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Connie J's NDE

Experience description: 

I dont really remember a light, I do remember someone coming towards me,a human but I couldnt or dont remember seeing a face. I do remember hearing children playing close by. it was a lovely feeling of everything being good and right there, there was no animosity, there was no hatred, I had a total understanding of why I was on earth and who I was. I wasnt there long and someone told me I had to go back, It wasnt my time yet. I argued that I didnt want to leave but before I could get my argument out I was already on my way back. When I was there it was so beautiful I didnt want to leave. There was nothing mean or bad there at all.It was wonderfull. This was the bad place to me. But when I was back here I couldnt remember what it was that I so understood when I was there. I still wonder. It seems as if it was something so simple , so obvious that I just couldnt beleive that I didnt realize it before. I still wonder what it is.  I do know that I am not afraid of death any more. death is not the end of the world. I beleive that we are hear for a purpose. maybe to learn something we needed to learn before we can go there.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

It is hard to describe to someone who has not experienced something simular

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes

I was visiting my twin sister's home and shortly after leaving, with my then 3 year old son in the car, I somehow went off the road and went airborne and hit a tree ( I was told I was trying to avoid hitting a deer.)

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I was in and out of a coma for 4 days. at the time I beleive I was at the accident site.

Was the experience dream like in any way?   it was in a way like a dream , I think the longer time goes by the more it seems like a dream

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           I heard children laughing and playing

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Uncertain

            Describe:      it was as if  I closed my eyes and when I opened them I was there

Did you see a light?           Yes, there was light when I was there but not before

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

I dont know who there where and I didnt see an actual face. the communication ws not really verbal more mental of their part but I was trying to talk.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes

there was a play groud with  alot of children playing

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Uncertain

there wher e several month after that that i had a hard time remembering anything . people visiting me and things like that

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

most definitly!! I had a total understanding of the univers at the time!! (this is weird)

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain

Did you become aware of future events?       No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

I was aware, I was told I couldnt stay and that was that.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes, my twin sister and I have a special bond we are identical twins and we tend to read each others thoughts from time to time.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Uncertain

I have always had  a belief in God, this just made it concrete

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       I dont take anyone for granted now. I try to be more understanding, I tend to give stupid reasons why someone may act a scertain way to a certain situation

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

I dont sweat the small stuff. I know now that what really matters is how much you love people and how much you are loved by people in life.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

Mixed emotions from people. some beleive me others dont. It changed my life and has touched a couple of people.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  I was mad! Mad because I had to come back. I thougt for a long time this was hell.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      the best was the feeling of peace and love i experienced . the worst was trying to figure out if I had a coma induced experience or if it was real. ( I still dont know)

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        Am I crazy?? Did I really have this happen?

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes