Jon J NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I was standing in my friends doorway, helping them to move a bed. I remember zoning out while my friends decided how to move the bed, I lost feeling to my body, and still stood holding the doorframe. The idea of astral projection was racing through my mind, I had been getting more and more spiritual before the event unfolded, months before. The thoughts were filling my mind to the point where, I unconsciously stopped breathing, (didn't notice until after the event).

My friend's ceiling light filled half of his room before I noticed anything strange, then while looking at it, it grew brighter then any light I've ever seen. The light engulfed my mind, and my body fell, hitting the back of my head on a hard wood floor which caused me to curl around the doorframe and have a seizure. I could feel my body twitching, hear my friends yelling, and see what was going on, but I was looking from above my body. Then within seconds I was in a vast field, more beautiful then anything I've ever seen, flowers and grass abundant, I was standing on a small incline that dropped slightly until the field was flat. People made of crystalline light were in the field talking and loitering without a care, the field faded into forest about 200 feet away, in the sky were moons of red, blue, green, orange, and the stars shone brighter and more gorgeous then any I've seen, it was either dusk, or night time but light enough to see perfectly. After seeing all that, the only thing I could say was "I'm finally home", when an older man, who radiated wisdom and caring, power and finesse, took my right hand in his, and said "you have yet to finish your work, my son" and with a smile I was rushed back into my body. I stood up quickly, telling my friends "I'm okay, I'm okay." I no longer stood up, then I blacked out again and fell, my friend caught me, but I remember reaching my hand through a void, wishing and wanting with my entire soul that man would reach my hand again and pull me back to where I felt I belonged.

Then I woke up, and I stayed awake, but never a day has gone by that I don't remember that place, but my work isn't done he said, and so I stay, looking forward to the day I can go back.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     hit my head from standing height, onto a hardwood floor. due to that, seizure occurred.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    the beginning

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            the beginning

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     everything was more detailed, the colors were brighter, even the dark colors seem to shine. I wasn't just looking at the beings I saw, I was looking into them, their souls, morals, ambitions and sadness, all of what they learned in past lives.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     my hearing was all around normal, except that when I was spoken to, the sound seemed to resonate through my soul, from inside without ever needing to hear it. it was everywhere, but coming from nowhere.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            perfect peace, relief of leaving reality (a personal hell), unconditional love for everything, without it ever being pin-pointed on one thing at any time, felt like I was finally where I wanted to be since being reborn into this body. when I saw the "great spirit" I've come to call him, I felt overwhelmed by purpose, a disappointment that I had come back before finishing my work, against my word to him, a huge amount of power almost radiated from him, and I felt like nothing but that moment mattered. a simple urge to fulfill my promise.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     when the light expanded throughout my entire vision, I kind of rose up through a black tunnel within an instant, and was sent into the field I saw, same with coming back, like I was being pulled and pushed by the great spirit back, as to finish what I started.

Did you see a light?           Yes     the light filled not only my vision, but my entire being before I left.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     a bunch of crystalline light so bright that it must have been supernatural, almost like it was giving shape to the souls he harbors, waiting to be sent to new bodies.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Uncertain      I see this kind of thing anyway, and I have been since a very young age. but none during the event.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     it seemed to me, the ninth and final dimension, and the location of my past life's home world, a very odd and thorough experience.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     time stood still, it doesn't exist in the planes I went to.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I found the information from a multitude of past lives flowed freely into my brain, even after the event happened it feels like the knowledge stayed with me.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes              I saw where the world was going, and its not going where he wants it.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     synesthesia when I close my eyes, I can see music and words while I hear it. others have occurred on and off.

Have you shared this experience with others?         No      

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I can just tell, nothing was wrong with me that I know of, and for some reason I was just sent to such a place? it could be nothing but real.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    the entire thing was significant to me. it's proven to me my beliefs, and shown why I was put on the earth, which is the same goal I've had since the age of 7 years old.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            same as the above.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     my relationship with humanity in general has changed, it will likely never be the same.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes     smoking weed after the event (daily smoker of 5 years), has made me feel energy, a radiating apparatus that I can't explain without speaking of it.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        the sheer picking up of energies is profound, nothing has the same experience it once had, it has even more purpose.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes    

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   no.