Daniel C's SMR
I walked into my room where my girlfriend at the time was lying on the bed. I laid on top of her and we started kissing. not for sexual purpose but out of a force I cannot explain. after a few minutes. It seemed with every breath I took I fell deeper and deeper in to somewhere beyond where I have been before. it was dark for along time but I kept going deeper and feeling stronger and stronger than I have ever before. and out of blackness came light (colorful brilliant light) And if you were to consider the universe as a blanket, It seemed as if I made a small cut in the fabric of time and space and poked my head through. to be greeted by another soul. and I remember feeling my soul physically come out of me and her soul did the same and we meet in the middle and entangled for what seemed like an eternity. and then after it had became too much for either one of us to handle, we pulled away. paused momentarily all maintaining perfect eye contact. we muttered to each other, as if we had no control over what to say. we both said "I love you" and yes I've said it to people before without really knowing what it meant at all. But at that second I knew I really knew. And that's the first time I've said it in complete and utter honesty. I still love and I still feel but nothing that can match any experience I have ever had. And I believe that I will never feel it again. And I feel extremely proud and honored that I had something I know not many people will ever experience. And really words can't explain what happened. if they could people I've told would understand but the only other person that knows is her and that's a another story. But to say the least it really scared her and.. well I'm sure you don't care about the. but anything you can tell me about this I would really appreciate. I have been researching soulmates for a while and I would love another opinion. thank you very much,
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? when it felt like our souls met, It felt heavenly. that there was no pain. only this beautiful energy that completely penetrated my entire soul. It was everything great you could feel all felt at once. the whole process kept building and building till the point when our souls said hello fir the first time. (or for possible thousand and thousands of years
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: the only way I could explain it is by saying. for one second I understood. the was no wonder no doubt, no need to reason or toil. it was all there right in front of me and it seemed the only reason it stopped was because it got too intense, almost that I had seen too much, that it was only a preview of the actuality of life and love. pursuit of love all I can explain. if that makes any sense.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes I don't even think I could see, colors were so intense, mostly blues reds purples and yellows and oranges
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes I really don't recall any auditory sense it seemed calm and warm though.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? overwhelming joy laughter and love that cannot be described
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes not even a tunnel or enclosure, it felt as if I penetrated time and space. think of it as one of those colors that they put on dogs so that they can't bite out stitches. it felt that the time and space that we know of was in my body and my head was poking through a place that I had never been before. that's not the only way I can describe it but. it seems logical to me.
Did you see a light? Yes all kinds of light. but not that it was light, it was energy, as light
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes my soulmate (I believe) I knew her more than I knew myself. It was understanding. love was the only message, well no understanding too
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes yes love
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes I can't describe it really I was just somewhere I can't describe well
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes yeah 10 seconds (+or-) felt like a lifetime
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I felt not worry or pain. it felt though my soul was elevated to higher being
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes it felt to strong that I almost wasn't allowed to go further
Did you become aware of future events? Yes
yes and no I can't explain this one
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain my mother is very spiritual and has raised me to feel feelings and read energy from a person. I don't see the future or anything but I am good at reading people and knowing a sense of who the are without even talking to them
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes that's what's so scary about it. I know she felt relatively the same thing, I mean we have talked about it and really it sucks cause it scared her really bad
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes yes but that's a another story
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real well I've analyzed it everyday for 2 years. an d I know I love her and I feel she is my soulmate. the problem is we live in this world and we (me and her) are so young and we both have different goals right now. but for some reason I feel I know we will be together again when we are comfortable with our own life's. and that is the hardest part
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? the whole thing but mostly the meeting of souls
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was probably real the thing is I can't explain that and I don't know if I ever will be able to. maybe when I die, that's when you should ask me
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes yes we've gotten closer and gone further apart every time we meet. seriously, I know though I just want her to be happy whatever that is.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain well I still don't know what to think about god and afterlife, I've always had my own ideas about it all
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Uncertain well I've done acid and mushrooms but nothing ever compared to this
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I hope someone can give me advice or some clue to what happened.
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? No because words don't give it justice
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? it was actually very good, I hope you just respond to me