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Charles N NDE

edited for clarity by Judy Shea 6.26.11

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

My Visit to Heaven

I had a back surgery in which the anesthesiologist gave me too much anesthesia and I died on the operating table. When this happened, I was sent to a place where I found myself inside a large building like the Parthenon, with those big columns. To the right, I saw a crimson statue of some kind dragon or beast, like a Chinese lion. As I looked at the columns, I saw from between them that it was night. Coming from a doorway which led in the direction of the right hand corner of the building, I saw a bright light. So I walked toward the light and, as I did, I saw a hallway which turned to the right. Its walls were made of gray-veined granite, the kind of stone often used to build mausoleums.  As I started down the hall, I remembered my daughter, and I thought I couldn't leave because I had to take care of her. But a voice in my head told me she would be all right.  And as I continued down the hallway, I saw the light getting brighter. So I started looking for the source of the light, because I couldn't see any windows or fluorescent lights in the hall.  To my surprise, I saw that the light was radiating right through the walls!  And at the end of this hall was a brighter light coming from what seemed like another hallway, again to the right.  As soon as I got down there, eager to look to the right and see what was around that corner, I suddenly awoke in the recovery room. They told me I had died.  And I responded, "I know."                                                        

 I am not afraid of death now, because I have seen the light, and I am proud to say that I have the knowledge that I will never feel that wonderful joy and peace again until I am there, totally, after my life on Earth is over. But now I know for sure what is awaiting me.  God Bless You, Charles

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain     

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    Almost from the very start, when I saw myself in a fetal position in the midst of a maze. That was right before I found myself in the dark Roman structure.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Uncertain.      Yes, I saw some things which let me know that I wasn't alive, or that I was dying.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            First,  anxiousness about being separated from my daughter, and then peace, and then disappointment, because I didn't get to see what was around the corner in the the next hallway.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Uncertain.      It was a hallway.

Did you see a light?           Yes    

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Uncertain.      What I talked about in the story. (above)

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain.     I didn't make it to the last turn.

Did you become aware of future events?     Yes,  in the sense that I am pretty sure where we go after death.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes.     I shared it immediately.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes.     I had heard stories.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Right away I saw the experience as "definitely real."  I  knew it was real. Seeing is believing.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?   

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Now I still see the experience as "definitely real."   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes.     My daughter will be taken care of if anything happens to me.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        no

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes