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Fanny B's Probable NDE


It was the third day after I have my womb cut. It was during the night. I was suffering a lot, it really hurting much and I was worrying so much about my young kids at home. After a long long strangling (can't tell the time), I started to feel my body was weighting very light, so light and finally comfortable, and then not the same as most people said that their soul got out from their head, I felt my soul (I don't know what word I can use for this) just rising up from my body... horizontally or from the belly... something like that. Then, it's just like most people's feeling, so peaceful, so grateful and my body or my soul has no weight at all. I was in the middle of no where, I could see all around me in the same time...360?

The whole room was lighten by a kind of light bright but not hurting, there was no corner, no shadow, the light seems to be peace, happiness and so on. Then I saw or I felt because I can't tell if I saw with my eyes or with my soul, I heard with my ears or with my soul, the nurse who took care of me came in for the daily check, she talked to me, I thought I answer but she seemed not to hear, after the daily check, she then ran to fetch the nurse chief of the night, and then the doctor, they worried a lot though I tried to tell them I was fine, I never had been so fine... It seemed no one hear, they gave me medication, can't tell how long after, all a sudden I felt my soul fall down heavily into my body and all the suffering came back in the same time. It was so strange, in the same moment the nurse complain that I frightened them and so on. I couldn't say a word, I was so confused. I never heard about NDE at that time. 

Unluckily on the next day, no nurse, no doctor were willing to answer my questions. It took time for me to make my husband understand it was not a dream nor because of the medication. It was almost 20 years ago. I remember it as if it's yesterday. And my life change a lot ever since then, I think my person changed. I am a believer but can't tell what religion and I don't think it's necessary to have one.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain      The feeling, it's just hard to make people understand how well and peaceful I was. Sense of gratefulness and even myself I can't tell if I saw things with my eyes or I sense them, I heard things or just feel them and so on.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    all through the time

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            all through the time

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     As I wrote in before, I saw things in 360? I suppose, if it's the right word. Because it seemed I saw everything in the same time.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Very comfortable, very calm, peaceful, worry about nothing, nobody.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes     I didn't see really a light but I found myself completely in a light which is not the kind of light we used to see but the kind of living light, it seemed to be alive.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Uncertain      Sorry, I can't really tell in words, I wonder if I was too happy to find myself so well and surprised by the sudden changed.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Uncertain            It seemed I was more philosopher... don't know if it's the right word, more understanding...

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     Many, I got to understand very well French books better than my family which is their mother tongue. I learn things easier than before and I healed my health problem myself with massage which I discovered after the experience. And I heal other people and I even have many strange experience like did an exorcism on someone unexpectedly and so on.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Uncertain      With my husband at the beginning but he didn't believe it till the media talked about this. And only after many many years I started to tell my sister, and my sister-in-law, and then to people who want to know.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was probably real    Something or someone was trying to keep me away from the suffering, but I need to continue my life for a reason I don't know.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    I think the peaceful feeling, the comfort and gratefulness. Indeed I would like to go back.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            Because my life changed so much! I'm not afraid of death and knowing where I'll go later.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I become more calm, forgiveness, much more hardworking and very studious.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?           
Yes     I have more faith but not to any specific religion.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes     Once when I was in bed, I felt my soul flied across the valley where I was. I feel each time the present of people I know who just past away.           

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes    

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   Is there any negative feeling? What have changed in people's life after the experience?