Christine T Probable NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I cannot write about it, only speak about it, as it is still too difficult for me.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes, putting what one has been through into words.

The fact of not being able to speak about it with everyone... since it is a private experience. It is so powerful that no suitable words can be found.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes, cardiac arrests, 3 in all.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I don't know.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: I don't know.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? No

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes, different noises, now I can no longer stand noise...

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Wellbeing, lightness... gentleness, serenity...

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain. Light and also a welcoming warmth.

Did you see a light? Yes, a cottony white...

Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes. I saw people, without faces, young and old, I don't know if they were family members, asking me to go back, saying I could not stay with them...

Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes, two places, one with gentle soft colors, a warm place, with pleasant sounds, the other with bright colors, unbearable heat and very unpleasant noises...

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events? No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? No

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes, with my parents and a few doctors. They were interested and curious. Yes, my parents are less afraid of death...

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real . I just don't know how to talk about it.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? I returned here impelled by a force whose origin is unknown to me...

I have been able to re-learn to speak, walk, swallow, move etc... and it is the same force which has helped me... where does it come from?????

How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real. In the same way this prevents me from speaking about it.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes, I need more authenticity... I'm more sensitive...

Often people who meet me without knowing about the experience, speak of a light around me... strangers speak to me more easily...

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain. There has been a force...????

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I would like to discuss it with people who could understand...

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes