Martina D NDE
Even if I was so young when I had the experience I still remember as if happen yesterday and still feel how it felt during the experience...
I remember seeing a few fish looking at me and watching me drowning...it was strange because at that time I was thinking it was so cool to fish so close like that....and looking at me....I clearly remember thinking that....will never forget.... and then I saw a small shadow with very long hair like me floating beside me...and was thinking it was so strange...and then everything when black and I saw this strange shadowy path with tiny small shadowy light floating around with and still remember feeling like I wanted to laugh....I wasn't walking or floating...its like someone was carrying me but couldn't see who it was. Then the shadowy lights got bigger and more I was moving trough the path I guess more the light got brighter.... and the I remember asking myself clearly if I was still under water ....but wasn't feeling pain of out of breath....all I wanted is to see why it was so bright....that's when I saw and felt a presence reaching for me....no face...no body...just shadowy lines in a form a v all in white....I'm not sure if it was reaching for me but at that moment I felt pushed away like I have been sucked out a tube.
....and then heard my dad's voice near me saying I would be o.k....and the I
open my eyes and first thing I asked my father is ...what kind of fish they have
in this lake dad? because I saw tones of them and they were are looking at me
strangely....I had no idea that I have been under water for almost 5 minutes and
when they found me I wasn't breathing anymore....my father saved my life that
day...and my mother as well......she knew it wasn't the time for me to pass....
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain People think you are weird and they don't believe you.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? no
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? Less consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: no
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? confuse....but not afraid and very curious
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes
Did you see a light? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings? Uncertain faces around me....but in shapes of shadow....pale ...but smiley faces...with no hair or colors/...
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes my father....
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes in my dreams
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes did when I was seeing myself floating....the feeling of being light....I have that feeling often when I dream
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes ..that's why I'm writing to you... because this event happen when I was very young....my life as been very different from others....I can feel things that no one can feel...I dream of stuff that happen in the future about people...I do have a six senses...and yes lots more have been going on with me....but to long to explain...
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes with my dad and my grand mother at the time. Never again until I saw this movie month a go about people who had similar experience... was afraid to talk about it because I'm kind of weird different r ready...from the general people around me...and didn't want to scare people away......
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes car accident with my mom at he age of 2....my mother drove to a ravine and crashed the car....they found me alive under the back seat....
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real I do truly believe it was all real...because I do remember clearly what happened and right after the event I spoke of it to my father and grand mother....
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? everything I experience in life is meaningful to me...everything
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I'm having a hard time to get close to someone I don't know...because it normally takes me a few seconds to figure them out....and I'm a very sensitive person....it's like I feel what other feels around me...
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I just want to speak to someone....not only about the event but of what's going on with my life because of it....
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes