOD gave me a feeling but no "sight" of something, someplace that was so horrible for those that rejected HIM on earth. To this day I carry that same feeling. After all this, as I was moving toward an opening or something, something I could not make out yet. I was just entering HIS light, different from what we know on earth, when GOD spoke to me, in a voice unlike any on earth. It was all telepathic between us but was like talking on earth. God then, asked me a question? Is there anything worthy of ME to go back for? Instantly there was only one thing that came to me. It was the woman in my life I so much loved. My love for her expressed the same love that HE was all about. I replied: my Nancy. I had never felt this type of love for anything or anybody in my life except for her. At that moment, I reversed my floating and I followed my path back to my body where I felt this heavy pounding on my chest. As I started to awaken I could barely see the two paramedics over me. I was in a semi conscious stat all the way to the hospital and into hours in emergency. As I was coming too, I didn't know what happened to me because I had been asleep through all this. A doctor had come in who was treating me and said he couldn't diagnose what happened. Minutes after that the two paramedics came in to see if I was alright. It was at this time that I just started to realize something? As the paramedics turned to walk away, I saw the back sides to their heads and realized that I had seen the back side of them before. I couldn't have seen them before, as I did, without being behind them somewhere?

As I was recuperating for hours in emergence I started getting bits and pieces of what seemed to be a dream I had. This went on for hours until I realized I had died and it was no dream!!! It was amazing, but I was given all the feelings that I felt on the other side through this recall. While back in the treatment center, I had asked my friends about what had happened and where they where standing while I was on the floor? They told me exactly what I saw from the other side!!! I realized what a thin layer there exist between life and death, which I consider now as life after life. Dreams are forgotten but this was no dream. It is almost twelve years now since this happened and to this day, when I lay down to sleep, I immediately find myself reliving that venture. Throughout the day I will find myself back there for only a moment. Though this didn't change my life so much at the time, it was several years later that a brilliant light, the same light of GOD, came out of the sky and shown upon me in my back yard. Perhaps the HOLLY SPIRIT? In a moment my life had changed!!! The meaning of my trip to the other side became apparent. I now know what loving one another and helping one another was all about. I finally knew the true meaning of humility and that earthly things absolutely don't matter to me any more. I became possessed with undoing the wrongs of my life and replacing them with all good things in the eyes of GOD. I believe all this to be true and correct and nobody can take this away from me or change my mind about it. Thank you, finally, to share this experience and, perhaps, enlighten others!!!

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     while asleep, I fell into a seizure. It took 15 minutes for the ambulance to arrive and I don't know how long it took them to revive me. I saw myself dead on the floor from up in the corner of the room.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    While I was experiencing the wonderful new feelings, that is where I realized where I was and what was happening to me.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            While I was experiencing the wonderful new feelings, that is where I realized where I was and what was happening to me.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     My vision was limited to the area of about the size of an average room. I could see objects and people clearly but everything was in a state of a gray light fuzziness. Nothing was transparent except the wall I was traveling through.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            No       Except it was telepathic.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I felt nothing about what I was leaving behind me. Then I started to feel the wonders of God's feelings around me. I had no remorse for dying, I understood it.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No       I was only first approaching what seemed to be an opening to something, that is where the voice came to me.

Did you see a light?           No       not exactly, but I had a sense of it being there, it just wasn't time for me to see it.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       I did learn that there is a wondrous GOD on the other side waiting for me the next time. My life to this day has been changed due to the experience, I live a more spiritual live now, with a conscious contact with GOD.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No            I have had "visions" of my future in the past and one takes me in the after life to a place of beauty in the hills with two angels escorting me, I believe this is awaiting me in the future. All my visions in my life have all come to be.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     I knew I was in a different dimension of time and space, I could see and feel it. I knew that time did not exist anymore.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     The boundary was the moment I realized I was in a different dimension.

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I carry traits of a shaman and my abilities have been sharpened since.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     It took me years to open up to anyone and when I did people where all skeptic or thought I was off the wall, so I limit who I tell this story to.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     I had only read it briefly in articles.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    REAL!!! I could not have seen things or recognized things back in the room without being somewhere else. Remember I was asleep when this happened.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    My struggle on earth to believe in GOD was over, HE does exist.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I is now almost 12 years since it happened and it is just as real to me as it was then. I relive the experience every night when I go to bed.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No            My beliefs and practices are Native American of which have not changed. I have met The Great Spirit in the Happy Hunting Ground.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes     Substances enhance my experience, I refrain from using them.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I pity those atheist, agnostics and those that blatantly reject GOD, because there is a special place for them that I want no part of and do not want to ever see.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     I haven't left out a single factor of my experience.

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   Not at this time, Thanks for allowing me to share and help you, Randy