Chari H's NDE
When I awoke, I found myself in a dark area where I could see other beings walking around. They were either walking towards a bright orange burning light at the end of a long tunnel or the were wondering about. The light seemed dark to me as did the other beings so I didn't want to be around them or the light.
About then, a light from above expanded above me. It filled the sky with a mass of bright colors. I felt a tugging sensation in my chest as the light started bringing me towards it. I felt Great Love coming from within the light. As I grew closer towards the light, I could see two figures coming towards me. I recognized them as my Great Grandfather who had passed away a few years earlier and my little brother who died at age 2. My Great Grandfather was standing there holding my little brothers hand. They were very happy to see me, but I wasn't happy to see them. That's when I realized that I was dead. I became very upset. He could read my thoughts and his thoughts entered my thoughts. We communicated back and forth telepathically. As soon as I had a thought, he had a answer for me.
I wanted to live so I began to beg Jesus and God for my life back. I they were listening to me but I wasn't sure if they would grant me life. I also knew that I close to Heaven. I really didn't want to be there. I wanted my life back on earth. My Great Grandfather became very upset and told me what my future would be like if I returned. It wasn't pretty. He told me about my life and he said that the earth was going to move towards a mass extermination of life. He told me that if I went back, I would face that fate because of my decisions. He said my whole family was going to face it and there was nothing I could do to save them. But my urgency to return to them to save them and to give them this message was very strong. I kept on begging to live regardless of what he was telling me. That's when I happened to look down at the earth.
I saw my body laying in the creek. I saw my friends lifeless body a few feet above me. I could then saw the car in the trees. I saw people around me and then I saw a couple of ambulances and fire trucks. I could tell that the people were discussing something about me. They were standing above my body.
I then looked at my
Great Grandfather again and told him that I was going back. He became extremely
upset and said, "The next time you come out of the earth, it won't be as easy.
Your life won't get any better if you go back. In fact, it's going to get much
much worse. You're going to make very bad decisions and you're going to suffer
great pain from those decisions. Don't go back. Please come with us now.
Please." But even after he told me that, my will to live was stronger. The
pulling sensation then left me and I freely fell or soared back to the earth and
towards my body. Upon entering my body, I felt a cold blast of a substance that
felt like a spongy soft substance. It felt really strange but I opened my eyes
immediately and found myself back in my body. Two paramedics were on each side
of me. One yelled out, "We got her!" I immediately looked up to my right and saw
my friends lifeless body laying there. I screamed out for her, but I knew she
was gone. I tried to stand up to get to her, but I realized that I now couldn't
feel my legs. The paramedics flipped out and laid me back down saying, "Don't
move like that again honey. You have to be very still and let us take care of
you. Your body is in very bad shape and we don't want to lose you again." I
remember thinking that I just couldn't believe everything was just as I had seen
it from above. I knew that I had absolutely died and came back. But when I
realized that my friend was really dead, I began to regret coming back. I then
looked up at the car and saw my boyfriends face looking back at me. His face was
pale and his eyes were wide and streaked with tears. He looked like he was in
shock and had been crying. Just then I lost my vision. I spent the next 6wks in
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes I was young and didn't fully understand what was happening to me. The intensity of the message I received from my Great Grandfather about the future scared me. He warned me about returning to the earth and told me where the earth was going. He begged me to come with him and not to return. But I wanted to live. I begged Jesus for my life back. My Great Grandfather expressed to me that the next time I was to come out of the earth, it wouldn't be as easy. He also told me that my life wouldn't be that great if I returned, but my belief was that I needed to save my family from the coming events. I felt like they (my family on earth) needed to be warned about these events. I had to make sure they knew. I felt a urgency to come back to save them. So, I was allowed to come back. Imagine coming back and having that inside of me. How could you explain that?
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes I was involved in a one car accident where the vehicle I was riding in went airborne. I fell out as the car as it landed in the top of a thicket of trees. I fell 20 some feet down into a watery creek bed. I had dreamed about wrecking in this very area when I was 10. So when I knew I was going to crash in this very area, I went into shock and I passed out. The injuries I had were a head concussion with several small lacerations to my forehead. A broken pelvis. A fractured right leg with 10 fractures to the lower bones. A badly bruised left knee and left arm.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? The moment I had my experience. I knew I was outside of the earth. I knew I was dead. I could even smell, hear, see, and feel. I sensed my surroundings immediately.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: The moment I had my experience. I knew I was outside of the earth. I knew I was dead. I could even smell, hear, see, and feel. I sensed my surroundings immediately.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes I could see things from a much greater distance and the clarity of everything seemed more intense. Even colors were brighter.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)? Uncertain
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Great highs and lows. All emotions were there and much more intense.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes I was instantly in a tunnel, but I didn't seek the light at the end of it. That was very evil to me.
Did you see a light? Yes I saw a light from the end of the tunnel and then a bigger light expanded over me.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes I saw souls wondering about and souls walking towards the light at the end of tunnel.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Yes I saw my family when I was really little. I saw my life leading up to the accident. I learned that my life wasn't going to get any better. To explain that, I would have to go into my childhood which I won't do.
The only thing that
gives me peace is knowing that there is absolutely LIFE AFTER DEATH! I don't
fear death! I tell everyone not to fear death because Death is NOT the end of
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes Well, I don't have to explain where things are going. The Earth is moving towards a mass extermination. Much like what the Jews suffered through Hitler! That's what I was Told and that's what I SAW!
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes I saw a beautiful Heaven that stretched the whole Universe outside of the Earth. I realized that the two realms were very close. Life and Death that is.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes Everything seemed to be in a suspended type of animation or life. Life was definitely slower and absolutely not as fast paced as life on earth but circumstances around me were going at a fast pace. Mostly in regards to my transition.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I could definitely sense good and evil! Call it Heaven and Hell.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes I was on the outside of a boundary between Heaven and Earth. I knew if I went to Heaven, I would definitely lose my life on Earth.
Did you become aware of future events? Yes
My life wasn't good before my experience and it did get worse as predicted by my Great Grandfather. Every emotion he stressed to me, I understood why!
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes I'm very aware of Evil! I can telepathically communicate messages to others but I don't like to. I did this numerous times with my husband. I sent him messages and he got them. I sent a message to a vampire wannabe and he heard me. That was very scary and it taught me not to mess with people.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes I was 14 when it happened, but I only shared it with my Grandfather and a Hospital Psychologist. He was a evil guy and he put me on high doses of valium the whole time I was in the hospital. He was evil because he did something very bad to me...not going into that, but that's why I say that he was evil.
It took me a long time to share my Near Death after that.
I think I was 17 the first time I actually told someone else about it. I told a real good girlfriend of mine. She actually threw up. But she knew that I was telling the truth.
I also shared it with
my husbands Aunt when I was 28. I changed her life completely around and she
became very religious. She died a year later from Leukemia. I also shared it
with my Dad around the same time and a year later, he became very religious. A
year after that, he died from a massive stroke.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real I knew it right after it happened. I just chose to keep it to myself. I didn't want to be labeled.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? I know without a doubt that the path of Life on Earth is heading towards a end. There is going to be a end to life as we know it in my lifetime. A not so distant future. I'm very aware of how evil the world has become. I see it and sense it everywhere. Satan and God exist!
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real I don't have to explain it. I know it happened. I know life is ongoing. Life never dies!
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I don't like to be around people who refuse to accept that God is real and his son Jesus Christ is our Savior. I can't stand to be around people who talk about false religions or false prophecy.