4.16.11, Edited By Judy Shea For Clarity
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
In my first experience, I remember opening my eyes and seeing my husband
standing a distance from me. Suddenly I had the sensation of falling. I thought
I was hollering "No!" - but my husband said I made no sound. I was met by my
mother who had passed 2 years earlier. Also, from a distance I saw family
members that had also passed. My mother told me to come with her. We walked
down this long sandy path. When I saw a clearing, I heard a sound from behind me
that made me stop in my tracks. I was told that it was not my time yet - that
my husband and I had a lot to do and that many people would be counting on us.
I then woke up in the ICU.
The other time it happened to me was the 7th cardiac arrest I had. This time I
had an out of body experience. I found myself going back to my house where the
doctor had told my husband and sons to go and rest until morning. I touched each
of my sons on the cheek as they were sleeping. When I went to kiss my husband,
the phone rang. It was 5:02 AM. Suddenly I woke up back in my hospital room with
the doctor telling me in my ear that he was putting in a temporary pace maker
and medical evacuating me to another hospital. I was in critical condition and
not expected to make it.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes When told it was not my time, it was not in language. It was a
vibration, and I knew that it was a most holy one, because I was instructed not
to turn and look at him. I was to just return because I was not finished. I was
shown some visions of future events that were not good for humanity
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes I have a heart condition called "QT Interval Prolongation". I now have a
defibrillator. However, it has not gone off at all, and I have just recently had
it replaced. Oddly, I have had a dream of being taken up in a ship, the device
being removed and then me being brought back. I've been assured that I will be
fine without it. My husband and I are suppose to lead many young people to
safety when the chaos gets really bad. What began this year in the Middle East
has something to do with it.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
I had blacked out that morning from my heart just wiggling and not beating
properly. I had hit my head on tile floor in bathroom and had huge hematoma and
a bad concussion. I only remember certain events that made me become very
alert, such as going into cardiac arrest. I have had folks try to tell me that
my experience was just a dream or that it was somehow scientifically
explainable. But I know what I saw and what I heard, and I am positive that
what I experienced was real. I saw chaos and smoke and fire and destruction all
around. When the eruption in the Middle East started this year, I knew that it
had begun. I know that tribulation began last year and the quickening has begun.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal.
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
I had blacked out that morning from my heart just wiggling and not beating
properly. I had hit my head on tile floor in bathroom and had huge hematoma and
a bad concussion. I only remember certain events that made me become very
alert, such as going into cardiac arrest. I have had folks try to tell me that
my experience was just a dream or that it was somehow scientifically
explainable. But I know what I saw and what I heard, and I am positive that
what I experienced was real. I saw chaos and smoke and fire and destruction all
around. When the eruption in the Middle East started this year, I knew that it
had begun. I know that tribulation began last year and the quickening has begun.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any
aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
No
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Uncertain I'm confused as to how I understood what I heard so
easily, yet I can only describe it as a very ominous vibration that made me want
to drop to my knees out of respect.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Euphoria. I did not want to come back
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes A spiral - and when I saw the Norway spiral [12.2009], the first thing I
said was "HOME."
Did you see a light?
Yes Bright and warm.
Did you meet or see any other beings?
Yes Already explained.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life?
No I was only told that I wasn't finished yet. But the experience did
make me do a lot of soul searching and changing of things that I felt might not
be good when I returned to him.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your
experience that could be verified later?
Yes Current world events are unfolding just as I was shown that they would,
It's just not clear yet about why many (and I mean many) young people would be
following us, or who they will be. I do teach Tae Kwon Do and I do talk to a lot
of kids and young adults; but I haven't been able to figure out this part. I am
going on blind faith because if He said it would occur, I believe that it will.
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No I have been informed that we will stay here and help Earth start
again. This is HOME
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes I was given a glimpse of future and foresaw a lot of death and
destruction all around, but I felt safe
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes I felt that if I did not go back, that it would affect the future of
many.
Did you become aware of future events?
Yes
So far, very much so.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the
experience you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes Sometimes I predict things before they occur - not so much WHAT it will
be, but that SOMETHING is going to occur.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes probably 6 months later, with my husband. I needed to talk about it; I
felt like I was going crazy. I didn't say a lot to him to begin with, but as I
began to tell him about things I was seeing before they happened, he began to
believe me.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real. I knew it was real. There were too many
things about it that rocked me, such as my mother telling me that I had to let
go of her death and live for my self now. This had been was a problem for me
before my experience.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
Not really.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real. I've done 7-plus years of research and I know
it is real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes Much better with all relationships.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes In that I know there is a Higher Power and that there is only one
religion, one history, and one God.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your
experience?
No