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LaVall M NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I have only shared this experience with a few people, it has taken ten plus years to come to terms with and fully understand my experience.

February 12th 2000, I became very sick, and I knew I had to go to the hospital, but I just couldn't get myself together enough to actually go. Finally the morning of the fourteenth I somehow drove myself to the hospital, although I can not remember driving there. I do remember walking into the emergency room and when asked what was wrong with me I just said "sick". I was sitting in a chair in the er and then my next conscious though was that I was in a little stainless steel room on a gurney, with a bunch of people frantically all around me, I think it was the elevator. I was conscious for maybe one or two minutes, and the next thing I saw was this brilliant white area, and I knew I was there, where ever there was.

I can not even accurately describe the "Entities" that were with me, they were not physical Beings, but rather I had a sense of this intelligence that I felt very comfortable with, a sense that I was at home, a feeling of total acceptance, compassion and total love, almost euphoric.

I was not conscious of being in a physical body, but at the time, that thought never crossed my mind. These Entities communicated in a telepathic way, it seemed that their thoughts originated within me, and I was communicating with them in a similar way. I was told of their nascency, and what they really were, that they were just a part of the ultimate "Entity" that was the Universe in it's totality, as I and all matter and Beings were also just a part of the whole that is the Universe.

I awoke on the fifteenth of February and wondered where I was, and finally figured out I was in the ICU at the hospital. I wondered if what I had seen and experienced was real or not, that maybe it was just some kind of dream, but it was as real as any day in my life, not dreamlike at all, but like any other experience in my life.

Talking to the doctor the next day, he stated that they though I was gone, and that my blood sugars were 950, and I should have never even gotten to the hospital, let alone survive.

That was not my only NDE, when I was thirteen, I distinctly remember drowning. A bunch of us kids used to go swimming at some ponds that were the result of excavation for the freeway construction. The ponds are over one hundred feet deed, and we used to play a game of grabbing a large boulder and see how far we could go down. One time I went too far, and when I decided to let go of the boulder, I was already out of breath, and when I looked up the surface was just a small circle of light. I swam up as fast as I could, but could not reach the surface before I could no longer help but gulp in a mouth full of water. I remember being surrounded by this brilliant white light, but to this day I have no memory of reaching the surface.

Since my NDE, I have been contacted 'telepathically', by these same Entities, always during the daytime, and have been encouraged to put into writing the knowledge that was "given" to me. After two years of this contact, I finally wrote an E-Book, "Universe The Entities". Even today I sometimes think that some of what I wrote just sounds so outlandish to actually be true. I not only wrote of the creation of the Universe we live in and are a part of, but of the other physical Beings with a soul, but I was primarily encouraged to write of mankind's destructive nature on this world. The Entity that is you is comprised of a soul (psyche) and essence, the electrical energy that is throughout all of the Universe.

At times when I was contacted by the intelligence I call "The Eternals", I sometimes wondered about my sanity, if these Entities were gods or what, why was I chosen to have this knowledge. Before I had my NDE, I had never heard of such a thing as a near death experience, and since I have explored some other people's experiences. In all cases where someone described being given this knowledge of the Universe, they all said they could not retain the information, one described it as having all the knowledge of the Universe, only to lose most of it when they returned to their conscious body, one said it was like having an oceans worth of knowledge and trying to pour it into a teacup, it just over flowed and was lost.

 Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     Hard to describe the "Entities" I was with, not physical Beings, but rather pure energy, an intelligence most could not comprehend. Metaphysical Beings possibly?

 At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     diabetic coma

 At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    The whole time

 How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

 If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            The whole time

 Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No      

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Uncertain      Physical noise was not evident, every thing seemed to happen without normal sound

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

 What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Comfort, togetherness, total acceptance, peace, love.

 Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes     I just ended up in a very brilliantly lighted place

 Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     The Entities I now call "The Eternals"

 Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     I cannot describe where I was, it was just this brilliantly light place

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I was given knowledge of the Universe, and subsequently contacted at later times.

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     Been contacted by the intelligent entities I described earlier

 Have you shared this experience with others?         No      

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I didn't think about it for some reason for about two months, then I knew it was all real

 Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            The intelligence I call "The Eternals", knowledge of the Universe

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            Sometimes I question my experience, but I know it was all real.

 Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I try to be a more compassionate and caring individual

 Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        Just that what I have described is accurate to the best of my memories, and there is life after this physical life, but not what most people think.

 Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     Covered most thoughts and feelings before and after the NDE

 Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   none