Gabe G's NDE

Experience description: 

            I lost consciousness from an overdose. Then I felt my spirit man on the inside go out of the top of my head like taking my hand out of a glove is the way it felt so to speak. My spirit man then went down through the floor of the house I was in then it continued on down through the earth very deep it seemed until I came to a very large cavern of total darkness. Although it was the worst darkness I have ever experienced, yet I could still see very well. I landed on a rock against a wall and sat there for a moment trying to understand just what it was I was into, trying to consider my circumstances, when I saw a spider that was as large as a automobile tire with the head of a human being attached to it instead of a spiders head. The spider glowed a fluorescent orange color and instantly I knew the spider was color coded according to his crime that put him in this dark place.

Then I learned this spider was the leader of a group of spirit beings that once was on the earth to keep and care for the earth and the people on it and I knew the time line for this being was during the time of the Adam and Eve episode spoken of in the Bible and this being was called a "watcher" by the God of all things. This spider was placed here in this cave/jail because here on the earth was where he committed his terrible crime against God and man. All these things came to me through telepathy from who I do not know as this episode was taking place.

Then I noticed a door in the distance with bars over a small window in the door and this confirmed what I was told about this place being a jail. The spider had friends also in this great darkness they too glowed in different colors according to their transgressions, all colors were present it seemed. The spiders friends were snakes scorpions and other creepy crawling things and they all had human beings heads on them just like the spider. The orange spider then crawled down the wall beside me and started to talk to me. He said that he was going to torment me for eternity as he knew I was very frightened and had no idea of what was what, and I knew that the spider also was gaining knowledge about me through telepathy as he spoke to me just as I had about him. As the spider spoke to me his face would twist and distort as if he were in great pain and could not control the things he was feeling.

He appeared to be totally miserable but just as determined to torment me nevertheless and seemed to take great pleasure in doing so. I decided to run at that point to try to escape from this doom of darkness I found myself in but the things I could see glowing all around me throughout this cave scared me so bad that I had become frozen in great fear like I have never experienced because I did not know what might be in the cave in the darkness that I could not see, so I was frozen and could not move. I could not look at the face of the spider any longer because of fear so I looked over at the door with the bars on its windows and I could see one small beam of bright white light and I knew then that there was a way out of this place so I placed my hands over my eyes and said to myself or rather in telepathy "God help me" and at that moment I flew through the top of the cave just like I came into the cave and felt myself going upward and came to my body laying just where I had left it and entered into my body just like I had left through the top of my head and woke up and my life has never been the same since that day.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No       it was hard to express because it was so horrible.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     I took to much Asthma medicine and died from an overdose. I do not know for how long I was dead, as I was alone when it happened. I am not even 100%sure that I did die, but the things that happened I do not think would have happened unless I was in a strong state of altered consciousness. I believe I died.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    the whole time complete awarness like I have never had before that time.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            I felt like I was sent there by God to learn about these beings I had witnessed and their condition and why. I have never felt so aware and alive as on that day. My awarness was so that it seemed I could have known and learned about anything instantly except I was rather busy being frightened so I could only focus on the cave and the beings in it called "the watchers".

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No      

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            great fear,terror,no control at all,a great not knowing sensation that I had lots to learn about things we call life.Great joy when I flew out of this place.normal sensations of movement both up and down.The strongest feeling was awe is the only way I can explain it.I had just been to school so to speak as I felt a great longing to learn all that I could about these things and why thing were not as I thought they were before the episode and have since learned that nothing is as it seems to us here on earth here in the dimension of death.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     I passed through the earth towards the center.

Did you see a light?           Yes     a small thin light ray coming through the darkness of the cave/jail door.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I met the beings spoken of in the bible as "the watchers"these were the beings that were placed here on the earth to care for the people but instead rebelled against them and God.The reason these spirit beings had the bodies of creeping crawling things is because God put them in these bodies as part of their punishment for doing what they did during the time of Adam and Eve.They lusted after strange flesh so that was their judgment, "strange flesh", sounds appropriate to me.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       I learned that God is real and it is not like it is taught in churches today.My whole life changed.I have been given gifts and it seems that I know things that I would have no way of knowing unless it was given to me by someone a lot smarter than me.I learned that the place I went to was not "hell" but was the "place for the spirits that are in prison" waiting to be judged for their transgressions they did to the people of Adam and Eve and their family, Revelation 20:7 speaks of the spirits in prison, that is where I went to I have learned in the 41 years since the event.I have never forgotten a single bit of the episode.It is as clear today as if it happened yesterday.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     I was told by telepathy which I translate as being God during the episode that these creatures were called the "Watchers".Then fifteen years later I found myself reading the bible and saw the teaching in the Bible about the "watchers".I was completely shocked that I would find something like what I experienced taught in the Bible,that is what changed my life after I found that out, then I jumped into this research full time about who are the "watchers"and today am still doing it 26 years later.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes            but not at that time. The beautiful part is a whole other story that has nothing to do with death but with heaven.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No       I was too busy focusing in on talking glowing spiders and snakes and scorpions to even notice.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I came to know that god is the only one that could have taken me on that trip and then brought me back and then through the subsequent years teach me a lot more about things as they really are not as we are lied to about by our rulers.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     I was not leaving that jail/cave until i was supposed to, and that choice was mine.I could leave as soon as I got scared enough and then asked god to help me and he did.

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            I cannot tell what I know at this particular time.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     gifts of understanding, wisdom, knowledge,healing,all of the gifts listed in the Bible to all Christians. I was also given the "treasures of Darkness".

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     people don't seem to want to hear what happened to me.I told my brother right after it happened and through the years maybe 5 other people.I found out that people do not want to be around me for very long after I tell them about the episode, but I understand this reaction am am not offened by it.People that know me do not want to be around me very much, I have been somewhat isolated from social activity as everything as far as I am concerned that is important in this life is spiritual matters and most people are not inclined that way and would rather not hear about it, but again I understand and hold no grudge toward anyone.I can count my friends on one hand, with a few fingers to spare.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No            never thought about it until it happened to me.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I knew God had sent me there but I did not know why until 15 years later when he told me all about the episode and why.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    all of it.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    the reality of the experience I had is the true state of consciousness that exists after we all die in the body of flesh that we are wraped within.The state of my being during the episode is the state we will all be in after we die except of course for the scary things that happened to me.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     no friends.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes            my world was turned upside down and the real world of the spirit is nothing like the organized religions of our day tell you about.I have since found out that organized religion (all of them)get almost all of it wrong and for the most part do not have a clue.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No       but I have had many out of body experiences that were greater than the death episode, and all these came about by prayer and meditation not drugs.I found out that to hang around with God is a lot more mind altering than any drug I have ever taken.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?          yes but there is not the time or the space to say it here.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     your questions were good, but there were a couple that could have been worded a little different that might be easier for others to describe their episode. But yes you have a very good form to fill out.

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire:Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.  Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?      you might consider placing a radio button at question 27 along with another option that says "other" and a box to write in. I would consider placing boxes to write in at the following number questions, 6, 11, 13, 14, 17, 20 and 29.Thanks for asking. Peace to you all.