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James N NDE


EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I went into a tunnel and was met by dead friends and relatives. I was taken to see a worm working controls of big cylinders that had every animal and peoples you could think of...and they were going down the cylinders from adults to babies....Fish also....I remember seeing all kinds of fish....

As I was walking towards the worm I heard a voice say....you go back and be a better man....I felt so warm and loved I didn't want to go back, and I did not see my mom yet, I also remembered all the pain from the car wreck....before I knew it I was back in all the pain and my doctor was asking me if I knew where I was....My wife and her mother came in the room and was saying I was talking about the tunnel and the light and I saw my dead friend, that's when they told them to leave the room, and started working to revive me....

I asked for signs afterward to see if it was real, and I got two vey good signs, even my wife saw them......Today I am 56 and fighting cancer, but I am not afraid as I know I am going back to a wonderful place.......

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes  coming out of my 2nd surgery, I went into a coma....

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    As soon as my old best friend touched my hand......

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   I was in total understanding of who I was and what I was doing there...no fear, no pain, no tears, just joy and love....

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   The same....just more relaxed...

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   the hearing was the same....

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Love, peace, happiness, I had a big smile on my face and I felt at home....  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes   The tunnel was through the lights above me....I passed right through them and into the brick tunnel....I could see the ultra bright light at the end and a body waving at me to come forward....

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   The light was God...no doubt in my mind...it was total creation...and it was all around us, every place I looked I could see the light....

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
The voice told me to be a better man......

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes   I saw John, a best friend who killed himself many years ago...I saw my grand pa who died when I was 7....I saw a few uncles I remembered from family gatherings, and my brother in law Bill...who died when I was 15....

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   Yes   I remember my father beating me...many times...he was a very sick man and we put him in a hospital/prison when I was 8....when I woke up it was like yesterday when he was doing it....and these memories where put out of my mind many years ago....I had to call my older brother and ask him why he never did anything to stop it....

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
To me it was heaven...no doubt in my mind...and I was at the point of going on to heaven for good, or going back as a baby...reborn....but I was sent back into my old body to become a better man....

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
There didn't seem to be any time....it just did not matter....

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No


Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Uncertain
I reached the point of reborn or go on to heaven....and I could see heaven all around me....

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a definite conscious decision to "return" to life
I was told to go back and be a better man....

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   My old best friend was telling me all about Heaven being the greatest place to rest forever....

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   I was told by many the light was the creator/god....and the worm was a angel giving rebirth....

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Yes   There is a heaven....we do go on to a better place....

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   No   I was told it was going to be hard to come back from my injuries, and I had to become a better man with life....Many friends have told me I did become a better man after the wreck....

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   Yes   I was told it was going to be hard to come back from my injuries, and I had to become a better man with life....Many friends have told me I did become a better man after the wreck....

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes   I don't think I was the better man I was to be, and I think that is why I am fighting cancer now....today I am a better man, I am a Christian, I eat better, and treat people much better, and have a good heart.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I never thought we went to a place like this...I really never thought of anything after death....

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   It was so real I have no doubt in my mind I went someplace else....  

My experience directly resulted in:  
Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?  
Yes   I know there is a God and a heaven, and there is afterlife...

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?   Seeing my old friend, and that feeling I had...never had feeling quite like that before or after....

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?    
Seeing my old friend, and that feeling I had...never had feeling quite like that before or after....

Have you ever shared this experience with others?  
Yes  a few days after I talked with a doctor about it...I also told my wife and a few close friends....

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   TV shows, and a few stories of the tunnel and the light....

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   This was as real as any other event I have had in my life...I will bet my life on this......

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   same as stated before...it was real....

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I treat people, animals, every living object on earth with warmth compassion...

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   it still took time for me to become a Christian, but I did place myself with new friends that were Christians....when a close friends young girl died after being hit by a car, I told him the event, and how she was in a much better place and happy...seemed to really make him happy....

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes   going into surgery in Jan. 2012...I asked for another sign...I got one....now I have cancer and fighting the good fight...but if I lose the fight I am ready to go back to heaven....

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   I bet my life on it being REAL......

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes    Please offer any suggestions that you may have to improve this questionnaire.  Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience?  

What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you?        Just keep the stories and accounts of NDE up on the web for people to find hope and understanding....

Please offer any suggestions that you may have to improve this questionnaire.  Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience?                    It was excellent....