Kayleen B NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION

It was dark in my bathroom. I couldn't breathe anymore. I hit the door. When my then husband came in, I was already on the floor. Next thing I know, I'm watching him trying to bring me back to life. He didn't know what he was doing. He kept hitting my body against the wall and hitting my chest. I felt me 'laughing' and 'smiling'. I then 'floated' or 'flew' to the bedroom where my daughters sleep. I only felt calm and happy for a bit; then, sort of sad and then happy again. I felt free! Just free! Then, suddenly, felt myself get swooped back into my body and then breathed air again.  At first, I was very angry that I was alive again. Then, scared that I was actually dead. Realized in a moment, that I had 2 babies to raise, and got scared again.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No      

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain      I was dying from an infection caused by a condition I didn't know I had.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I felt very alert.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   Sort of, but real.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes     I felt very much apart from my human body. I was only a happy BEING at that time (and every other time I've had this happen)

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Happiness. No pain (in ANY way!) Contentment

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           No

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    No            Was just in my home (that time)

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No       Not on that occasion

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          No      

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?          Yes     I felt forever was/is possible

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes     Not sure how to explain this one

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Uncertain     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       No      

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?          Yes

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes    

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes    

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Most think I'm insane

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Anger and sadness.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      I was FREE. Could have stayed dead and never would have known all the rest of life that I have had.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        Was. AWESOME!

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes    

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Uncertain      Not completely

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    Make these more compatible for cell phones. Lol. That's what I'm doing this on, my Blackberry cell phone.