My partner Alan had called me before going to hospital to say that he'd been called in, but at the time sounded perfectly well.
Some time later I was sat at home with my Grandmother whom I then lived with, eating my tea when all of sudden I 'spaced out', I can only explain it as going into a different form of consciousness. There were lots of bright very vivid colors, colors I can't put names too and weirdly a carousel.It turns out, after speaking to Alan after he had come through the event, the experience I had , had happened at the exact time he collapsed, and we had both seen the same thing. I wasn't totally shocked as Alan and I had often shared dreams and often said and thought things at the same time, but Alan who'd been into astral projection, obe's etc for years just said that 'I needed you with me'. We never talked about it again.
I first encountered my soul mate/twin flame 7 years ago. I dreamt of this man from the age of three or four and as soon as I met him I knew who it was. I loved him the second we make contact, and I would do anything for him. Even at that point I loved him more than I loved anyone, my family, my closest friends. Everything about him was exactly the same as how he had always appeared to me. Not appeared in a physical sense, I never visually saw him in dreams, it was more of an understanding of his soul, his essence....but he was just as I was expecting him to be. Even at such a young age, I knew I was going to meet this man. I knew he would be very spiritual, warm ,gentle and kind hearted. I also knew that he would be much older than myself. I even knew the outcome. That he would become gravely ill and that I would take care of him up until his death, which was exactly what I ended up doing. We had a shared NDE ( no.622 on the NDE page ), we shared dreams, said the same things at the same time, go to call at the same time, had numerous signs and coincidences even though for the most part we were 300 miles apart. We liked the same things, had the same opinions, same character traits. When he got ill, although not as severe as his, I experienced many of his symptoms even often when not knowing he was having them. For example, when an acute attack of pancreatitis came upon him, I got aching pains in this region. When he felt sick, I came over nauseous. When he was upset, I'd intuitively know , sometimes even spontaneously cry myself and phone him out the blue, sometimes at 2 or 3am...and I was always right in doing so. Even after death for a good 12 months we still had an incredible spiritual connection. I had strong, lucid dreams of him and ADC's in many forms. I woke up the exact moment he died ( as soon as I'd woken I knew what had happened) , I had lights flickering, TV's switching themselves on and off, pictures moving....too many things to mention. It's stopped now because I'm having great difficulty in moving on and I think in a sense his continued contact after a point was making it impossible for me to let go which I know I must do, but I know even still that he's always around me.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain It was unworldly. Too much too explain.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? The colors.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: I just felt more alive, and I kind of felt like. everything was for a reason, and at that moment I understood what that reason was. Everything made sense.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Uncertain I don't remember hearing any sound
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Tranquility. Euphoria. Enlightenment.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes
Did you see a light? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings? No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes There didn't seem to be any 'time'
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? The fact that it was shred, and not in a sense my own experience made it very special. Especially s since the event, Alan has since died.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes