Kay M's NDE

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Experience description: 

My friend told me she could make me pass out.  I, being a naive 8 or 9 yr old didn't believe her.  She dared me to let her try and I went ahead with it not believing any thing would happen.  She had me lean over and breath really fast, she stood behind me and squeezed my stomach really tight.  The next thing I remember is being in a void.  Then all around me almost as if i were one with them,  were colors.  More than are here on earth and a feeling of peace.  I felt like I was surrounded by love, comfort and peace.  I also heard music but not like we hear it here.  It seemed as one with the colors.  I felt like I understood this all and wanted to stay.  Then a sad feeling and I opened my eyes to my friends staring with very worried looks on their faces.  They said it had taken a long time for me to wake up.  It felt like only a few minutes to me. 

After this experience I felt I could understand a lot of adult emotional situations even though I hadn't had the life experience to yet account for this.  As an adult, I usually instantly know peoples true personalities even when I don't care to know.  This has been ever since I have had this experience as a child.  I don't know what to call this but I'll never forget it.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

experienced it more in feelings and colors and knowledge wanted to stay....

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain

I was passed out from lack of oxygen my friends were scared say it took awhile for me to wake up.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           unconscious

Was the experience dream like in any way?   no it felt very real and as if I was totally comfortable there.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain

I didn't fell as if I had a body almost like I was a speck......a spark......

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           yes music, but not like music here it was interconnected with the colors and feelings.....like it was conveying feelings....

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Uncertain

            Describe:      colors swirling around me kind of like a tunnel

Did you see a light?           No

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Uncertain

felt intermingled with other energy.....conveying love

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Uncertain

feel like i understand peoples emotions more than others...which is good and bad...many thoughts swirling around while out like understanding more......

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes

colors vivid...many more than here blending together...alive......awesome...

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes

felt like only a few seconds...but was told i was out for five minutes or more....

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

very strongly.....felt I understood exactly what was happening....but could not remember upon wakening...just a vague persistent feeling....

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Uncertain

suddenly felt sad I had to awaken

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

understanding of peoples emotions......

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

I believe we are here to learn to grow spiritually

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       I love young kids and understand there feelings even when they are not verbal....

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

More open minded about things...

Have you shared this experience with others?         No

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  sadness that I awoke....can still feel loving comfortable feeling......

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      waking up

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        not sure what this was but will never forget it......

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes