Edwin G Probable NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I went to a friends house and at the time I was unaware that her boyfriend suspected we had more than just a friendship (but we did not)her boyfriend was a drug addict and heavy drinker. It was just the three of us at their apartment and her boyfriend was being extra nice and offered me a drink and I accepted it was thanksgiving 2003. About 30 minutes later I began to feel strange it felt like a heavy uncontrollable shaking internally and then I felt extremely tired and dizzy and could not control what was happening. My friends boyfriend began to ask me what's wrong how do you feel so I replied what did you do to me I sensed that I was going to die. He was trying to lure me into the bathroom trying to convince me that I should take a bath I knew that this was planned and could not tell if my friend was aware of her boyfriend's plans but by the look on her face. she was scared which made me more frighten. I felt the urge to kill her boyfriend before I was going to die. the feeling was getting worse so I walked out of the apartment and tried to find help. I only lived a few streets away and had left my cell phone at home I started to lose sense of time because before I knew it I was home.  I had grabbed my cell phone and for some reason called a friend who could help in the event of my death. I had left a message giving details. At this point I could not stand up.  I laid on my bed and closed my eyes. This was Thursday between 3pm and 5 pm I could not tell you exactly.

As I lay on my bed all I felt was my breathing getting shorter and the next moment I was drifting through a grayish tunnel of clouds I felt like a had a body but could not feel it. Its has been so long I am sure I have lost memory of some of the details but what stood out were the clouds seem to have beings guiding me through and then this bright light that would be normally blinding to the human eye was in front of me and I heard my grandmothers voice calling me and then she slowly came into focus and greeted me. She told me that I have to turn around and go back that this is not my time and that I still have to do what I was meant to do on earth that if I pass her I will not be able to return she knew that I can feel the love and peace but she also felt that I was afraid she told me the fear that I am feeling is the guilt of leaving before doing what I was meant to do. I understood and felt like this was more of a lesson that was being taught, She said she will always watch over me and then in an instant I was gasping for air and had the worse headache that I ever experienced till this day.

This headache was so bad I must have passed out again because when I finally woke up I still had a awful headache and was extremely thirsty and I was woken up by the ring of my cell phone and I had missed the call and realized that I had over 20 missed calls and it was now Saturday 7pm I called back my friend and told him I was okay. Once the headache was gone I felt connected to the universe and was more aware of everything and had the love that I brought back with me and the knowledge of knowing I am being watched over and that I have purpose I considered thanksgiving being like a new birthday . Then in august 2009 I experienced the connection once again I was driving home from work and at this point I now have a 2 year old baby girl. I was working 2 jobs and was returning from a the second a 19 hour shift including drive time to and from work. on my way home from work I dozed off while driving and felt and heard my grandmother as she grabbed my heart and said wake up open your eyes and I averted from driving off the road into some trees. Two weeks later the day after my actual birthday my girlfriend the mother of my child whom I lived with got into a car accident and passed away. I am now a single dad with a 5 year old girl and now know why it was not my time and now know part of my purpose here on earth.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    When I was speaking with my grandmother

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal  

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I cant express the comparison

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I cant express the comparison

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes   My grandmother was speaking to me

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Peace love so much love and calmness but hints of fear  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes   More like a tunnel of clouds from grey then it got lighter until I reached my grandmother and what I believe was the point of no return if you choose to pass

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   bright light that would be considered blinding yet it did not

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
My grandmother

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes   My grandmother

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No
I never got passed the tunnel

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
I had no awareness of time

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe
I felt like the universe and everything are connected and we are part of something greater. I felt like we are born here to collect life's experiences and bring them with us to what comes next. but that task are assigned to us I am not sure it was a feeling that I can not express in our language

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was "sent back" against my will

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Uncertain   a feeling of something greater

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   its and indescribable feeling

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Uncertain  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   love is the main emotion of the experience

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience  

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience     

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   No  

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?  

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No       

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   No 

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   I heard of them but did not know details

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real  

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes   Then in august 2009 I experienced the connection once again I was driving home from work and at this point I now have a 2 year old baby girl. I was working 2 jobs and was returning from a the second a 19 hour shift including drive time to and from work. on my way home from work I dozed off while driving and felt and heard my grandmother as she grabbed my heart and said wake up open your eyes and I averted from driving off the road into some trees. Two weeks later the day after my actual birthday my girlfriend the mother of my child whom I lived with got into a car accident and passed away. I am now a single dad with a 5 year old girl and now know why it was not my time and now know part of my purpose here on earth.  

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes