EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I felt the presence of my dead father in the theatre room when I realized that
the anesthetic was not working on me. He was in the corner, trying to comfort me
in the unbelievable pain that I was in from the surgery that I was going
through, since I was feeling everything that the surgeon was doing to me.
He was telling me that it would be over very soon. When the surgeon had
finished, and they were taking the tubes out of me and asking me my name, the
only thing I said with my last breath was "the anesthetic did not work, I felt
everything". I stopped breathing. My father came up closer to me holding my
hand. I felt slight movement in my legs, and started kicking to signal something
was wrong to the surgeon. I stopped breathing. It felt like several minutes had
passed when the surgeon realized something was wrong. I was too weak to kick and
stopped. They were loosing me. Surgeon checked to see heart beat, very weak and
realized also I had stopped breathing. I heard nurse say they were loosing me. I
then felt my father taking me by the hand and my spirit rising from my body as I
could see nurses and surgeon working on my body. I saw a tunnel and bright
lights, and felt the presence of other dead people going towards the light
through the tunnel. Then as I was getting nearer to the light I was stopped, and
my grandfather asked if I wanted to continue, but there would be no return to
earth. I said no, I had to get back to my sons. Then can't explain at what speed
it was I went back into my body, like being electrocuted, and took a breath. I
opened my eyes and saw the surgeon collapse next to my crying.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes there are no words to express what you see and feel
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes I needed to come back for my children as I am divorced
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
spiritually all the time
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
spiritually all the time
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes I can now sense more things. paranormal. I know when someone is
seriously ill. I can date approx when someone is going to die. I can communicate
with dogs and cats using telepathy. I can smell this aroma, used in churches,
and know there is a spirit near me (so does my dog as she barks at it). I know
when something bad is going to happen, like my son having a car crash
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Uncertain I am getting older now, sometimes I hear clearer on
some days and not on other
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was relieved not to be in any pain, felt absolutely wonderful, at
peace
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes A tunnel going up into space with a bright light at the end of it and
feeling the presence of other dead people going towards the light with their
dead relatives
Did
you see a light?
Yes Very bright, pleasant
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes all around you, dead people but not in the human form, mist but not
mist. I only knew my father but there was no fear, just a understanding all
between us all
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No I now have paranormal senses. After I had my experience, I went to work
at a Vet Clinic, and I used my new abilities to communicate with dogs and cats
and help them. I see life differently now. I'm more aware.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Uncertain Unfortunately the surgeon denied after what had happened to me so
that I would not sue him.
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes I do now in my dreams. I can talk to dead relatives. I have seen
beautiful locations and know it is heaven.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes Over there , there is no such thing as time, space
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes I can now sense more things. paranormal. I know when someone is
seriously ill. I can date approx when someone is going to die. I can communicate
with dogs and cats using telepathy. I can smell this aroma, used in churches,
and know there is a spirit near me (so does my dog as she barks at it). I know
when something bad is going to happen, like my son having a car crash. Lots more
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain At a certain distance in the tunnel I was asked if I wanted to
continue but no return, or go back into my body and continue with my life. It is
not a barrier
Did
you become aware of future events?
Yes
Know when bad things are going to happen. just sense them.
Intuition??????
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I had paranormal gifts starting as a child, but nothing compared to now
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes My family know, as I stated the date and time of death of my father who
was 3000 km away, the Vets I worked with even asked if I could speak to the
animals. They were shocked. By the way this is the second time I have had NDE
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes this is the second time I have had NDE. The first happened 1993. There
my dead grandfather came for me as my father was still alive
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real Glad to be alive, look at nature in a
different way
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
I
appreciate life more since my experiences
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real Its something you will never forget
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
People are frightened of me when they realize I have abilities
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
Become stronger, Christian
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes It has happened twice
