Carmen J NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I was in the infrared frequency where everything was sepia tone.

Over 36 times. Then put in a bath to clean off, and then passed out as I got out of the bath. What I saw was in sepia orange tone... my body being lifted up by my SO (NDERF: Believe this to mean ‘Significant Other’). I looked like a rag doll. And I was naked and a river of reddish brown was flowing out of my mouth down my chest and down my thighs. All fluids were being released from my body. I thought it was fascinating. I observed from the ceiling.

And was being pulled further and further away. I just kept looking at the frantic person holding the rag doll that kept slipping thru his hands as it  spewed the rivers of brown on the body. I was whirling up up up....and then from far away I heard this desperate yelling noise. I didn't recognize the sound. As I focused on the sound I was being drawn to the sound till I got close enough to it to distinguish the sound. It was my SO who is frantically calling my name. Carmen Carmen Carmen! At that moment I was back in my body...and then would just pass in and out of consciousness till the paramedics got there.

I was taken to the hospital. Don't remember the ride....but was fine in the morning.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes  Took bee pollen in raw juice drink. Became dizzy and nauseous. Then severe vomiting.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No    

And not speeded up like when I was in a car accident.

Much different.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    When I was watching my body below me....

so it was midway thru the experience and right at the point when I recognized the voice calling me back to earth.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   There was no emotion......just a calm state of mind. And floating.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   there was no Technicolor...just sepia tones of oranges browns and reds and dark browns.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Just so peaceful until I heard from a faraway place like I was in a tunnel where I could not hear well.

The sound was muddled and I was curious. So I paid attention to the sound as I seemed to move closer to the sound, and then realized it was someone calling out my name, Carmen Carmen Carmen!

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes   I saw myself lose all bodily fluids...but it looked beautiful, like waterfalls....

and the colors were all reddish brown....and my hair was long and dangling....like a rag doll

My body was limp. And I could see someone holding my body. At first it didn't look like it was me.

It was just an interesting spectacle to look at.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   bliss  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes   I didn't see it...but sound made me think I was getting further and further away and then returning the sound of someone's voice was getting louder and louder

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   Reddish Sepia tones.

From light reds, oranges, to brown and dark brown.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I heard a voice I could not identify
When I recognized the voice....it was the person holding my body, calling out my name.

I don't know how much time had passed.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Things were in slow motion it seemed by my observation...but I felt normal.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Yes
The ceiling in the bathroom.

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   I was definitely separate from that body that was more like a garment....a space suit.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No   Have seen out of body people before....and also in a car accident where I saw everything flash in front of me slow motion or simultaneously. So I had an experience before. But this was really interesting that it was not in Technicolor.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Yes   Saw how caring and frightened this person was that I was going to leave him.

I never knew how much he cared. loll!

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   Yes   Saw how caring and frightened this person was that I was going to leave him.

I never knew how much he cared. loll!

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   See above.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I knew from my studies in the past that the body is just our vehicle while we are on Earth.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience  

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   I had more a fear of the pain getting to death....but not death itself.

My experience directly resulted in:   Moderate changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   Not to get to dramatic and emotional about life.

More appreciation for detachment.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?   That something that would be horrible to look at on earth, looked quite beautiful......

rather....no judgment on what was happening. Vomiting etc...was not distasteful out of body watching it.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     That something that would be horrible to look at on earth, looked quite beautiful......

rather....no judgment on what was happening. Vomiting etc...was not distasteful out of body watching it.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  Right away.

The person was still scared of it and didn't want to hear that I had a blissful time.

He was a wreck.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   But not at an intellectual level. I just know when you have a car accident, time seems to slow down and you see your life flash before you. I thought it might be a chemical reaction. Wasn't sure but also was aware there was an afterlife. I just separated those 2 things in my mind at that time.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   I was out of body.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   Real is real. But now I have more of a scientific understanding via Ramtha's science courses that gives me an even stronger paradigm to support this as real.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I saw how emotionally he got over this...

I saw how I responded when I heard him yelling at me....like guilty??

And I got less attached to lovers than before.

I love very much....but not so clinging as romantic relationships tend to be.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes