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Newlin D's NDE |
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
As I was being electrocuted I left my body and floated above the scene. I was surrounded in by a warm diffuse light but could see everything clearly. I could see my body shaking and convulsing with the electrical current, my eyes were open, my mouth was open but I couldn't speak. I seemed to know that I was going to die unless something changed. I don't remember being scared or frightened at all - very matter of factly.
While floating I went over to where my dad was working at the other end of the garage. He had his back to my body and wasn't aware of what was going on. I went over to him and then he looked up from his work on the floor, turned to see my body being electrocuted. He picked up a hammer and threw it across the room and knocked the extension cord/drop light out of my hand.
After that the light
went out, the scene collapsed and the next thing I was aware of was being
awakened mother in our family room. Apparently I had collapsed on the garage
floor and then my dad had carried me into the family room. I remember feeling
tingling all over, especially in my mouth (I had braces at the time). But I had
no immediate recollection of the events. Likewise it was scary or unsettling in
the least. I don't think I realized that I had nearly died physically and
certainly didn't realize I had left my body.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes I was being electrocuted from an extension cord /
drop light I was holding while standing bare footed on a concrete garage floor
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness? While floating above the scene and seeing everything as if it
was transparent.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest
level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from
your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
While floating above the scene and seeing everything as if it was transparent.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any
aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes Everything I saw seemed transparent - I could see through
physical structures. And there was a softness to all the edges of things, as if
slightly out of focus or fuzzy.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Uncertain I don't recall having any sensation of sound or being
able to hear.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
Peace - as if everything was fine and nothing bad or harmful could
ever happen. With Peace came contentment and happiness - not smiling, gleeful
happiness, placid happiness and well being. And warmth, although warmth isn't an
emotion that is what I felt and remember.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes Yes, now that I ponder the question I recall speeding towards a point of
light, which may have felt like a tunnel, and then coming out on the other end
to have the experience I described above, i.e., floating above my physical body.
Did
you see a light?
Yes Bright white light
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain Not on the same plane or dimension that I was in but I could see
my body and my dad in their physical forms.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes My dad told the same story, something caused him to look up from what he
was working on, turn and see me being electrocuted, pick up and throw a hammer
at me and then go over to me.
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes The dimension I was in was very beautiful and peaceful.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes Going through the tunnel was very rapid. After coming out things seem to
be moving really slowly and there wasn't any sense of being hurried.
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Uncertain Not sure. I knew I was dying or going to die and that I
could do something to change that.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes Only during the tunnel travel was there any experience of being
confined. After emerging in the light everything seemed boundary-less.
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I had some vivid dreams of future events that turned out to happen a day
after the dreams, but this was when I was still a young boy.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Several years passed before I remembered things completely. I think I
was 18 when I first shared the experience with some friends. I don't recall
their reaction but it wasn't negative. I tend to remember it whenever I get
electrical shocks. I've told my wife and children about it many times.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real It was moe real then and still is today than
most of the life I've experienced during the last 47 years.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
The
feeling of peacefulness was incredible. The sense of everything being
transparent or translucent was also amazing. Since then I've had several dreams
where I've flown to whatever destinations I've wanted and did so instantaneously
- think or will it and it happens. That's the closest I've come to having a
similar experience, and that feels incredible.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real When you know something to be TRUE in
your heart then it is easy to accept it as so. You don't have to think about it
or explain it for it to be real. Conversely, it's far easier to question or
dismiss that which you don't understand or can't explain. BUT, once experienced
never forgotten.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
Experiencing eternity (if that is what it was) has caused me to think
differently about who I am and who I am in relation to others - actually, in
relation to everything. I used to think that everything was connected. Now I
think that everything is one - all are one, and always has been. So my
relationships have changed. Treating others the way they would like to be
treated makes so much sense. I believe that whatever you send out comes back to
you, therefore you have to be very careful about what you think, say and do.
I'm much more respectful, considerate and compassionate as a result of my
experience...at least I'm trying to be.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes Deep meditation.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I am
very glad I had the experience. Even if I had died physically that day, I still
would be glad to have had the experience.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes