Experience description: 

I DIED. I WENT HOME. I TALKED TO MY GUARDIAN. I CAME BACK. I'VE COMPLETED THE REST OF THIS QUESTIONNAIRE IT IS AFTER 8 A.M. AND I HAVE NOT BEEN TO BED YET...WILL DO A MORE EXTENSIVE LATE...BUT,, MOST OF WHAT WOULD BE IN HERE IS SCATTERED OVER THE OTHER QUESTIONS. I LIVE ON 1 TO 3 HOURS OF SLEEP SINCE THE INCIDENT  2 IS A GOOD AMOUNT. I NOTICE THE MORE 'ON PATH' I AM THE LESS SLEEP I NEED ...BUT IF I DON'T GET TO BED BY 9AM THE WHOLE IDEA PASSES UNTIL 2 OR 3 IN THE NEXT MORNING, SOMETIMES I CAN DO A 1/2 TO AN HOUR 'NAP' IN THE AFTER NOON H UMM.. THIS SOUNDS LIKE A QUESTION TO ADD: PHYSICAL NEED CHANGES SINCE THE EXPERIENCE.::

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

I have come to wonder if 'Earth Languages' were created in such a way as to make it impposible to communicate truly the experience. Maybe ....

When I say 'Love From Creator', 'Love Binds Us', I feel like I am holding a child's play bucket and filling it with sand I am trying to show you the beauty of all the oceans... We have no words.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes

the woman I was with was attempting to murder me through a mass of pills of all types being shoved down my throat I was physically restrained in a motel when my screams & pounding were responded to I was released long enough to get to the door and run to a phone for help, I lost consciousness in the ambulance. I was pronounced dead several hours later.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           TOTAL, MORE THERE THAN HERE.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   NO!

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           no

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No

Did you see a light?           No

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Uncertain

I am not sure of the context of the question...I was immediately at home. there was NO trip, or going through anything..

AT HOME I saw thousands of people that were, or are, or will be, of earth.

the first row of people I knew, behind each person stood the people that person touched in a way that helped them get home, behind each of those people stood the people they touch in a way that helps them home. They all, each one, were giving me greeting and love, I spook to each person in the front row

I was very happy to see each one and remember the time we touched on earth it was so good to see they made it. They, each one as I greeted & was greeted told me of the goodness they had & introduced me to the ones they brought, etc.

AT HOME there were many that belonged there that I saw

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Uncertain

I had no "Events Review" as I have heard others describe.

There were two events that I don't think are the big review.

The greeting was by people of my past, those people told me of what transpired as a consequence to our meeting on earth.

MY GUARDIAN and I had a long talk, it was very serious and in the end, as usual, he got me to do what he wanted,( which we both knew was the best thing)

BUT let me be clear it was my choice to come back ONLY BECAUSE; 1.)I had been assured that this is my last time here, he had my book of life with him and we sat at a table with my book on the table, the writing went back to front, like Hebrew, he held up a few pages on the top saying, "You have only this much to finish then you can come home to stay, your book is finished." Then he went on to tell me of something I still need to do (Which I was not allowed to remember) and told me of great benefit and need that caused the one more thing to do to be instilled in me as so needed for mankind that of course I would come back to do that one more thing before returning to stay.

YES ! I  LEARNED THIS IS MY LAST TRIP HERE, THAT MAKES ANYTHING A SNAP !

GOING HOME IN AND OF ITSELF WAS NOT A NEW EXPERIENCE, I CAME INTO THIS LIFE REMEMBERING BOTH MY LAST LIFETIME AND THE IN BETWEEN TIME, THOSE EVENTS I WAS ABLE IN THIS LIFETIME TO VERIFY, THAT IS, I WAS ABLE TO VERIFY MY PAST LIFE AND THE EVENTS THAT HAPPENED AFTER MY LAST LIFETIME HERE THAT THE DAUGHTER OF ONE OF MY PARRISH TOLD ME OF IN THE IN BETWEEN TIME

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes, HOME....I WENT HOME ! THERE IS NOTHING MORE BEAUTIFUL OR DISTINCTIVE !

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Uncertain

TO ME THIS IS A VERY FUNNY QUESTION....HO-HO !

         I ADMIRE YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR....

     (You DO realize time is a convenience of this Universe.)

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Uncertain

Not sure how to answer as I came into this life with more conscious memory than most... THE LOVE...PURE LOVE....IT IS IN EACH OF US IT NEVER GOES AWAY WE ONLY CLOSE OUR EYES TO IT. THIS LOVE BONDS, B-O-N-D-S , US TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US WE ARE RELATED SIBLINGS OF CREATORS LOVE , YET IT IS UP TO EACH ONE OF US TO LOOK WITH LOVE ON EACH AND EVERY ONE OF WE MEET LETTING THEM KNOW THEY ARE YOUR SIBLING THROUGH WORD, ACTION OR DEED TOUCH THEM, ENCOURAGE THEM THIS IS the 'ALL THERE IS TIME FOR' IN ALL OF LIFE ON THIS PLANET.

THERE ARE TRULY NO COINCIDENCES, YOUR GUARDIAN IS ALWAYS WITH YOU AND WRITING IT DOWN..

IN SHORT THE BEETLES HAD IT RIGHT...ALL THERE IS IS LOVE...   OUR JOB IS THE SEEDING, CARE, SPREADING, GIVING, RECEIVING, AND ENCOURAGING OF LOVE IN ALL WE DO SAY THINK MEET IN ALL THINGS AND ANIMALS AND PEOPLE.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain

THE LOVE CAME FROM CREATOR AND FLOWED DOWN. I WAS AWARE OF AN 'UP THERE' WHERE THE LOVE FLOWED FROM. I ASKED ONE OF THE GENERATING PEOPLE IF I COULD SEE ,MY NEXT THOUGHT WAS 'WHO COULD LOOK UPON THE FACE OF GOD' AND THE GENERATING PERSON, A LADY, LOOKED AT ME LIKE I HAD JUST MADE A BIG JOKE SHE WAS GOING TO REMEMBER THE LOOK BACK ALSO CONTAINED THOUGHT THAT SHE COULDN'T TALK TO ME YET BUT WOULD WHEN I WAS THERE TO STAY I FELT WE WERE OLD FRIENDS, STILL TODAY SHE IS  SOMETHING THAT POPS INTO MY MIND I'VE GOTTEN A LOT OF LESSON FROM THAT ..MEETING.. YES THERE WAS AN 'UP' I DID NOT SEE IT AS A BOUNDARY IT WAS A PLACE THAT WAS NOT A 'GO TO' PLACE, AS A MATTER OF RESPECT.

Did you become aware of future events?       Uncertain

I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO REMEMBER . BUT. I CAME BACK FOR A SPECIFIC PURPOSE...I DO KNOW THAT WHAT I AM NOW DOING I WOULD HAVE COME BACK IN A HOT MINUTE TO DO HAD IT BEEN PRESENTED TO ME.  WHAT I AM NOW DOING HAS THE POTENTIAL TO ALTER COMPLETELY HEALTH CARE WORLD WIDE, GIVING HEALTH ACCESSIBILITY TO ALL, INCLUDING 3RD WORLD...EVEN IN THE ABSENCE OF ELECTRICAL POWER THE UNITS CAN BE CONSTRUCTED TO RUN ON SOLAR ONLY....  SO NOW YOU TELL ME I DO NOT KNOW. I THOUGHT I MIGHT HAVE COME BACK TO DISCOVER THE MOON RINGS OF EARTHQUAKES, WHICH IS IN MANUSCRIPT FORM AT THIS TIME, AND BEING ABLE TO KNOW WHERE AND OF WHAT MAG. AN EARTHQUAKE IS GOING TO BE THE NIGHT BEFORE IS AN IMPORTANT DISCOVERY IT PALES WHEN COMPARED TO TOTAL HEALTH FOR ALL PEOPLES. SO TODAY I'M THINKING THE MACHINE IS WHY I CAME BACK, IF THE EARTHQUAKE MOON RINGS BECOME COMMON KNOWLEDGE IN THE PROCESS THEN THAT WILL BE A PLUS...

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

SEE # 12

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Uncertain

I HAVE A GREAT FEELING FOR / WITH  ROCKS, GEMS, CRYSTALS THEIR VIBRATIONS AND ENERGY FLOW. I DON'T KNOW IF IT IS RELATED, BUT, IT IS A VERY MUCH NEEDED TALENT WITH THE PRODUCTION OF THE WELLNESS MACHINES. WAS I GIVEN THIS SO THAT I COULD HELP WITH THE MACHINES. OR IS IT A PROCESS THAT TIME DEVELOPS ? I DO NOW HAVE A GREAT FEELING OF POWER GO THROUGH ME WHEN I AM PRAYING, NOT MY POWER, CREATORS POWER USING MY WILLINGNESS AS A CONDUIT TO SPREAD THE LOVE.

I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A LOT OF SPECIAL GIFTS, MY LONG TIME, OTHER LIFETIMES, MEMORY WAS IN TACT WHEN I STARTED THIS LIFETIME SO THOSE THINGS ARE NOT FROM THE EVENT.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

THE EXPERIENCE WAS BELIEF RE-ENFORCING. ATTITUDE PRIOR WAS 'GOD IS MY co-PILOT.  TODAY ALL I'M DOING IS HANGING UNTO THE TAIL OF THE TIGER AND ENJOYING THE RIDE. I STOP MORE TO GIVE LOVE WHEN I SEE A NEED TO. I TAKE TIME TO SEE THE LOVE MORE. I LISTEN FOR CREATOR IN ALL THINGS AND FOLLOW, NO MATTER HOW IT MAY SEEM TO ME AT THE TIME. PRIOR I OFTEN RATIONALIZED OUT A LOT. I MEAN I BLINDLY FOLLOW WITH MY EYES WIDE OPEN. GOT TO TELL YOU THERE IS SURE A LOT OF BEAUTIFUL STUFF LIVING THIS WAY BRINGS.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       KEEPING IN MIND HOW THE EXPERIENCE TOOK PLACE IN THE BEGINNING (SEE#3)

I COULD NOT LOOK AT A WOMAN AND SEE ANYTHING OTHER THAN A SISTER FOR A LITTLE OVER 10 YEARS FOLLOWING MY RETURN. I HAVE SINCE TWICE FOUND A LADY THAT INTERESTED ME. I AM SINGLE AND IF CREATOR WANTS ME TO HAVE A MATE HE WILL SEND ONE RIGHT NOW I HAVE A JOB TO DO. MY DAILY LIFE IS VERY LOVINGLY CENTERED, CREATOR BRINGS, I DO...EVERYTHING, WHAT I FEEL/OR AM SHOWN CREATOR WANTS ME TO DO ,THAT IS WHAT I DO. RELIGIOUS PRACTICES ANS. UNDER PREVIOUS RELIGION QUESTION. AT 62 CAREER ? HOWEVER, MY DR. IS IN BUSINESS MANAGEMENT WHICH FOLLOWING THE EVENT, I DID NOT HAVE TIME FOR UNTIL THE NEED FOR IT CAME WITH THE MACHINE LAST YEAR.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

THE REACTION HAS BEEN THAT THEY FIND A FIRMER FOOTING ON THE GOOD RED ROAD HOME. LOVE IS LIKE MEASLES, STICK AROUND AND YOU WILL CATCH IT.. I SHARE WHAT HAS HAPPENED, THEN LET THEM TAKE IT FROM THERE, WHEN THEY  CAN HAVE THEIR FEATHER (THEIR WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH CREATOR) AND REALIZE IT IS O.K. & I'M NOT LOOKING TO CHANGE THE FEATHER IT IS AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL TO WATCH THEM GROW.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  I WAS IN HOSPITAL FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS FOLLOWING. IN DENIAL.