Ramon Probable NDE
It was around 5pm on that day in October 2004 that I felt very tired. I asked myself why do I feel like this? I wasn't doing anything different from the day before. My other self answered me and said: Ramón you need to get some rest. When I lay down on the bed I felt as if an elephant was sitting on my chest, then I left my body.
There appeared some kind of tunnels of light; at no point did I stop thinking or looking. Occasionally I dodged around black spaces. I think that when you leave your body you travel at incredible speed, and I think this makes the stars pass by in a blur and so I could see tunnels of light. When I came to a stop I was facing a person identical to me, though I did not believe that it was me. Instinctively, I went to him and embraced him. After 20 years in the garment business I noticed he wore a white shirt and pants, and carried a sky-blue bag. I was aware that he was entirely energy. Then I wanted to see his face, but he no longer had a face. I have come to understand that the light takes human form in order to assist us, since on arriving there we do not yet realize we are no longer human. Next I wanted to go through the door of light, and he told me I could not, I had to go back, so I let myself return for my daughter Melissa. On coming back, before re-entering my body, I stopped in that place people speak of where there is peace and tranquillity, next to the light which emerges as if from a tunnel. It was there that I thought I was going crazy, as I was surrounded by thousands and thousands of energies (spirits) like myself, all moving towards the place I was coming back from.
I went over to the left and came upon another very big group of energies, and
from these one detached himself and went down on his knees as if begging
forgiveness from me, though I did not recognize him (though later I did). From
this immense gathering of energy is born a long line of energies (spirits) going
towards and delivering themselves to where the light ended. When I approached
this line, I did not like the feeling there, it was like the feeling of having
studied hard for an exam, and then failing it despite all the study. I looked
again at the place where I first arrived, and could still see thousands and
thousands of energies appearing and disappearing, going towards the place from
where I was returning. I wanted to go on looking because I wanted to understand
what that place was, but then I felt myself being called, and I entered through
my head down as far as my feet. In this life and the next, stay in the light.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain. I believe it was a wake-up call, but from a scientific point of view I think it was a heart-attack.
Was the experience difficult to express in words? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?
Throughout. The main problem is that we think we are dreaming, as it is an unknown mode of life for human beings, and the religions just confuse us.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness. It's not so easy to answer, and the reason I
say this is that I did not want to come back, I wanted to cross over. But the
light does not let you, so I realize that although you may think you are alert
and conscious, the light is aware that you do not understand what's going on.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. The same.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. The same.
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? At first, curiosity at being in contact with the light, I felt normal, but on entering the place of peace and tranquillity, where the light is equivalent to a torchlight, it was very lovely. The reason is that you feel that everything is part of you and you are part of everything you see.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes. Passages of light.
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes. I just saw light. And some black parts which I avoided.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. When you enter this place there is no sounded language, it is a language of feelings.
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
Yes. The person who detached himself from the group on the left and knelt in
front of me, was my dad.
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No. I aw Jesus in another experience at the beginning of December 2008, next to
mother nature. I know who Jesus was and what he attempted to do, without
believing he was directly the son of the creator.
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? No
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. This is a place outside human understanding, something you do not expect to see in your lifetime.
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. Time does not exist there.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. I can now understand the connection between humanity, the universe and the creator.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain. I don't really understand the question. I twice conversed with a being superior to us. Twice I saw people behind a wall, not physical bodies but their energies.
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was "sent back" against my will. If you are not ready, the light will not receive you.
Did scenes from the future come to you?
No. What happened to me in one of these visions was that I was in front of a
black pit, something told me to destroy it, and I did not. This is something
that until now I cannot understand, why I did not do it.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?
Yes, I understand very clearly. Love one another like yourselves. I understand
the reason for reincarnation, including what religion has taught me about
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Yes. The creator is light, the universe we know is all based on light, we are
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No. Not in the experience, but afterwards, I had visionary episodes of being
there before, then volunteering to come back. I also discovered who has crossed
my path in other lives, and prevents me doing my work.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
Yes. Intelligent Universe, we are intelligent energy, light.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose? Yes
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? Yes, we are all light.
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? Yes. To tell humanity at large that whatever anyone may believe, we are all light.
What occurred during your experience included: Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. Just that the message of Christ, which is universal, applies to you whether or not you believe. Love one another as you love yourselves, since we are all light.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. There is no way that you can forget the first experience, just as I will not be able to forget the meeting with Christ and Mother Nature, or the four experiences of December 2011.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:
I feel more love for humanity and I feel the pain of others.
My experience directly resulted in: Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes. I just follow the message of Christ.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes. I am very sensitive.
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes. Some say I am special, others weep when I tell them. The blind are the ones
who touch me most, as they say they feel great peace when they feel me near
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real . That is why I thought I was going crazy. Because it was too real.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time? Experience was definitely real. It is the threshold of the unknown life.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes. I just follow the message of Christ.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No Todas son diferentes, pero están muy bien conectadas.
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? There are too many things.
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes. The first one was very lovely, beyond human understanding.
What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you? The reason I do this is that in one of my visions I clearly understood: "Ramón cannot come before he passes on his message".
Please offer any suggestions that you may have to improve this questionnaire. Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
A lot of things occur to me. Religions have confused everything. I can see into
origins of them all, even the strangest of cults. For this reason I cannot make
any other suggestions.