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Craig B's NDE

Our judo club met in a gymnasium where we simply pulled our judo mat out onto the gym floor under the basketball nets.  Our instructor, aka "Coach," was blind, and he was also a medalist in the Paralympics.  On the night in question, Coach started grappling with a brown belt named Marc on the north end of the mat.  I grappled with a brown belt named Andy on the other end of the mat, right beneath the basketball net.  As we grappled, I quickly established the mount (the top position) and positioned myself to move into an arm bar, forcing Andy to tap out.  Andy was not defending against a possible arm bar, nor was trying to escape from his inferior position; he simply reached up with his long arms, grabbed the lapels of my judogi, and used his knuckles to put pressure against my carotid arteries.  Foolishly, I didn't try to defend my neck, thinking his attempt to choke me from a mounted position would prove futile.  I almost had the arm bar, but then.... 

I'm looking up at the basketball net.  I seem to be in the center of the mat. I hear Andy: "Coach!  Coach!  Something's wrong here!" 

"What happened?" I wonder.  "Did I break my neck?  I can't feel anything.  I must be paralyzed--I can't even feel myself breathing...  But I can't panic.  I can't feel anything.  Oh, this is great.  This is just great.  What are they going to tell my girlfriend?  Where's Andy?  Why hasn't he run over here?" 

I woke up, staring down at Andy.  I was still on top of him, staring down.  Andy was still pinned.  "What happened?" I asked. 

"Your eyes rolled back in your head and you just went out." 

"How long?" I asked. 

"Just a few seconds." 

"You need to tap out sooner!" shouts Coach from the other end of the mat. 

We started grappling again.  This time I defended my neck, and I got the arm bar.   

Andy tapped.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No     


Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes    In judo, carotid artery chokes are employed to cause an opponent to tap out (i.e. submit).  If the judo player does not tap in time, the choke will produce unconsciousness due a lack of blood flow to the brain.  If such a choke is held for more than a few seconds, death may result.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?            Normal consciousness.

           
Was the experience dream like in any way?  No.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Yes   

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Panicked thoughts but no corresponding panicked feelings.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?          No.

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?        No     

Did you see a light?         No     

Did you meet or see any other beings?         No     

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?     Yes    My hearing seemed more acute.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes    Yes.  Time seemed to slow down dramatically.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No     

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          No     

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
          No         

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?          Yes    Yes.  I believe in OBEs.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?       Yes    My fear of death has lessened.

Have you shared this experience with others?        No      What emotions did you experience following your experience?   Relief.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?    The worst part was thinking I'd been paralyzed.  The best part was realizing that OBE's actually occur.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No         

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes