Karyl M NDE-Like 3897

Karyl M NDE-Like

5/8/09 Recently a friend had me submit my out of body experience. I have had many paranormal accounts, and have become sick with a form of leukemia in the last few years. I now am a medium and most probably going to be leaving my physical vessel soon. Just wanted to make sure you received my submission, as he seemed to feel an importance that I submit this story and compile a few others. With me at home sick now...I really have not much better to do, and would love to share any of experiences with those that are interested.

Thank you so much for your time,

In Gods love & peace,

Karyl

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

My out of body experience occurred when I was 21 years old, and in seemingly good health. I was visiting my parents, as my usual, once a month trip, and so far, everything appeared to be within that usual and normal visit. At least until bedtime.

9pm rolled around, and I was instructed to sleep in my brothers old room......I had never been allowed in that room when I was younger. My brother was very private and a neat sort, and he did not want me in there, or anyone that I can recall.

Dad and I watched TV. for a few more hours, and now it was a bit after 11 pm. I said my goodnights, and gave him a kiss on his cheek, and now I was on my way to the most interesting trip of my entire life.

Finding this room, just the way it was left 10 years earlier, was what was in my thoughts at that time. Looking to see why and what was so special here, that it remained a shrine for my brother. It didn't feel cozy, and I was glad to be leaving the next day, because another night in this room was more than I felt that I wanted to deal with.

As I am drifting off to sleep, my sight had a new angle, and I noticed I was laying on my back, with my arms crossed, like I was in a casket. My realization was that I saw me from a new direction, and I watched myself for a few more moments. Then I floated around the room, in the most calm manner. Now this room was becoming more than I ever could of imagined. This was fun , and something to make even the most analytical person become perplexed.

It was time to go outside, and I was headed for the window. However, as I turned slowly, there was darkness, and a small light at the apparent end.

In this tunnel, I could see glimpses of dark blue, purple and gold specks, illuminating the walls of this long, and very quiet tunnel. The tranquility that was within there is now capturing my entire being, and was enough for this highly anxious girl, want to stay here for a long while.

As I am floating toward the light, I felt compelled to continue this uncertain and positive experience.......The light is becoming brighter and larger, and all I could feel is the presence of good., and now am for sure, this is where I need to be.

Finally, the end of the tunnel is here, and I am enveloped in that same light, that with out a word spoken, directed me here.

Within a few seconds, a lady appeared, to tell me, that I had a choice, and that I was young.

Looking at her was my new agenda, Who is she? I don't recognize her, but she seems to know me. I continue to do a check list of her characteristics. She has shoulder length, strawberry reddish hair, and very pale skin. Her eyes were a stunning blue. at this point, it did not matter where I knew her from, or who she is. I had a choice to make, and she made me feel that time was of the essence.

I wanted to stay, but had remembered her saying that I was young. What did that mean? Does that really have anything to do with my choice? She was about 50 years old, and looked extremely happy! What a decision to make. This is the best vacation ever! No stress, No money needed, never having to write out another bill...or worse talk to the bill collector! I need more time, but she gave an insistent order to make my choice and said whatever I choose will be fine.

At that time, I turned around, back to the direction I had so calmly came from, and was immediately pulled back through the dark tunnel. It was so fast, that I didn't see any of the magical colors within the dark travel.

I was bolted back into my old body, and I was at that point, a bit shaken up. Now it is time for me to evaluate this trip, so I headed to speak to my father, who was half asleep on the couch, with the TV still blaring.

He insisted my adventure was a dream, and told me to go back to sleep. Knowing that I had not been to sleep, and that this was something real and very special. That was enough for me, so I got a sip of coca cola, and proceeded back to bed. I had hopeful thoughts, that someday I would be honored again once more. That day has still not arrived, but I am waiting patiently, for my next really relaxing permanent vacation.........and yes...with God.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I felt highly conscious the entire time. I had never fallen asleep, in my opinion!

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            I felt highly conscious the entire time. I had never fallen asleep, in my opinion!

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes     colors we more vibrant, even though there was not that many.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Uncertain      I didn't hear anything until the lady spoke to me, and her voice was soft.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            peaceful, calm, beauty.....tranquil

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     dark tunnel, with colors illuminating from the walls...deep purple and blue with gold metallic flakes within the walls

Did you see a light?           Yes     the light was at the end of the tunnel

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     a lady met me at the end of this tunnel, and as I stepped into the light, she said I had a choice, and that I was young.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       I stopped fearing death, as I had once not been able to even discuss or think about, and after this happened, my best friend came down with cancer, and I took care of him for over 2 years, he passed on when I was 26. Now that I think about it...it prepared me for his illness and his departure.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Uncertain      just this mystical tunnel and the light, and how large the lighted surface appeared to be!

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     time was not a thought or need.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Uncertain            I just felt something I had never really felt...complete peacefulness, and shear happiness

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     I met the lady, and it was just known that that was the stopping point...unless I chose to continue

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            I had a unique gift of knowing things that were about to happen, and I was pretty accurate.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     paranormal, psychic and now I have medium experiences

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I shared with my father right away, after that It was 10 years, before I spoke of it again.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I was able to feel that I really have choices in life, and that whatever I choose will be fine....just a different path will be taken with each choice.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            that we are all a spirit, living in the vessel , that we call our body, and that there is peace and beauty....very close by.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I was awake, no trauma, no drugs or alcohol were involved....so I couldn't blame my experience on any thing other than reality.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     My level of care and concern for others became a focus in my life. I felt love for everyone; even more so than before.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I stopped all formal church settings, and have raised my 2 girls on my beliefs...that God is love, and that is what he expects us to do and feel...to every situation and everyone

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        since this experience, I have had several near deaths....but no experience like that one. I have just become more intuitive and in the last year...am able to see and communicate with the decease.....for perfect strangers....it has been wild, but I feel now, that I have helped a few people deal with their loss of a loved one.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes

SECOND EXPERIENCE

Last night was a far cry from being peaceful and serene, or at least it started out with mega pain and distress. I now know that it was gallbladder issues and many stones........the pain was unbearable.

My girls came in around 11pm, and I was just uncomfortable at that time, but it proceeded to elevate to a full blown case of stabbing, burning and throbbing pain inside my belly, and shooting pains around my body. I prayed for relief and some sleep.

By 12:40 pm, my level of pain was immense, as I lay there on my back moaning and thrashing about the bed......all of a sudden, I was outside my body sitting beside what I thought to be a man....dressed in a white robe, with a brilliant aura of light outlining his entire body! I realized now that there was no pain within my being. He began to speak, so I turned my head to see him more clearly. There was no face or body. The outline was filled with the colors of purple, dark blue and pink. Large lines of color were lining the inside of this figure....and the aura was so bright around him. After my quick inspection of his presence, he told me that I had taught my girls all that I need to from this earth, and the rest I can show them from the other side.

All of a sudden, my youngest daughter opened a door, and made me literally jump back in my old, tired and painful body. I was annoyed with that interruption, but just ask her to please be quiet and go back to bed.

Now, I am going to try my best to get comfortable and try to fall asleep. It was at least an hour of the same hurt that had earlier plagued my physical being. Last Time I looked at the clock , it was 12:57, and what felt to be just minutes from that time..........I just left my body and enter the large brightness of white light.....it was so calm and pain free.......I want and need to find that presence ,that at that moment....I felt that he was God, my Lord and Savior.

Where is he? I don't see anyone or anything.....but no fears were there and the calmness and peacefulness remained. The only thing I heard was one short sentence, and he told me to come on! I was going...no doubt about it.

Then there was a loud rattle of paper, Paige was wrestling with a bag of chips......I slammed right back in my body again!

Oh My.........I am more than annoyed now....It is high frustration! The pain is back and Paige is still up! I need to suffer alone, and really want to search for that place and who I believe to be God !

Another hour passed, with the same ole same ole occurring in my body. Help me is all I can think..........I start praying and now I am feeling that floating sensation once again. The only difference now is that I am complete darkness......but I am in no pain and it is still very tranquil. This is still very much alright by me. I will look for that light...........and I did for a moment, until Paige startled me for the third and last time.

What I said next shocked me, as I yelled at her for not letting me get to God. I meant to say to her that I was trying to get to sleep. My guilt was now very high for yelling at her, and now my pain was also high again.

Within a few hours, I called Rusty to take me to the hospital. There we found the problem with my gallbladder. It is going to require surgery.

After having three out of body experiences in one night, I believe now I can relax a bit about my condition and this upcoming surgery.

God will never give us more than we can bear. I saw that, and I saw him sitting beside me as my friend. What a friend we have in Jesus.......that song comes to my mind a lot now. Whatever fears we have or questions too..........God gives clarity and an insight that most will never know until moments like these happen. I have been blessed! my written account is what I leave here for others to know, at least have an idea about the afterlife..