Pam A's NDE

Experience description: 

After falling down, I entered into another universe, I’d rather say into space, in a strong light. I felt wonderfully well, I was no more hungry and I didn’t suffer any more. It seemed to me that I was able to understand everything and to give, finally, a sense to my life. I was aware of being dead and earth seemed so far away. I had no more any link with earth, I knew flying. I met others beings, who, as me, had no body anymore. But anyway, I could enter them and then know what they felt and who they were, even if I didn’t know them.

Then I met Christ himself. I recognized him straightaway. I understood he wanted me to go back to earth but I didn’t want to do so. But he told me it was not the time for me and that we’ll see each other again pretty soon.  I’m very attached to my family but at this moment this had absolutely no importance at all.  I had no opportunity at all to take contact with earth or people living on earth.  And I was not anymore interested in doing so.

I have been attracted back to earth and when I woke up, I was very angry against my family who help me to breath again.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience: No

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes

What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate?  During the experience, I had some particular gifts which are very difficult to describe to others. It’s also very difficult to describe the feelings I had.

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? perfect

Was the experience dream like in any way? I knew it was not a dream, but difficult to explain.

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? That was wonderful. What a peace !!!

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? No, The shock has been to hard, I think I went directly behind the tunnel.

Did you see a light? Yes, I was in the light

Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes, I didn’t know the beings I met in space and except Christ, none of them told me anything ; it was not necessary, I knew everything about them.  Christ told me that it was not time for me, that I had to go back to earth and that we would see us again pretty soon.  They were beings of light, without body nor face and nevertheless I could see their bodies and their faces.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes, the endless space

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes, life after death, the peace of soul, the genuine meaning of our life

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No, I was in the light

Did you become aware of future events? No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body? No, I wanted to stay there.  I didn’t want to go back to earth but I had no choice

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes, I guessed some things that become real later

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes, I have not any more any fear about death and I know that something wonderful exists after. The only thing I want is to go back there as quick as possible.

Has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? I am not personnally aware of this

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes, At the beginning yes, but people didn’t believe me so I prefered keeping silent. People look at you, smiling, as if you were crazy, so I prefer keeping all this only for me.

What emotions did you experience following your experience? During some few days, I forgot this experience and then I remembered it again.  I thought it was a dream.  But I didn’t forget anything from this experience.  It was deeply inside me. I had only to let the emotions going out.

What was the best and worst part of your experience? All was marvelous, the worst : to come back on earth

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes, The wish of going back there is still very present in my heart.